Burning Bridges (DIRTY)

There's a new girl at school, she's not a big Justin Bieber fan but they end up making a deal together which makes them want to be closer.

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23. Nightmare

A few months has passed. I'm 6 months pregnant, I haven't officially moved in with Justin just yet. I thought it would seem early to do that. We're still not dating and I'm still hiding my feelings from him. It's just crazy and out of the ordinary. I don't want him to date anyone but I only want him to be with me even though I do and then I don't. It's crazy if you think about it.

"Have any plans for the baby shower, you do know a lot of people will be there right. The whole world knows you're pregnant by him and the contract with Tori is officially over. Her shitty movie came out and it flopped it was a waste of time" Kathy chuckled.

"Yeah, I'm not surprised. But I don't know about the baby shower I really don't want one"

"Oh come on, there's a lot of free stuff you'll get. He's a celebrity, do you know how many deals you'll get from baby stores and from his family and friends you wouldn't have to worry about anything. Plus Justin is gonna spoil her" She says. I smiled at the fact that I'm having a baby girl, Justin was right it was a girl after all. "I mean if she goes to college you won't have to worry about a thing"

"I'm not having a baby by him because of his money. I didn't even want this to happen but, there's no choice but to be happy. He is"

"Of course he is. So I will talk to Justin about a baby shower it's gonna be epic..and big. Aren't you happy the word is out that you're pregnant by him"

"I really don't care. I just want this to be over"

"Sweetie, you're gonna have to deal with her for the rest of your life. It's exciting, you have to stop regretting this, it happened and there's nothing else you can do about it but live through it"

"Whatever, I have to pee again" I said, she helped me up while I went into the bathroom. When I was finished I looked at myself in the mirror it really looked like I was about to pop. I came out the bathroom going back downstairs.

"Have you spoken to Justin lately anyways" She asked.

"Yeah, spoke to him last night. He was celebrating his freedom from the contract. He's going out with Ryan and Christian tomorrow night so he wants me to spend the night"

"Having sex?" She asked.

"I don't know, I haven't been in the mood for that lately. Besides I'm big and pregnant and I don't want him to feel uncomfortable so, that's not on the agenda"

"It's been six fucking months and you two still aren't dating? What are you waiting on"

"I don't know, I honestly don't. I like him a lot I do but, I don't know the only thing we have in common is this baby"

"Find something you have in common Adrian, I mean you two will be together when the baby is here maybe not then, but later on you will stop all this foolishness and decide to go ahead and date him"

"Maybe, I gotta go and see him I'll talk to you later" I said leaving. Once I got over Justin's place his car was there along with another's that I wasn't familiar with. Maybe it was Ryan or Christians or someone else. I grabbed the key from my keychain opening the door. It was quiet..too quiet. My gut told me to go upstairs, which I did. I heard moans coming from the bedroom. Should I be mad? Or shouldn't I? Justin and I aren't together anyways. I sighed smiling to myself going back downstairs going into the kitchen making me a snack laying on the couch. Just making myself feel at home.

I heard footsteps come from upstairs. I quickly turned on the tv eating a bag of chips.

"Adrian? Hey what are you doing here" He asked.

"Oh nothing just making myself comfortable that's all. What's with the whole shirt off thing"

"Fine, you caught me. There's no point in lying"

"Who is she? Is it Maggie? Or Tori?"

"Neither--"

"Wait, wait let me guess...Tiffany. No that can't be right, right?" I asked interrupting him.

"Adrian, we're friends aren't we? I mean I don't know what the hell we are maybe we are just bed buddies"

"Yeah maybe" I said turning back around watching tv. "Let me guess, you're tired of having sex with me so you decided to find someone else to screw right? Or is it because we haven't had sex lately because I'm fat and pregnant"

"It's none of those things" He says sitting beside me. "It's been six months, I've been waiting six months for you and you know what you've been giving me for the past six months? 'I'm not ready to be in a relationship, I don't want to stop having sex with you but I don't want you with anyone else' you know what the tells me? That you can't stand a chance seeing me with someone else besides you. We're not dating remember, just having a baby together. Friends that's having a baby together, we're just sleeping in the same bed as friends after having awesome late night sex right? The mood swings, the yelling, it's driving me insane. And I had to get my mind off of it. Maybe I regret sleeping with someone else, maybe I don't it's just-- it's just I need answers. What are we Adrian? How do you feel about me? How do you feel about this pregnancy? I need answers" He says. I took a deep breath sitting the bag of chips on the table.

