The beginning of us

" I don't quite know how to say how I feel. Those three words are said too much their not enough. "

" Do you know where your heart is do you know how to find it did you trade it for something somewhere better just to have it. Do you know where your love is do you think that you have lost it you felt it so strong but nothing's turned out how you wanted it. "

" I could never pretend that I don't love you. "


Ariana Gilbert is Elena's twin sister, but she is anything but like her twin. Ariana is the party girl, the most popular girl at the whole school, and even though it looks like she has everything that anyone could ever have she feels that she has absolutely nothing. Nothing at all, and when her parents die it only gets worse. Ariana just acts like she is fine and she is unaffected by her parents death, and everyone believes her.

Then Junior year starts up, the thing that Ariana has been dreading ever since school was let out last year. Ariana is convinced that her Junior year is going to be horrible, and that it is going to be the worst thing that she will ever experience. But, Ariana soon finds out that she couldn't be more wrong, because when she meets Damon Salvatore her sisters boyfriends older brother, she and Damon become fast friends. But, soon Ariana realizes that her feelings for Damon were much more than " Just friends "


I felt his hands around my waist as he pulled me into his arms, his safe arms that I love, and when I looked into is beautiful blue eyes I close mine, and just savor this moment. I felt his soft lips brush against my ear softly as he whispers three words " I love you " I open my eyes slowly and look at him shocked. I couldn't believe that he loved me of all people. No one ever loved me. "You do? " I ask in a small whisper my lips brushing against his neck. "Yes. I have loved you from the moment that I saw you. " Damon whispers and that's when I whisper " I love you too " and he pulls me into the most magical kiss ever.


13. Chapter eleven


" Stefan Salvatore I am going to bloody kill you! " I yell as I enter the Salvatore boarding house the following week. Stefan you have messed with the wrong Gilbert.

" Ariana what are you doing here? " Stefan asks me as his beautiful green eyes look into mine and for a moment it's just....wait what? No. No. No. I'm pissed off!

I scoffed, " What am I doing here? What am I doing here! Did you really think that you could break Elena's heart and not deal with me the overprotective older twin? "

" This should be good. " Damon mumbles from his seat on the couch. I ignored him and continue to glare at Stefan angrily.

" You heard..." Stefan whispers.

" Mhm hmm. Your damn right that I heard you mother fucker asshole! How could you hurt my sister like that?! She would never hurt you like that! " I yelled at Stefan angrily as I take an threatening step closer to him.

" I didn't mean to..." Stefan says sadly looking down at the ground. I rolled my eyes at him as the anger in me continued to grow higher and higher with every second, and soon I felt like I was going to explode.

" You didn't mean to what Stefan?! Break up with her, break her heart into a tiny little god damn pieces?! You didn't mean to tell her that you won't be at school anymore because of her and you didn't mean to have that hurting her feelings? What didn't you mean Stefan?! " I yelled.

" J didn't mean to come back here Ariana! I shouldn't have come back and I regret ever meeting you or your sister! " Stefan yells back at me in what was probably a burst of anger, but that didn't mean that it didn't hurt me any less.

" How could you say that? " I whispered with tears brimming in my eyes.

" Ariana..." Stefan says but I shook my head before speaking.

" No you know what Stefan? Go ahead and be the guy that you are and move to another small town and break the hearts of more girls. Because you Stefan you don't deserve love, you deserve to be alone and to rot. So go ahead leave town if you want, because in the end at least I will always have someone who loves me. You on the other hand, you will never ever have anyone. And I am beyond glad. " I tell Stefan as tears begin to fall and he tries to reach out for me but instead of taking it I punch him in the face.

" That's for Elena. " I said before running out of the house as fast as my legs could go.



I looked down at my parents grave sadly, actually not being here in the past weeks at all. I guess that was moving on sorta. But a part of me wondered if I was ever going to be moving on from them completely. My guess was no.

