Welcome to my life

Have you ever felt broken?
Useless?
Unwanted?
Torn?
Ugly?
Imperfect?
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? That's me. Welcome to my life.

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1. No one

The funny thing about pain, is that it demands to be felt. Always. You can't get away from it. It hits you at every possible moment. There is constantly a rubber band constructing your heart.

That's how I live my life. Tears stream when my lips can't explain the pain my heart is in.

My name is Camille Jordan. I suffer from depression. Nobody knows.

If you looked at me when I'm around people, you would never be able to tell. But I guess that what happens when you've been faking it for so long that you can't find your real smile anymore.

I have no cuts on my body. No signs of self harm. No tears in my eyes. No exterior pain.

But no one has ever seen me when I'm alone.

The second the door closes to my room, I'm a wreck. The mask is gone. Tears form. Small pricks of hunger attack my stomach. My hands shake. I suppress sobs. Because no one can know.

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