Head over Heels (18+)

Adrian moves to California to start her new adventure with her dad, whose a lawyer that is transferring to a new firm. She meets the famous celebrity Justin Bieber she absolute despises. They make a bet with each other which pulls them closer together, Justin exposes his love to her as she keeps it a secret.


18. Wreckage.

I couldn't keep my lips off of Justin, he's just so fucking hot. His soft blonde hair, his facial hair which made him completely sexier I just wanted to sit on his face. I don't agree with this whole marriage thing but I have to respect that he loves her and wants to marry her. Damn it Adrian! I should've told him when I had the chance to. Justin and I ate dinner in silence. I didn't want him to think he had to choose between Amanda and I. But let's face it she's a bitch. She wanted me gone every since I got here, I guess she just wanted to prove to Justin that she could get along with me. Now we're bumping heads because of this handsome hot talented guy. Justin put his plate in the sink handing me a piece of cake. 


"I know how much you love chocolate cake. That's something you never told me" 


"No thanks, not in the mood for cake" I said.


"Oh come on party pooper" He giggled. I rolled my eyes taking a bite. He pulled up a chair beside me, grabbing my hand. 


"What" I asked. 


"Talk to me, something's bothering you" 


"No, nothing's bothering me just thinking that's all" I said lying to him.


"Why do I always know when you're lying to me" He chuckled. 


"I don't know, I guess you know me more than I know myself. We've been through a lot right?" I asked. 


"Of course, and we still stood by each other when things got hard. What is this about?" 


"I like being your friend. I like you in my life and I want to keep it that way. No strings attached, just friends" I said. The expression on his face looked like disappointment. I know he still wanted to have sex with me again, I want to continue having sex with him too but like I said before, he's in this whole other world while I'm just...me. He can have any girl he can possible want or sit down with. I think it's for the best especially since all of this happened with losing the baby and everything else. He put a smile on his face releasing my hand. 


"What made you decide this" He asked with a confused look on his face. 


"You're getting married, you're serious about her and I don't wanna be in the way. I don't want to be living in a fairytale, you know that don't get me wrong. I just don't want to watch you throw your life away with this girl you barely even know. Do you know anything about her?" 


"She knows a lot about me. Something we never did, get to know each other well" He said. 


"Yeah. Too busy arguing and having sex, that's all we did" 


"That's true, it's sad. We've known each other for eight months Adrian" 


"I know, it's just I don't know what I want. I don't have a mom to give me these kind of advices about guys. My dad loves to make everything out of a joke so I barely talk to him" I said. 


"What about Kristie, she seems like a mother material for you"


"I like her, I do it's just, she's not my mom. She gives great advice. I can see them both together in the future" I said, he smiled eating a piece of cake. "Shouldn't you go check on your fiancé" 


"She'll be fine. She's a heavy sleeper I could have the tv up loud as hell she still wouldn't wake up" He chuckled. 


"Well thanks for dinner, I look forward to spend quality time with you tomorrow" I said kissing his cheek walking out the kitchen. I went upstairs taking a shower, I sat down hiding my face into my legs starting to cry letting the water fall onto my body. I heard a soft knock on the door, I sniffled quickly picking my head up. 


"Adrian, are you okay" He asked from the other side of the door. 


"Yeah. I'm fine" I said cleaning my face standing up washing my body hopping out the shower. I wrapped a towel around my body coming out the bathroom. Once I put on some clothes I laid down in the bed staring at the ceiling. I couldn't sleep, I had to make up my mind about Justin. But now isn't the right time I had to get some sleep. 

I woke up the next day, I got a text from Kathy. 


"Get the fuck up! We're all going to meet at the beach in 20" I groaned in agony getting up. I smelled breakfast from downstairs. I put on a bathing suit slipping on a jacket and shorts, going downstairs. 


"Morning" Justin says with a big grin on his face. 


"Um, morning" I chuckled sitting down at the counter. 


"Someone's in a good mood" 


"Yep, spending quality time with you remember. Amanda left early this morning so it's just us"


"You do know quality time is spending time with each other not being around other people right" I said. 


"Well whatever, Amanda isn't here I can finally talk to you without trying to be secretive. Are you hungry? I made pancakes your favorite. I remember you used to love pancakes when you were pregnant" 


"Yeah, you should let me cook once in a while" I said. 


"Maybe one day. Are you ready for today Kathy texted me a couple minutes ago, going to the beach. Apparently everyone's gonna be there, are you nervous" 


"Why should I be" I asked.