I crouched down and took the two red roses from my hand and gently place them on my parents grave as tears slide down my cheeks, and I don't wipe them knowing that it's useless, they will just keep coming. I slid down the grave as tears continued to fall and I spoke in a sad tone, and in a whisper.

" I thought I was moving on, I thought that I was finally living my life again! But that's when I realized, every time the mere thought that I am never going to see you guys again sinks in I cry. And then I can't stop crying! Jermey and Elena are both moving on it seems, while I just can't. I can't move on and I don't want to, because it seems like if I move on then I'm trashing your name, and I don't want to do that. I just don't know what to do anymore. " I whisper.

I closed my eyes as I lean my head against the grave and just wish that this was all just a bad dream. But it wasn't, and I knew that.


The next day


Such a horrible thing because I have to pretend that I am fine, and that I'm not hurting even though I am hurting so much. My parents are dead, Bonnie is acting distant, and on top of all of that Stefan and Damon are both leaving and the mere thought of that broke my heart.

School that day went by very slowly. Mona was out of town with her dad having some father-daughter time. Mona offered Caroline to come with her, but she declined so I ended up talking to Matt all day and making sure that he was okay.

With Vicky being gone it took a huge tole on him, and he just really needed someone to be there for him. And I guess I was that person, even though Elena broke his heart I was the one who is helping him. Guess I'm not the bad twin after all huh?

" It's career night Bonnie boo! " I tell Bonnie as I smile with enthusiasm.

" Why are you so excited? " Elena asked as she added, " You hate career night. "

" Because....Myler is official and they had a kiss. Tyler told me and oh my god he wouldn't shut up. " I beamed.

" They're so cute. " Bonnie gushed. I nodded in agreement as I shoved all my books in my locker not needing any of them tonight.

" Oh and by the way Elena I thought you'd like to know that I punched your ex. " I told my sister with a smirk.

" Ha! I won you owe me 20 dollars! " Bonnie tells Elena with a smirk.

I raised my eyebrows, " You guys made a bet? "

" Mhm hmm. Elena said you would only use your words and I said you would use violence. " Bonnie answered.

I laughed, " You crazy bitches. "


Later that night, I knocked on Jermey's bedroom door. " Hey you need a ride to career night? " I asked.

" Yeah, that'd be great just give me a minute. " Jermey says and I smiled as I nodded. Once he was ready, I grab my bag and walk out the door with him.

The School

" Hide me. " Jenna tells me after I've been at the school for maybe an hour? I wasn't sure.

I groaned, " Ugh Logan? I saw him earlier I was just hoping he would leave you alone. Want me to punch him? "

Jenna laughed, " Yes. No. Um...okay maybe. "

I laughed at my aunt as I shook my head. Elena and Stefan both come over to us and I roll my eyes at the sight of Stefan. " Oh so you decided to show? How nice of you. Looking to break my sisters heart again? Do you want me punch you again? " I asked with a growl.

Elena gave me a look while Jenna just shrugged not surprised. " Ariana. " Stefan tries but I cut him off.

" You should know better than to mess with me. " I growled out before slapping him, hard and then exiting the school, driving home after hunting down Jermey.

In the car the ride was silent, mostly because I had to break apart a fight between Tyler and Jermey, and it was very awkward now. " If it makes you feel any better I don't care that you hit him. " I told Jermey speaking for the first time.

" But he's Mona's boyfriend. " Jeremy said.

" Yeah, and he is a total ass. I don't even know why she likes him, but I know that I have to support her. But, I hate Tyler he is selfish and he is an complete ass, and to be honest if I were you I would've done the same thing. " I told Jermey.

He smiled, " Thanks. "

" No problem jerbear. " I said.


Dear Diary,

Do you ever feel that you know someone is keeping a secret from you? Because I feel like that with Bonnie right now. She has kinda been avoiding me it seems, and I feel like Elena and her know something I don't. Something big. But I have no idea what it is.


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