"You're right, we are friends that are having a baby. Friends that have sex, that sleep in the same bed, what did you think this was Justin before you gave me this key to your house? You think I was gonna marry you or something! Did you think that you sleeping with someone else was going to piss me off? What is it Justin? Because if you wanted me so badly why were you upstairs screwing another girl? Maybe I do have regrets about this pregnancy but I don't know how this works, I'm not perfect I don't have everything figured out. I don't know how I feel about you right now but, all I can say is you have lost your character, you've lost who you was"

"Excuse me? What did you want me to do wait around six fucking months for an answer, I've been wanting you from the start!"

"Wanting me? Wanting me how? Because either way it goes I was gonna end up like this" I said. He sighed getting up from the couch running his hand through his hair.

"Well this looks like a bad time, I'm just gonna go" A girl says leaving. I scoffed.

"Wow! You have no self esteem" I said.

"Oh and you do?" He says, I got up throwing the key at him walking towards the door.

"Wait, please wait" He says standing in front of me. "I'm sorry alright. I know I've been acting strange lately it's just..a lot is on my mind right now"

"You slept with someone else!" I yelled hitting his chest.

"I know, and I regret it. I didn't want it to be like this. Adrian I've been waiting six months for you, I just got tired of hearing the same thing. I took a chance and slept with someone else. You don't know how insane I'm going right now. What do you want me to do? I'm trying the best I can. I don't wanna wait anymore"

"The whole point is if you really love someone you would wait no matter how long it takes"

"Sometimes it's a waste of time don't you think" He says. I sighed cleaning my face. He leaned in for a kiss, I stepped back.

"You're not kissing me with those infected lips. Goodbye"

"Before you go" He started to say, he handed me the key back. "It won't happen again" He says. I sighed taking it from him leaving. I know Justin and I have our disagrees and differences. I know he's right, he's been waiting six months for me and I just won't comprehend and tell him how I feel about him. It's hard to tell a person that knowing it's not gonna last in the end. He's a celebrity for crying out loud, what am I suppose to do get with him, have the baby, pretend we're the perfect little family and he will end up leaving. It's just make-believe.

The next day Justin decided to go out with Ryan and Christian, its funny that his friends and I only spoke once to each other before all of this happened. It's 7:30 in the morning, and it's a Saturday, Justin was too busy knocked out in bed after all that drinking he did last night with my dad and Kristie. I sat up in bed grabbing my shoe trying to slip it on, it's impossible for pregnant women to even try to put their shoe on because of their huge stomaches.

"Shit!" I said breaking a nail.

"Good morning" He says with a smile on his face.

"Good morning? It's not a good morning I broke a damn nail" I snapped.

"Someone's grumpy, how did you break a nail"

"I tried to put on my shoe" I said. He chuckled.

"Sweetie you could've asked" He says grabbing my leg putting my shoe on for me. "You do know, your foot has gotten swollen right"

"Ugh! Shit, what am I suppose to wear now"

"Comfortable shoes, and not heels and wedges. You're suppose to wear sandals, flip flops, maybe a pair of tennis shoes" He says.

"You always know how to take care of me" I said smiling. He chuckled finding a different pair of shoes to put on me.

"Of course, and it's my job to take care of my little Bieber, we should name her after you. Adriana"

"I like that name" I giggled.

"Me too, I really wanna go through this. Do you?"

"I might as well. You know your friends, Ryan and Christian we never talked except for that one time. Do they like me?"

"Yeah, its just they're busy with other stuff, really don't have time for a social life outside of school, are you hungry"

"Yeah but, I'll cook don't worry. You just stay in bed, ill bring it up to you"

"Oh no, I can't imagine you walking upstairs with a tray full of stuff. You stay in bed, you have to be on bed rest anyways, you could barely sleep last night"

"Well she was keeping me up, I can't help it you know that"

"I know, fine you can come downstairs" He says helping me up. We went downstairs, I sat down at the table texting Drew while he made breakfast.

"So where are you planning on going tonight" I asked.

"I don't know yet. Why? Plan on coming"

"No I'm okay, I'll just stay in bed"

"Alright well, since it'll be the first time you staying by yourself at night. I have to tell you there's something wrong with my alarm system stupid thing goes off at night for no reason. It all started yesterday waking up in the middle of the night to turn the damn thing off. It's loud as hell too so just be aware. I'll call them in the morning or something, plus I'll write the code down for you before I leave"

"Okay, well I want you to enjoy yourself. Don't worry about me everything will be fine. Have you heard from Tori lately" I asked.