"I don't know. Maybe it'll be weird for everyone to see you it has been two months" 


"Yeah maybe" I said eating my pancakes. Finally we were finished with breakfast packing up a few things going to the beach. I saw Kathy running up to her hugging her from behind. 


"Hi, i'm so happy you could make it. I kinda made Justin agree with it" She says happily. 


"I'm so happy to see you. It feels weird y'know seeing my classmates and everything" 


"Yeah. We all missed you, we have a ton of catching up to do. It has been two months" 


"Yeah. Plus I have to talk to you in private" I said. 


"Oh no, you're pregnant again how dare you" 


"No, come here" I said pulling her to the side. "I called my dad last night and he told me it would take a couple of days to finish the case, everything was such a blur before I got out that hospital. But anyways he wants us to move back to Florida. I want to finish my senior year here but, I want to be with my dad y'know. I know you moving here is the whole point of us being close again--" 


"Let me stop you right there, you're right the whole point of me moving down here is so I could be close to my best friend. We were planning on moving here anyways, I will miss you. I'm happy to see you that's what matters. Is that you're still here. You don't know how terrified I was hearing that you took your last breath on that hospital bed. I beat the shit out of Tori, not for you..it was for me and maybe for Justin. She killed my best friend and her baby that's what she gets for doing that. It's murder Adrian. And I hope you cooperate with this whole case thing she deserves to rot in jail, she's not getting away with it that easily. So I understand you moving back to Florida I can't stop you, but it'll be hard to see you go. Have you told Justin" 


"No. He doesn't know it shouldn't matter anyways he's getting married in a couple days" I said. She chuckled. 


"So, you two have more chemistry than Troy and I. Sure you don't know a whole lot about each other. But I see that connection between you two. Amanda was just a back up plan" 


"I don't want to ruin his marriage Kathy" I said.


"But you love him. I know you do and he loves you too. You just don't see that and neither does he. He's so blinded by that worthless bitch. I don't like her" 


"You don't like her because of what? Because I'm not in her position" 


"I hate her because I know she says cruel things about you and Adriana. Have you noticed she's been trying to get pregnant by Justin just so he could forget about her. I just don't understand it, but it's his life and your decision. If you really wanted him, you would just admit the fact that you want him..wait no scratch that love him" 


"I don't love-- okay maybe I do" I said. 


"I know you do so, at least tell him before the day is over with. And take that damn jacket off it's a thousand degrees" She says walking away, I chuckled taking my jacket off. 


"Hey stranger" Drew says hugging me. 


"Oh my gosh hi, it's been so long how was your trip with your dad" 


"It was educational you can say. How are you? I heard that the baby didn't make it. A horrific accident happen, I'm sorry. Once I heard that you were in the hospital, I wanted to get on a plane and come down here. To see if you were okay. I'm happy you are" He says, I smiled. 


"Thanks. It's just so much going on, you've been so nice to me Drew and all I did was make your life a living hell" 


"I disagree. You were amazing, you still is. Maybe it was my fault jumping a relationship so quick. So I thought about our little promise, about Paris. And before Spring Break is over with I want to take you Saturday" 


"Drew that sounds great but I'm moving. My dad wants to move back home they've been transferring him back and forth and it's just crazy. Believe me I do want to go to Paris with you" 


"It's okay. Maybe another time, I'm happy to see you. Everyone's surprised you're here. It sucks to see you go, I'm sad now" 


"Don't be. I'll be okay" I said. He nodded hugging me, I hugged back pulling away. He walked off, I took a deep breath slipping my shoes off putting a towel down laying on it sliding my sunglasses on. 


"Is this seat taken" Justin asked. 


"No sit down" I said sitting up sliding my glasses on the top of my head. 


"I see you're catching up with Kathy and Drew" 


"Yeah. It feels nice talking to them. I like it out here, I remember when my mom used to take me to the beach before she ended up with cancer. Brings back memories of us just picnicking and just laughing telling a few lies, it was nice" 


"Well lucky for you, I bought a picnic basket. Just for us" He said. I giggled.


"Oh my goodness. I can't believe you" 


"It's nice to see a smile on your face. You should do that more often, it's beautiful" He says handing me a beer. I smiled taking it from him. 


"To your marriage" I said lifting up my glass, he smiled doing the same taking a sip. Justin and I just sat on the beach towels eating strawberries, and a whole bunch of other foods that he brought along with him. It sucks that this is my last time doing that with him. 


