Burning Bridges (DIRTY)

Adrian moves to California to start her new adventure with her dad, whose a lawyer that is transferring to a new firm. She meets the famous celebrity Justin Bieber she absolute despises. They make a bet with each other which pulls them closer together, Justin exposes his love to her as she keeps it a secret.


30. Abortion?

        Spending time with Justin was all I wanted to do. Leaving Paris...he asked me to move in with him. I didn't think he was taking things too fast since I basically was living with him at first so of course I said yes. After months of treatment and medicine I was finally cancer free, it was a good thing that it didn't get any worse. My hair grew back and is now healthy, same as Justin's. Kristie and my dad are finally married which puts a bright smile on my face, knowing how happy they are. Now that I'm healthy and back to the same ole me...I've been trying to get pregnant again for the past three weeks. Doctor says that there's a little chance that I can ever get pregnant again because of the little incident of me falling down the stairs. We were both devastated, hardly talking to each other because how bad we wanted to start a family. I'm sitting in the kitchen reading the newspaper, reading about who got married and so on. I never thought about marriage growing up, I always thought about focusing on my career and then thinking about a lifetime commitment. Justin comes into the kitchen pouring himself a glass of water closing the fridge. He puts his cup down, slowly looking up at me. 


"I have an interview to go to..wanna come" He asks. 


"Yeah, sure" I said. He left the kitchen, it's nice to know that we're finally talking to each other. I got myself ready as we both headed to the interview. He was backstage getting makeup done before going on stage. He grabbed my hand intertwining his fingers with mines holding my hand. He could tell I was still sad about the whole baby thing. I guess he just wanted me to know everything would be okay. I stayed backstage watching the screen as Justin and Ellen talked. The audience started to scream and applaud as they both smiled and hugged at each other taking a seat. 


"Hey Justin, it’s been a while since we’ve seen each other. It's been almost 5 years since your tour. How was it? What is it like on the road" She asks. He was quiet for a moment until he finally spoke up. 


"Um..it was lonely for me on the road. The only thing I didn't like being on the road was being alone. Knowing my girlfriend was two thousand miles away from me, she was in New York to get her degree while I was on the road, but other than that it was really inspiring. It was the best." 


"You canceled the rest of your tour right? I mean there were a lot of tweets on twitter saying that you were depressed and you needed some time to yourself"


"Yeah, Adrian. Y'know I wanted to talk to her about it, wanting her to give me some words of wisdom to see if I was doing the right thing or not, but we never talked. Which made me even more depressed because I missed her. I wasn't in contact with her or anything I was...waiting on her, waiting on that text message or phone call from her but it never came. After she graduated and moved back to L.A. I found out that she had breast cancer. It was one of the reasons why she didn't have the courage to contact me. I completely understood why she did that. She didn't want me involved in the situation but...I was in a lot of things while we were talking" He says.


"Yes Adrian..the girl that you're madly in love with" She says, he laughed. 


"Yeah. I'm madly in love with her. I've been in a lot of shit dealing with her..I mean I've been in fights, getting arrested, being held hostage, it's not bad as it sounds. I was fighting for her throughout the years. My crazy ex girlfriends, they pretty much fucked everything up for us but I never stopped fighting for her..I never will" He says with a smile. A smile came across my face..I could actually believe every word he was saying to her. The audience was in aw, applauding to his statement. It made me forget what I was so depressed about for a moment.


"We all wondered why you were getting into so much..the drugs the drinking--"


"I've actually stopped doing those things. You may think why the hell am I going through all of this for a girl..she's not just any ordinary girl..I love her, I always have from the beginning. Y'know when she went through cancer..I was there for her, I didn't think anything negative about it. I stayed positive..we went on this trip to Paris somewhere she always wanted to go. She was in shock because her hair started to fall out, she hid it behind her back so I wouldn't notice but I still stayed positive. So I gave her a pair of hair clippers and told her to cut my hair...I didn't want her to feel bad for herself because what she went through. That wasn't gonna stop me from being with her, nothing has ever stopped me from being with her. Maybe the tour and her going to college but that was because I wanted her to follow her dreams, I didn't want to get in her way in furthering her education and finding a career. I respected that, and it takes a lot for a guy to let their own girlfriend go far away from them, just so they can go to college. I was on tour anyways so I didn't have a problem with it, I'm just happy that she finished" He says. 


"I'm happy for the both of you two, seems like you both went through a lot together in the past few years" 


"It took me a lot to encourage her to go out with me" He giggles. "She was dating this guy I didn't like..we were friends with benefits at the time. She was pregnant with my baby. I was there for her throughout everything until this little incident happened. I wanted to go on a rampage, I lost my baby girl. A lot of things happened over the years but I'm happy that I can protect her. That's all that matters" He says smiling along with Ellen. 


"You've been trying for another baby right" 


"Oh yeah, of course, but sadly there's a little chance that we can ever have a baby now. It was because of the miscarriage that she had, when she fell down the stairs she was just in a pool of blood. According to what the paramedics said. I wasn't there that night I was out with some friends she wanted me to go out so she could get some rest and when I came back cops and paramedics were there it was a disaster. I would never want to relive that moment ever in my life" 


"I'm sorry that happened, and I'm happy that Tori is paying for it. That shouldn't happen to anyone, you've dealt with some crazy girlfriends in the past. I know hearing that you can't have a family breaks your heart...and also Adrian's, but it's not the end of the world, you can still be a family. Adoption is always an option" She says, we both laughed at the fact that she made that rhyme. She passed him a tissue from the crying. I fought back the tears so I wouldn't break down in tears also. I honestly didn't want to adopt a baby it wouldn't feel the same to Justin and I. Soon as the interview was over I gave Justin a big hug. I know he was still hurt from the fact we can’t start a family. I rubbed his back kissing his cheek hugging him tightly. 


"It's gonna be okay" I whispered in his ear. “Come on, lets go" I added cleaning his face. I grabbed his hand leading him outside to the car. He got in on the passenger side while I drove. His head leaned against the window, he sits there quietly. I glanced over at him, not a peep came from his mouth, I looked back at the road taking a turn to go to the doctors office. 


"What are we doing here" He asks lifting up his head. 


"I'm gonna talk to the doctor"


"Babe we've tried a hundred of times. There's no hope okay, let's just go home" 


"No Justin, we can't just give up. Did I give up when I had cancer? No I did not so come on" I said getting out. He gets out the car, I wanted to talk to the doctor soon as possible. As I sat down waiting for the doctor to come, Justin decided to entertain himself with the figures that was on the shelf next to us. 


“Please put my uterus down” She says as she sat down in her chair in front of us. 


“Sorry doc” He says sitting down beside me as we both laughed. 


"Have you had any problems in the past" She asks. 


"No. Do you think that my breast cancer could be  the problem"


"Of course not, it would be a problem if you were already pregnant, but the baby wouldn't have it. I know you've had a miscarriage in the past, what about abortions" She asks. 


"No, definitely not" I said. She nods jotting notes down on paper. 


"I will be right back" She says getting up leaving.


"So what do you want for dinner? I could cook your favorite spaghetti or maybe a steak I’m really craving that right now" I said happily. 


"The abortion Adrian..was it mine" He asks, the smile on my face faded away. My heart dropped which felt as if it was going to come out of my ass, I was petrified. Petrified about what was going through his head. 

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