The beginning of us

" I don't quite know how to say how I feel. Those three words are said too much their not enough. "

" Do you know where your heart is do you know how to find it did you trade it for something somewhere better just to have it. Do you know where your love is do you think that you have lost it you felt it so strong but nothing's turned out how you wanted it. "

" I could never pretend that I don't love you. "


Ariana Gilbert is Elena's twin sister, but she is anything but like her twin. Ariana is the party girl, the most popular girl at the whole school, and even though it looks like she has everything that anyone could ever have she feels that she has absolutely nothing. Nothing at all, and when her parents die it only gets worse. Ariana just acts like she is fine and she is unaffected by her parents death, and everyone believes her.

Then Junior year starts up, the thing that Ariana has been dreading ever since school was let out last year. Ariana is convinced that her Junior year is going to be horrible, and that it is going to be the worst thing that she will ever experience. But, Ariana soon finds out that she couldn't be more wrong, because when she meets Damon Salvatore her sisters boyfriends older brother, she and Damon become fast friends. But, soon Ariana realizes that her feelings for Damon were much more than " Just friends "


I felt his hands around my waist as he pulled me into his arms, his safe arms that I love, and when I looked into is beautiful blue eyes I close mine, and just savor this moment. I felt his soft lips brush against my ear softly as he whispers three words " I love you " I open my eyes slowly and look at him shocked. I couldn't believe that he loved me of all people. No one ever loved me. "You do? " I ask in a small whisper my lips brushing against his neck. "Yes. I have loved you from the moment that I saw you. " Damon whispers and that's when I whisper " I love you too " and he pulls me into the most magical kiss ever.


11. Chapter Nine


It's been about a week, and staying with Damon was amazing! His bed was so comfy, like oh my god it couldn't be more perfect! He was such a gentlemen and slept in the guest room saying that " his bed was better for me" and he was just being so sweet!!!

It was weird sort of living with Stefan, but I got over it quickly, and just ignored Stefan the whole time. But, after a week Jenna called me very very very furious saying that " It has been a whole week " and "It was time to come home" and that she " missed me", and then Elena called Stefan and he told Damon, and he sent me packing with a sad look on his face.

And that was how I ended up in my room at my house Monday morning writing in my diary.

Dear Diary,

Where do I start?! Oh my god I have been staying with Damon and it has been perfect!! It's like I'm in some kind of fairytale! I am so sad that I am home now tho! I mean it was just sooooooo perfect, and I just couldn't believe how amazing Damon...Damons bed is. Okay fine!! So I may have the tinniest of crushes on Damon....but it doesn't really matter anymore, because I'm sure that it will never happen.


I sighed as I got ready for another horrible day.


" It's Halloween! " Mona Beamed as she looped her arms through mine (we made up).

" Why yes, yes it is. What are you going as? " I asked.

"A.......werewolf! " Mona beamed opening her locker to reveal a werewolf costume.

" and your making me go as Wonder Woman? " I complained.

" Mhm hmm. " Mona hummed shrugging as she handed me my costume that was in an brown paper bag.

I groaned, " I hate you. "

" Nah you love me. " Mona teased as we headed to history.


At home

I walked into my room and started to get ready for the Halloween party that was in a few short hours. After getting dressed in my costume, I did my hair and makeup, and then quickly left with Jermey both of us avoiding Elena.

" Just like old times Jerbear. " I teased my brother as we carefully jumped out of my window, onto the tree beside it, slid down the tree onto the ground where Bonnie and Mona were waiting for us.

" Oh shut up Ari. " Jermey says as the four of us begin our walk to the high school.


This is the most boring party in the history of time I think as I dumbly walk around the party, bored wishing that something anything interesting could happen. But nothing! Mona was off making out with Tyler, and I love that she's happy, and I so ship hashtag Myler, but I'm just b-o-r-e-d! Bonnie boo is hanging out with Caroline (I've eased up about the whole Caroline thing now) and I am here sitting down bored.

" Hey Aria have you seen Vick? I can't find her anywhere. " Matt says approaching me. Again? I think how is it possible to not keep track of one girl? I thought.

" But did you want some help looking? " I asked Matt. Hey it was better than sitting here bored!

" Is this what I'm in for a lifetime of worrying for her? " Matt asks me and I sighed looking at him. Poor Matt was always worrying about Vick, that girl needs to give Matt a break. Like seriously who hurts their sibling like that?! That's just mean!

I smiled softly, " Your a good brother Matt. Let's just...let's go to your house and I'm sure that we will find her there. "

" And if she's not there? " Matt asks.

" Then we will call someone, we will call everyone until we find her. " I tell Matt as I hold his hand comfortably.


Matt sighed, " Vick you home? "

We both entered his house to find it completely vacant, no one in sight, no Vicky. I looked at Matt to see him look down at the ground where there was a note.

I'm sorry Matty, but I'm gone. I left.

- Vick

I held matts hand and as tears escaped his eyes I held him in an tight embrace.


" You mean we'll come up with an lie. " I told Stefan shaking my head. Vicky was dead; Stefan had staked her, and now Damon was upstairs compelling Jeremy to forget the whole thing. No one knows about this, not even my own sister it just wasn't safe.

" Elena. " Stefan says as he tries to grab my hand but I just shake my head and gently push his hand away from me.

" No. I-I can't do this Stefan. I can't lie to everyone that I care about, and if I'm with you that is what it means. This has to end, I promise you that I will keep your secret, but Stefan this--" I motioned to the two of us "--is over. "

" Elena. " Stefan says sadly looking at me.

" I'm sorry. " I whisper before looking at Damon and telling him thank you, and I enter the house heading towards the shower.


I didn't do it for Elena, that's what everyone thought that I did this for Elena because I " care " for her, but that's a lie. I care about and I love Ariana, and that's why I did what I did, because her and Jermey are so close.

I couldn't even imagine myself without Ariana anymore, it was like that wasn't allowed, it was like it wasn't meant to be without her; life. Life without Ariana Gilbert seemed to be a life that I didn't want to live, and I was confused by my own feelings. Katherine my love from 1864 was stuck in a tomb, and she was the reason that I came to this town in the first place, and I planned to leave as soon as I had gotten her out of the tomb, but now, now there was Ariana.

I didn't want to hurt her feelings when I would leave this town with Katherine, I didn't want to cause her any pain or any hurt I just couldn't do that to her....but now was I supposed to free the love of my life and loose Ariana or was I supposed to forget Katherine and chose Ariana? I had absolutely no clue.

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