"So, ready for this brunch tomorrow" I asked.


"Yeah, we got everything sorted out" 


"The real question is are you happy? Because people do the most dumbest shit when they're unhappy. Do you really want this" I asked. 


"Yeah. I do, are you okay with that" 


"Yeah. I'm fine, just want my friend to be happy" I said he laughed. 


"So that's what we are now? Friends?"


"What do you want us to be Justin?" I asked, he shrugged. I chuckled taking a sip of my beer.


"I don't know what I want Adrian, if you want me to be honest with you I will. I believe I'm making the biggest mistake ever, but I already talked to her parents and they're hyped that we are getting married"


"Well sometimes doing the right thing doesn't make a person happy Justin. You have to understand that" I said. "I have to tell you something, and you may not like it" 


"Okay, what is it" He asked, before I could say anything a group of paparazzi came out of nowhere along with beliebers. 


"Damn it, how did they know I was here" He says getting up. 


"You're leaving" I asked.


"No. Just gonna sign a few autographs, and talk to the paparazzi. Wanna come" 


"I think I'll pass. You're the star" I said with a fake smile. He smiled walking away. I watched as he walked away, fans screamed louder and louder. They were either taking pictures or handing him something of theirs to sign. My smile faded away as I realized that I could never be with him. He has such a big ego and not only that. He backs off once things gets hard for him, maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm just afraid to admit that I love him and scared to be in a relationship, especially with Justin. He came back holding out his hand helping me up. It wasn't long before we decided to go back to the house, Justin grilled of course while everyone else gossiped about their lives and about the future. After that when everyone felt. I grabbed some plates from outside carrying them inside. I sat beside him on the couch, starting to giggle. 


"What" He says giggling too.


"Remember your party. Senior party? When we had sex in the bathroom" 


"Oh yeah, how could I ever forget. We had some good times together, outside of bed" 


"Oh really? Outside of bed" I asked.


"Yeah, me helping you studying. It was actually a way for me to get close to you" He says. I scoffed hitting him with a pillow. He giggled taking a sip of his beer going into the kitchen starting to wash dishes. I followed him into the kitchen resting my hands on the counter. 


"Need some help washing dishes" I asked.


"No I got it" 


"Well, we need to talk" 


"Oh no, I know those words" He says being sarcastic. He stopped what he was doing, looking up at me. 


"I heard you Justin. I heard every single word you said to me in that hospital bed. You wish you could breathe for me, which you did. Your heart was beating for mines" I said starting to cry, he walked over to me pulling me into a hug. "I'm moving back home. My dad is getting transferred back to Florida tomorrow" I said pulling away. I could tell he was lost for words and didn't have anything to say. It's as if he wanted to speak up but couldn't. 


"Say something! Anything, you can yell or do something" I said. 


"I-I I don't know what to say. You're leaving and you're just now telling me this shit! You can't just leave me like that, not after everything happened. Not like this" He said starting to walk away.



"Justin come on, I can't help that my dad takes business seriously. If you want to change someone's mind it should be my dad. I'm sorry that I can't be around you or stay here with you. But this is my dad, the only one I have right now. He's family and I wouldn't choose him over anyone. You're getting married. I'm not going to be in your shadow anymore and I hope you find what you want in life" 



"Don't give me that shit Adrian, god you knew I was in love with you"



"Yeah I did. But you're the one that jumped into another relationship not me, if you marry her you'll be sleepwalking for the rest of your miserable god damn life. She's not right for you" I said. 



"You were dead what the fuck was I suppose to do, mope all damn day. Talking to a spirit of you is that want you wanted me to do. I was there every fucking day Adrian give me at least a little credit for that. I never left your side, NEVER! You can't leave me" 



"I can, and I will. I'm sorry" I said sniffling. He took a deep breath punching a hole in the wall. I jumped at the fact he scared the hell out of me, I never seen him so angry. I've noticed he's been on the edge lately with punching a guy yesterday and now punching a wall. This is insane. He slowly turned around facing me, his whole face was red including his neck. I was afraid that he would've hit me. 



"You know what I've realized about you. You were so afraid of getting in a relationship with me that you had to go out with Drew. And that somehow you fell down the stairs-" 



"I cannot believe you just said that to me! I loved Adriana and I wouldn't fall on purpose to jeopardize me, my health, or my baby. You are such a low life and I hate you. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you" I said over and over hitting his chest. 