"No, and I'm glad I haven't. She was running me crazy, contract this contract that I could barely be around you"

"Yeah, it was always her that laid down the rules for everyone but herself"

"Tell me about it" He says handing me a plate sitting in front of me, putting an aspirin in his orange juice. "What's wrong? Is it something I cooked?"

"No I'm fine, you didn't make any bacon which is a good thing. It's just she's kicking and god it hurts" I said.

"She's kicking, oh my god she's kicking" He said happily getting up putting his hand on my belly.

"It may feel good to you but it doesn't for me"

"We're almost at the end, hang in there. I'm so excited. For her...us? You think there can ever be an us in the end?"

"I could picture that, besides I'm barely at home with my own dad. It already feels like I've moved in" I said.

"Yeah, it does" He said with a smile. Justin and I hung out for the rest of the day, getting things ready before Adriana comes. We were excited, especially him.

"Kathy wants to have a baby shower, she was gonna talk to you about it but I told her I didn't want one"

"Are you crazy, we already talked. It was gonna be a surprise, but now that you bought it up I want my daughter to have everything I didn't have when I was younger"

"Meaning you want her spoiled"

"Well yeah, there's nothing wrong with spoiling your kid once in a while. I just don't want you to worry I'll handle things, she will be set until college" He said.

"Are you saying that I can't do things for her also"

"No, I'm not saying anything like that. You can pitch in too if you want but it's my first child of course I'm gonna get carried away. We need to be ready for her"

"We're more that ready, maybe we are just going overboard with this whole thing. Even if we do have this baby shower you'll never know much stuff we will get, think about it"

"Yeah you're right. Maybe I am going overboard with all of this, especially the clothes. I kinda ordered some outfits"

"Justin!"

"I know, I know but hey look on the bright side everything will be just fine" He says kissing my head. Justin got ready to go out with Ryan and Christian, I was in the bed trying to get some beauty sleep in. He came out the closet putting on his watch. The smell of cologne puts a smile on my face, he always smelled good and that's what girls like most about guys, their smell.

"Hey, I'm getting ready to head out. Do you want anything back? Are you hungry?"

"No I'm okay, and I can go downstairs and fix me something if I'm hungry don't worry. Have fun"

"Alright, it feels like I'm forgetting something. How do I look?" He asked.

"You look nice, and you smell good. You're forgetting about the alarm code"

"Oh yeah" He says grabbing a pen from the table beside the bed writing it down. "Are you sure you want to be alone tonight, you can call Kathy over to keep you company"

"Justin I'll be fine, I'm pretty tired from today. I just need some rest, now go"

"Alright fine, call me if you want or need anything. I'll be back in a few hours. It won't take all night maybe I'll get tired and get into bed before you even wake up"

"Okay. Well have fun"

"Thanks, goodnight" He says kissing my head leaving. I sighed turning the lamp off laying down falling asleep. It was 1 in the morning after I heard the alarm blaring, I got up turning the lamp on grabbing the piece of paper from the table. I walked out the bedroom going towards the alarm system with my hand covering one of my ears pressing in the numbers. (5384) Finally! The damn thing cut off. Next thing I knew I felt a hand touching my back, having me tumble down the stairs landing on my stomach, my phone was broken when I picked it up, I was in a pool of blood. Everything was so blurry, I could barely hear. I groaned in so much pain thinking to myself what the hell happened. I saw someone walk straight out the door, I could identify the person at all I was too busy praying for my baby and also me. I had the strength to throw my phone at the window to make it crack a little making the alarm go back off.

Justin's POV

It was midnight, I finally had the time to make my way back home to climb into bed with the girl I love. Once I made a turn to drive towards the house, I seen an ambulance along with plenty of police cars. I stopped in front of the house, the door was open cops was coming out I didn't see Adrian, I quickly went inside almost falling on my ass, my shoes started to squeak, I held onto the doorknob seeing a puddle of blood on the floor.

"No, no, no, no, no, no!" I said to myself making my way out the house through the group of policemen that were standing in the way of the ambulance. "ADRIAN!" I yelled seeing her on a gurney, her pjs was covered in blood. I couldn't get to her at all.

