Burning Bridges (DIRTY)

There's a new girl at school, she's not a big Justin Bieber fan but they end up making a deal together which makes them want to be closer.

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30. Midlife Crisis

Another month passed, Graduation was weeks away, I couldn't wait to get that hell hole and move on with my life. I've been in the studio lately ready to release my new album to keep my mind off of things. I've been having a lot of sex lately different girls every other day in and out. I like sex, I do it just for fun..for pleasure. Why does sex have to feel so good. Still kissing and fucking girls that I don't even love. I want real love, but seeing these different groupies pull me back into that playboy phase. I'm sitting on the couch watching the basketball game drinking a beer, I just got through having sex with this girl name Caroline. She comes downstairs in her sexy lingerie sitting on top of me pulling me into a make out session. It's funny I give them just enough to keep them coming back. She ends up falling asleep on my lap as we finished having round two of sex. I slowly gets up placing her head on the couch going upstairs into my bedroom. I noticed that I still haven't read the note that Adrian gave me before she left. I finally picked it up opening it.

Dear Justin,

I know I may be such a coward writing this letter to you. I thought that you were so angry at me you didn't even want to speak to me. So I'm writing this. We both know the connection we have, but it's just not enough for me, I know that I keep asking for more and more of your attention. What can I say I'm damn selfish. I've been up all night crying and asking myself what went wrong? Was it my fault? Or yours? Maybe it was mines. I keep pushing you away but you just keep coming back. I don't know how I feel, you may love the fact that I'm saying this but...I love you. There I said it, I love you. I've never loved a guy in my whole life. Not after being in an abusive relationship with Jason. There's so much going on in my life right now and I don't want to put you through that. I'm not perfect, I'm trying to figure out my life right now. You have a whole life ahead of you, I'm just this girl you've been fucking for the past few months. Every time I see you, you make me want to reach my climax too, that perfect smile that you do whenever you see me. I can picture it right now. Yes I am afraid to be with you, but I'm not afraid to love you. I want something more but I don't see how this will work. I'm sorry to say this but please don't come find me. At least I'll be saving you the trip. Goodbye Justin.- Adrian.

My heart started to ache, I should've read this a month before I screwed all of those girls to just get rid of my pain and to make myself feel better. I grabbed my phone looking through my contacts seeing Adrian's name, wondering if I should call or text her. I couldn't do it, I tossed my phone onto the bed. I heard the doorbell ring, I went downstairs opening the door. Adrian. A smile painted onto my face, she cut her hair shorter. She smiled too.

"Hey, how are you" I asked.

"I'm good. We moved back, I know it's crazy with this whole back and forth thing with my dad and the firm but, we're back permanently. I just want to say I'm sorry, for everything y'know the confusion between us and everything"

"Yeah, me too" I said not having any other words to say.

"Are you okay? You're acting very strange" She says coming inside, I forgot Caroline was still here. Maybe this could fuck everything up again. I hope not. She chuckled turning around looking at me. "Well I see you've done pretty good for yourself"

"Yeah, its nothing"

"Nothing? Because it sure looks like something. Are you getting back out there"

"No, this isn't temporary" I said.

"Well I just came over to tell you that I was back and I'm finishing the rest of my school year here. It's good to know you're thinking about yourself for a change" She smiled.

"What about you? You and Jason?"

"I dumped him, you telling him if he ever put a hand on me again was burned into his brain. He hasn't done it anymore"

"Wow, I never knew how much of a help I was" I said sarcastically.

"I did. Goodnight Justin"

"Wait, before you go. Do you think we could ever have the chance to y'know..start over"

"You're asking me to start over with you but you have a whole random girl sleeping on your couch, it's funny how every time I come here there's always a girl"

"I didn't know you were coming. It's been horrible for me Adrian, it may not look like it but it has. Can we just fix this and leave this behind us, I've been making mistakes since I left Florida I don't know what I'm doing, what I'm gonna do without you. Please stay with me" I said grabbing her arms.

"Justin you need time to yourself"

"I've been screwing around for the past month. Because I'm missing you, I know that if we're together everything will change. Your problems will become mines and mine will become yours. We can fix this, I haven't been in my right mind lately" Before she could even speak I noticed blue and red lights outside of the house. The fucking cops. "Will you bail me out" I said.

"Bail you out what"

"Yeah, I'm kinda getting arrested for beating the shit out of Jason. Don't worry I'll be fine" I said. The doorbell rang I went ahead and answered it.

"Justin Bieber, you are under arrest for assault and battery of Jason Adams" A cop says pinning me against the wall putting handcuffs on me.

"Justin--"

"I'll be okay Adrian, just come soon as possible"

"You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to an attorney. If you cannot afford an attorney, one will be provided for you. Do you understand the rights I have just read to you? With these rights in mind, do you wish to speak to me?"

"No" I said. Right now, I know I've been a little on the edge lately, they pushed me out of the house opening the car door. This isn't the life I want to live and that has to change. Soon as we got to the police station they took my mugshot, finger print, shit like that. I don't regret what I did. I was defending Adrian when she couldn't, he got what he deserved. I'm sitting in a cell with a few other guys that did the opposite of what I've done. It's crazy if you tell me. I got the chance to make one phone call and you'll be surprised but, I didn't call Adrian I called my manager Scooter. Telling him I'm in this shit situation and I need to get out of here. He understood when I told him the story about Adrian and Jason. I actually met friends while I was in that cell trying to figure out if my career was officially gonna end now. It was all smiles, talking to a couple murderers, thieves, and this one awkward guy that dressed as a prostitute.

"Justin" Adrian says along with Scooter and Dan.

"Hey, I'm so happy you're here"

"Oh my gosh you didn't get raped did you"

"I see what you're doing. You're making a midlife crisis into a joke, I guess I deserve that" I said, she chuckled.

"I made Caroline go home, she was looking for you. I called my dad and explained everything to him, oh and Scooter we met him at the door and they're gonna post your bail. Are you comfy in here"

"I made some friends of course, they're not bad just some serial killers, a prostitute and thieves" I said, she giggled and so did I. "I'm happy you're here"

"Me too, just as long I don't be in the same situation" She says.

"Hey, I'll be right there next to you ready to bail you out. Just let me know, I'll come running"

"I'll make a note of that"

"Okay your bail has been posted, please get out of here. I don't want to see you in here" Sheriff Brooks says unlocking the cell letting me out, okay I've made friends with the Sheriffs too, her daughter is a big fan of mines and we're now friendly.

"Thanks, and don't worry I'll try not to beat someone else's ass. Not making a promise, I have to keep this one safe" I said talking about Adrian.

"Well you two look cute together"

"Yeah about that we're not dating. Just friends" I said, she chuckled walking away. That was weird. "Hey, make good choices" I said to the other people in the cell.

"Ready to go, I'm sure they are waiting--" I cut her off with a kiss. A sweet, soft, passionate kiss. I pulled away, she opens her beautiful brown eyes staring into mines.

"Thank you, no girl will ever do what you just did. Thanks" I said, she smiles kissing me again. I only hope this means one thing, that she's giving in to finally go out with me.

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