"Do whatever you have to do, run out of my life I don't care. Long as we both know what we want" He says walking away, knocking shit down going upstairs. I cried even more knowing that I lost Justin. He's out of my life now, he doesn't want me in it. I just hate the fact that he will make a big mistake a day after tomorrow. 


The next day after I cried myself to sleep. I went upstairs to see Justin. A few beer bottles were beside the bed and he was passed out on the floor. The room smelled like straight up drugs. I walked up to him squatting down softly kissing his forehead. I heard a car horn from outside, I left a note beside him leaving. I hopped into the car with dad buckling up. 



"I'm happy to see you" He says with a smile.



"Can we go already" I asked. He took a deep breath and starting driving. Soon as we got to our old home, memories started floating back to me. It sucks. Going back to my old school made it more worse, everyone was planning on what they were going to do after prom or before prom was so annoying. Thankfully I had a chance to actually go to, but coming back to Florida was even more depressing. Dealing with my moms death isn't something I handled very well. Tonight was prom night lucky me I had a dress for that. Plus my ex asked me, I couldn't turn it down. I got ready to head out jumping into the limo making my way to the school. 



"Hey" Justin says with a smile on his face wearing a tuxedo. 



"What the hell are you doing here" 



"You were right, I can't marry her. I called it off" 



"No don't pull that shit with me. Did you even bother reading my letter I left you? What did you expect telling me you can't get married I supposedly jump into your arms and we live happily ever after just like the movies. No, that's not happening. You can't just tell me you don't want me in your life and then jump on a plane and come find me" 


"Adrian please--"


"Save it, you've made up your mind. And so have I. I don't wanna go through this again" I said. 


"Hey babe, are you coming in" Jason says interrupting our conversation. Justin chuckled sarcastically. 


"Moving on that fast huh" He says. 


"Who's this asshole? Holy shit you're Justin Bieber. Don't you have a wedding to attend" Jason asked.


"Mind your business pencil dick. We are having a discussion" 


"Sounds like the discussion is over, maybe you should leave" Jason says pushing him. Not this shit again, I really hope a fight doesn't break out in the middle of the parking lot. 


"You really don't wanna do that" Justin says getting really pissed off with his jaw clenching. 


"Hey, hey break it up" I said getting between them. "Jason I'll be inside in a few okay let me just talk to Justin" I added. He walked off and I punched Justin's arm. 



"Ow! What the fuck was that for!" He yelled.



"Trying to start a whole brawl at my prom in the middle of the parking lot" 



"He started it, barging in our conversation like that. He has no fucking manners" He says sarcastically. 



"You know you can make a joke out of every little thing if you want to. But we are done with this conversation. Goodbye Justin. I told you to not find me" I said. Before I could walk away he grabbed my wrist, part of me was begging him not to let go. He turns me around with that look on his face, the look that I always fell for. It's just so hard to not kiss him. His perfect pink soft lips, his sharp jawline, his perfect blonde hair, and that tuxedo was such a turn on. It’s crazy how he fucks with my head and I’m stupid enough to let him.


"You can't be mad at me forever" 


"Oh really? You're the one that threw a tantrum, you're the one that said it for yourself you didn't want me part of your life anymore. You made that crystal clear to me" I said. 


"I say a lot of shit. We all say dumb shit Adrian, I was just upset"



"Yeah well. I think it's best for us to stay that way. To be apart, I think you need to be by yourself for once" 



"Says the one that's already in a fucking relationship. Are you serious what do you have against me? You're dating these dip shits and you can't even agree to go out with me" 



"Why are you so obsessed with wanting to go out with me? Is it my vagina again" I asked. 



"You make me go madly insane. And no other girl has done that, except my mom but other than that. It's you. Maybe it is your vagina, your sweet, amazing, womanhood that drives me crazy" He chuckled biting his bottom lip. God he knows my weak spot, I was getting so wet and the tux doesn't make it any better. 


"You really don't know what you want do you"



"Yeah. I want you, it's always been you from the start. We've been on this roller coaster for a while now, don't you think we should stop" He asks. 



"I have a prom to attend, have a nice flight back home" 


"Fine, you can't get rid of me that easy. I wanna come to your trial tomorrow, well there's not much of a choice I have to come" He says. I rolled my eyes. 


