The beginning of us

" I don't quite know how to say how I feel. Those three words are said too much their not enough. "

" Do you know where your heart is do you know how to find it did you trade it for something somewhere better just to have it. Do you know where your love is do you think that you have lost it you felt it so strong but nothing's turned out how you wanted it. "

" I could never pretend that I don't love you. "


Ariana Gilbert is Elena's twin sister, but she is anything but like her twin. Ariana is the party girl, the most popular girl at the whole school, and even though it looks like she has everything that anyone could ever have she feels that she has absolutely nothing. Nothing at all, and when her parents die it only gets worse. Ariana just acts like she is fine and she is unaffected by her parents death, and everyone believes her.

Then Junior year starts up, the thing that Ariana has been dreading ever since school was let out last year. Ariana is convinced that her Junior year is going to be horrible, and that it is going to be the worst thing that she will ever experience. But, Ariana soon finds out that she couldn't be more wrong, because when she meets Damon Salvatore her sisters boyfriends older brother, she and Damon become fast friends. But, soon Ariana realizes that her feelings for Damon were much more than " Just friends "


I felt his hands around my waist as he pulled me into his arms, his safe arms that I love, and when I looked into is beautiful blue eyes I close mine, and just savor this moment. I felt his soft lips brush against my ear softly as he whispers three words " I love you " I open my eyes slowly and look at him shocked. I couldn't believe that he loved me of all people. No one ever loved me. "You do? " I ask in a small whisper my lips brushing against his neck. "Yes. I have loved you from the moment that I saw you. " Damon whispers and that's when I whisper " I love you too " and he pulls me into the most magical kiss ever.


6. Chapter Four


" I don't know how to say how I feel. "


" Ari, have you seen Vicki? " Matt asked me. I was just standing here wondering the town square just thinking about St--no!!!! No I am not saying his name.

" No I haven't. What's going on? " I asked Matt seeing his worried face.

" I don't know, she just kind of disappeared, and I can't find her anywhere Ari, but there is something that you should know. " Matt says, and I nod for him to continue. " Jeremy is sleeping with Vicky, and from what I heard from Tyler he has been dealing drugs. " Matt tells me.

I let a sigh escape my lips and I ran a hand through my long hair, " Oh my god. How did I not even know?! We used to be so close. " I mumbled.

" Ari, you should really talk to him, your the only one that he will listen to. " Matt tells me softly.

" But what am I supposed to say Matt? " I asked him.

" I don't know Ari, but I know that if this was Vick then I would do anything to help her. " Matt says, and then he breaks into a run trying to find his sister.


" Jer? " I asked Jermey that night as I knocked on his door. It took a while to find him, but of course he just went home.

" Go away Ariana. " Jermey tells me, and I blink away the hurt in my eyes. He never calls me Ariana, except for when he is really really really mad at me.

" Jer, please can we just talk? " I asked Jermey softly.

" No. Just go away. " Jeremy says and moves to close his door, and I can here it lock.

" Jer. Jer!! Oh my god Jeremy open the fucking door! " I yell as I bang on the door.

" Go away bitch! " Jeremy says and that's when I almost burst into tears right there in the middle of the hallway.

" Ari are you--, " Elena started to say, but when she sees my face hers softens as she looks at me sadly."Ari, what's wrong? " Elena asks me concerned.

" J-Jeremy called me a b-bitch. " I stuttered as tears broke through, and for the first time in a long time Elena was the one comforting me, and I let her.


Following day

Dear Diary,

I am already wishing it to be summer. According to my sister her and Stefan had their first kiss and now they are " Officially " dating, but at least they don't sit at the table at lunch. Thank god! It was enough having multiple classes with both of them, because for some reason I had all my classes with Stefan, and half of those were with Elena along Stefan!! It sucked! All of it just fucking sucked and I hated all of it!! But, of course they aren't letting me transfer out of any of my classes!! And Elena just looooves to talk about Stefan with me :/.


I closed my diary and sighed as I got dressed in my outfit (pic above) that I had chosen from my closet.

I sighed as I brushed my hair, brushed my teeth, and put on my makeup. I really was hating school these days.


" I can't believe that Jeremy called you that! What a dick! " Mona tells me. I just told her about that happened with Jermey last night, and in response to her reaction I just shrugged.

" Eh, he didn't mean it M. He was just upset. " I told Mona slightly defending my brother. I couldn't help it!

" Oh my god, do you ever not defend him? " Mona huffs annoyed.

" He's my little brother Mona I can't help it. But, moving on what is going on with Caroline? " I demanded.

" What do you mean? " Mona asks.

" Oh you know what I mean! You live with her, and she hasn't been answering any of my calls or texts, and I am so not leading cheer by myself! " I demanded.

Mona sighed, " Fine! Last night she made me cover for her with mom because she is with Damon. They were..."

" Oh my god. They were sleeping together?! " I asked Mona gasping.