"What the hell happen" I asked a cop.

"We heard the alarm system, I guess her phone that broke the window triggered it to go off. Next thing we know we saw her laying on the floor in her own blood. I'm sorry but we do want to know the full story once she wakes up, she's in a deep coma right now. I suggest following the ambulance and call her family" He says walking off. I quickly went back to the car following the ambulance to the hospital. I went inside having a couple of security guards stopping me.

"I need to see her" I said trying my best not to go crazy.

"I'm sorry, but you'll have to wait in the waiting room"

"You don't understand!! She was pregnant!" I yelled running my fingers through my hair trying to calm down.

"Justin! What the hell happened" Kathy says hugging me.

"I don't know, I don't want to talk about it right now. Where's Dan?"

"I called him he's on his way. Is-- is she okay?" She asked, I shook my head taking a seat.

"Hey, she's gonna be okay. Okay? Everything will be fine, just take deep breaths and I will find out what's all happening. Stay here" She says getting up walking up to the front desk. I was hurt, very hurt. I really don't know the full story of what happened. I rested my face into my hands. I got up walking back and forth waiting on the doctors.

"Hey, how is she" Dan asked walking up to me with Kristie.

"I don't know, she's-- she's in a deep coma right now. Look I don't want you to think any of this was my fault"

"Of course not, I wouldn't dare think like that. What the hell happen" He asked.

"I-I I don't know, all I know is i came from going out with the guys I seen police cars, an ambulance, my alarm was going off. I ran into the house and I almost slipped and fell, there was a pool of blood on the floor and-- and I don't know what happened" I said stuttering.

"Do you want to go home and get some rest? We can stay here until the doctor comes"

"No, no I'm fine. I rather stay here" I said.

"They're taking the baby out right now. Just so you know, she didn't make it..the baby didn't" Kathy says. I felt awful, a trail of tears rolled down my cheeks. Kristie hugged Dan, as Kathy hugged me tightly. I was angry, full of rage but sad at the same time. I gripped onto the rail of the stairs before I ended up punching a hole in the wall. I stopped for a moment cleaning my face walking out.

"Where are you going" Kathy asked catching up with me.

"If you don't wanna know, don't come" I said walking towards the car getting in. She got inside too.

"Justin, I know you're upset. We all are but things will be fine"

"You don't know that"

"I do. I have faith in her"

"My daughter is dead, I don't believe in faith anymore" I said.

"Justin please don't do anything stupid"

"Don't! Don't do that, okay you know what. It's best for you to go back in the hospital and keep an eye on things I have to do something"

"Fine, but don't do anything stupid alright" She says getting out. I started the engine leaving the hospital. Soon as I got to Tori's house I started banging on the door until I saw a light come on. She opens the door, quickly closing it until I stopped her, busting in making her fall on her ass.

"What the FUCK! Did you do" I asked.

"What are you talking about"

"Stop! Don't play stupid with me, where were you an hour ago"

"I was here, now will you please tell me what's going on" She asked.

"I know what you did, at first when I figured it out I wanted to break your jaw, make you choke on your teeth. You better be damn lucky you're a girl because there's a whole list of shit that I would do to you. You killed my baby, and now you have to pay"

"You don't belong with her, she didn't deserve to carry your baby-"

"Shut the fuck up Tori, don't interrupt me! I'm already pissed enough. I want to know, and I want to know now. What did you do? I'm not going to ask again" I asked kneeling in front of her.

"I didn't do anything" She says. I inhaled deeply standing over her.

"You're gonna regret that" I said leaving. My phone started to vibrate, it was Kathy. I ignored it getting into the car driving by my place. I stayed in the car crying my eyes out. Day light hasn't even came yet and my night is already ruined. I cleaned my face seeing the yellow police tape on the door. I got out pulling my key out opening the door. I cut on the light, it was still there. I grabbed some supplies cleaning it up leaving my clothes and my hand all bloody. I sat on the floor next to the stairs, sitting in the quiet. Thinking to myself I should've never went out in the first place. I looked at the broken window, they didn't take Adrian's phone. I crawled over reaching for it. It was broken, I couldn't even get it to cut on.

My phone vibrated, I finally had the strength to take it out my back pocket and look at it. A text from Kathy.

"Cops are here, they want to speak with you. Where are you?" She asked. I tossed my phone onto the floor starting to cry again. I'm living in a nightmare.

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