"Fine come to the trial and then be on your way out" 


"Yes ma'am, I like that. See you tomorrow" He says letting my arm go walking away. The rest of my night wasn't what I expected, Jason of course got drunk and tried to have sex with me. But I didn't let that happen, so he hit me. Honestly when I was in a relationship with him before I was in an abusive relationship with him and no one knew. Moving to California was a way to get away from him. It sounds stupid to take him back but he begged and begged me. Telling me he's a different person when he really didn't change at all. It's not that easy to get out of an abusive relationship, I wish it was but it's not. During my trial, Tori got accused with murder of Adriana and also breaking into Justin's house which puts her in jail thanks to my hard working dad and also Kristie. When I got home I was relieved everything was over. I heard a knock on the door seeing Jason, I could smell the scent of alcohol. He would always drink, drink himself to death until he couldn't remember shit. 


"I came over to ask you why was Justin at your trial" He ask walking away from the door. I rolled my eyes following him out the door. 


                        Justin's POV


After the trial I was happy Tori got what she deserved. I sat in my car on the other side of the street across from Adrian's house taking out my flask from my jacket pocket taking a drink. I don't know what it is with alcohol maybe I'm addicted. I hit the steering wheel with these crazy thoughts circling in my head. I heard commotion from across the street Jason and Adrian was arguing in the yard. Next thing I knew Adrian was on the ground, he was slapping and hitting her with his bare fists. I took another drink getting out the car. Right now I didn't care about the consequences, I pushed him off of her punching him. 


"Justin stop it!" Adrian yelled getting off the ground trying to pull me off of him. 


"If you ever put a hand back on her, even a finger I'll fucking kill you" I said gripping onto his shirt. 


"Stop it now!" She yelled, I stood up. I seen tears roll down her cheek. I walked up to her she backed away. "What the fuck are you doing here" 


"I wanted to talk to you. Looks like I came at the right time. How long has he been doing this" I asked.


"It's none of your business" 


"It is my business! He's been hurting you and I couldn't just stand by and let this low life hit you. I'm not gonna let that happen, you know that and you know me. So answer my fucking question. How long has this been going on" I asked, she sighed. 


"Before I moved to California. It was an escape to get away from here. I never told anyone. That's why I'm so insecure" 


"No shit" I said, she scoffed. 


"God can you stop making everything out of a joke. You're worser than my dad" 


"Where is he anyway" I asked.


"Celebrating with Kristie. Justin just go home I'll be fine, I'm surprised no one hasn't sued your ass yet. You need to control your temper"


"Are you seriously taking up for him. You rather be dead than alive? Not on my watch" 



"Stop trying to be the hero" 



"Oh I'm sorry, I didn't get a thank you Justin for saving your life. You are so selfish, you can't appreciate anything can you" 



"And you honestly can't mind your business can you" 



"You are my business. I'm not gonna argue, I wanted to talk to you but it seems that I'm wasting my damn time. That asshole will be fine" 


"Wow you're just gonna get into a fight with someone and then leave" 


"Is that what you want me to do? Because I'm honestly trying my best to figure out you wanting to date someone who brutally beats the hell out of you instead of me. And don't you dare say I'm in a whole different world that's just an excuse and you know it. You're scared to be with me I get that because of my big ego and my temper. But have I ever put a hand on you" I asked.


"That's not fair, you can't just say that" 


"It's true, I would never do anything to hurt you ever. But it's fine, I don't need your sympathy. No need to thank me" I said. I went home it was lonely and miserable. I sat on the bed tossing my keys on the table. It was quiet, something I was used to before the incident with Adrian. I feel so stupid chasing after a girl that didn't want me or think she wants me it's so confusing. I wish she could just blurt out and tell me how she really feels instead of playing with my fucking emotions, having me drinking to death and smoking until I can't feel my body. The thought of it kills me inside. 


"Hey" Amanda says walking up to the bed. 


"Oh, hey came to get the rest of your stuff" 


"Yeah. I know you won't look at me the same way as you do Adrian. I don't know what the hell is going on between you two and I know you fucked her. You cheated on me I was just waiting for you to tell me which you didn't. If you love her that much don't be the asshole standing at her door with apologies and flowers in your hand in the next ten years knowing she's married to someone or whatever the hell else. Don't be that person. The reason I couldn't get pregnant was because I had an abortion my first marriage, and I guess that's affecting me now that I can't have any for a long time. I tried to get pregnant just to get Adrian jealous. I kinda knew she was alive in the first place that's why I was quick and a hurry to get pregnant. Here, I'm sure I won't need this anymore" She says handing me the engagement ring going into the closet. She came out with some luggage tossing a key on the bed. 


"Good luck with your life Justin" She says leaving. I fell backwards on the bed staring at the ceiling. What did I do to deserve all of this. 

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