" Mhm hmm. She's my sister, my twin, and I love her so much, but sometimes I am just so annoyed by her." Mona complains to me making me laugh.

" Oh stop your whining. Try being Elena's sister. " I challenged.

" Elena isn't one of the queens of the school. " Mona said with a smirk.

" That's true, plus you do have to hear a rundown of the gossip like 10 times a day, and then some. " I said getting deep into my thoughts.

" Mhm hmm! See what I mean. " Mona says with a teasing smile.

" Wait, does your mom know about this little Daroline situation? " I questioned Mona as we finally reached the cheerleading girls.

" Nope! But she is apparently planning to take him to that founders day thing so I'm guessing our mom will find out about it then I guess. " Mona says with a shrug.

" Oh carebear. " I sighed smirking.

" Okay, well we will talk later because I get to lead you all without carebear. " I told Mona and she nodded. I clapped my hands and said, " Okay everyone let's get in your order! "

" Where's Caroline? " Bonnie asks.

" I don't know, apparently she is flaking out on us. But let's get started! You all know the rundown of the retinue since you were in summer camp, so let's get this started! 5! 6! 7! 8! " I said and then looked at the girls pleased, but was cut off by the sound of an car. I turned around to see Caroline with Damon.

I rolled my eyes, " Ms. Caroline Forbes how lovely of you to join us! You can go in the back. "

" What? " Caroline questions.

" I said, " I mockingly slowed down my words, " You. Can. Go. In. The. Back. "

" But I always-, " I cut Caroline off.

" You late, you in the back. Simple as that. " I said with a shrug, and in response Caroline angrily went to the back. " Oh, and Damon next time drop her off on time, before I tell her mother about you. " I threatened and smiled a fake smile.

Everything is going back to normal. I was being the bitchy best friend/popular girl, and everyone else was happy.

Later that night

" Omg Mona you look amazing!! " I beemed looking at my friends outfit. (Pic below)

" Are you sure about this outfit? " Mona asks me.

" Yes! It's simple, but not too simple, and it shows that your trying to impress him, but not overly trying. Aka perfect outfit!! Now just to do your makeup! " I said with a smile.

" What about my hair? " Mona asks me fiddling with a strand of her beautiful brown hair.

" We are just leaving it down...wait no what we will do is put it in a French braid! It will look amazing! " I beamed excitedly.

" Oh my god that will look amazing! Thank you so much for your help Ari! " Mona squeals excitedly.

" Your welcome, I'm just that awesome. " I said with a giggle as I got out the small amount of makeup I was going to use on her. Lipstick, eyeshadow, mascara, and eye liner.

I started with the eyeshadow applying the beautiful gold color that only added to Mona's beauty, but also made it look more natural than most makeup.

" So how are you feeling? " I asked Mona as I continued to apply her makeup. I finished the eyeshadow on her left eye, so now I was working on her right eye.

" Nervous. Really nervous. I mean I've like Ty since....forever. " Mona says with a smile. I chuckled at my best friend as I finish applying her eyeshadow and set it down on my dresser.

" Mona Jane Forbes you are the most beautiful girl in the whole entire world and Tyler is so fucking lucky to have you swooning over him! So you need to stop doubting yourself and see what I see every single day, which is an beautiful, caring, strong, and overall just amazing human being! " I tell Mona sternly.

" Oh my god that is the most beautiful thing that I have ever heard. " Mona says with a wide smile and I smile back at her before continuing to do her makeup.





" Omg! He's here! Ari I'm not ready I still need to put on my heels-and--and..." Mona mumbles frantically.

I chuckled at my best friend and say, " M, calm down. Take a few minutes to yourself and I'll talk to Ty. Okay? "

Mona nodded, " Yeah, okay. "

I smiled back at her brightly before I run downstairs to let Tyler into the house. I opened the door to not find just Tyler, but Stefan there too.

" Uh, Elena isn't here Stefan she's with Bonnie. " I tell Stefan with an awkward smile.

" I know, she told me how you feel--, " Stefan started but I cut him off.

" I think you should go, Stefan. " I told him sternly.

" Ari-, " Stefan tries again, but this time Tyler cuts him off.

" Dude she said leave! Just go! " Tyler yells at Stefan and in response Stefan nods, and he walks away sadly.

" Thanks Ty. " I tell Tyler appreciatively with a smile and open the door wider for him to enter.

" So, where is, where is uh, Mona? " Tyler asks nervously. Awh, the two of them were so cute.

" Hi. " Mona then says from the top of the stairs smiling down at Tyler.

" look beautiful. " Tyler says to Mona and she smiles as she runs down the steps, and Tyler puts an arm around her waist.

Mona blushed, " Thank you. "

" Awh, you two are so cute. Now get out of here! " I told them both, and I all but pushed them out the door, but I did nudge Tyler a bit.

Then suddenly the door opens to reveal Elena and Bonnie and they say...

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