Burning Bridges (DIRTY)

There's a new girl at school, she's not a big Justin Bieber fan but they end up making a deal together which makes them want to be closer.


36. Guilty

"What the FUCK! Are you doing here" I asked.

"Orange is a nice color for you, need help getting out?"

"Fuck you. You're a bitch I don't need your help..this is all your fault why I'm in here. Maybe that was you that put those drugs into my car and then calling the police" I said.

"Maybe. I talked to your girlfriend. She's really nice, I like her. Let's cut to the chase, I told Adrian maybe it's time to try for a baby--"

"She's not having a baby and I'm not putting one in her. She's going to college and I'm not gonna fuck that up for her, I know what you're trying to do. You're broke, you're broke as shit and you need money. You were gonna steal the baby from us to make money, I know you. You don't deserve to be called a parent you abandoned me because you couldn't take the fact that I would be making more money than you. You're full of shit, stay away from Adrian and stay the hell away from me"

"Justin come on can we put this behind us. I wanted her to have a baby because I wanted to be a grandma--"

"Oh bullshit, I'm not stupid. You've planned this for the longest, from the moment you left me I knew you were no good. You wanted to see me in prison because you were upset that I didn't give you what you wanted. It amazes me that all of this is about money" I said.

"I can help you"

"No, fuck you and your help. I rather stay in here than have you help me. Don't worry I'm getting out"

"By who Scooter? He's out of town and Adrian's dad hands are tied. I can get you out today if you let me, I know I haven't been mother of the year. Just let me do this"

"Go home, and don't come back" I said.

"Fine. You remember Tiffany, your ex girlfriend. She got away the other night, she's the one that shot you. I know where she is, all you have to do is let me help you get out of here"

"Forget it, don't let the door hit you on the way out" I said hanging up the phone starting to walk away, she starts to knock on the glass trying to get my attention.

"Let me help you, Adrian and I could get you out. If you don't let me help you, you'll be sorry"

"If you dare touch Adrian or anyone that I know, you are the one that'll be sorry" I said walking off. I'm sitting in this cold room all alone, cuffed to the table, and supposedly I have a lawyer that'll help me through all of this shit to get me out.

"Hey Justin" Dan says coming inside.

"Oh thank god, get me the fuck out of here"

"I'm not your lawyer, I just came to talk to you. I know it's early in the morning but I thought this would be a good time. Adrian wants you to get help, some serious help. She doesn't want me or anyone else to help you because you haven't learned your lesson-"

"Learn my lesson? What am I a fucking 12 year old? All I did was drink an drive, you knew about the gun"

"I know--"

"I saved your daughter and you're agreeing with her" I asked.

"Yes Justin this is my daughter we're talking about, I thank you for all the times you've saved her I give you that but this is totally different. You have to stop drink, you have to stop smoking and popping pills and whatever else you're doing. This is her life, we're talking about. You're protecting her from everyone else besides yourself. And she could end up hurt, I don't want that"

"I would never lay a finger on her or put her in harms way. I would go crazy if anyone did that even me. Just understand where I'm coming from"

"I do understand. You're protective over her and I like that about you. I'm sorry I misjudged you from the start, you're not so bad but this..you're gonna need more than just a lawyer helping you" He says, I sighed.

"So who's my lawyer"

"Kristie, she's been in the firm longer than I have. She knows what she's doing, she helped me with Adrian's case. She's good don't worry, just wanted to come by see you face to face to make sure we're clear on that. You don't always have to be the hero, I get that you're trying to protect her but..maybe it's good enough that she does that for herself. Don't you think"

"Yeah I guess. Besides I don't want to be clingy I know girls don't like that. I'll give her some space. How is she" I asked.

"Well she cried herself to sleep last night, at first she was doing college applications then she cried herself to sleep. I'm sure she's okay now, she'll get over it. How are you holding up in here"

"Not that great, broke a guys arm"

"Well it seems like you're doing good. Happy you can protect yourself in here, just don't get into any groups"

"Don't worry. My mom came by, if you didn't know we don't like each other. She set me up, she's the one that put the drugs into my car and called the police" I said.

"You were driving under the influence too, which is illegal if you didn't know that. You can't always get yourself out of things like this, what about your career? Your album is suppose to be coming out"

"Yeah I'm putting that on hold. I've done shit I wasn't proud of, getting Adrian pregnant which caused her to lose the baby all of this stuff, but I don't regret defending her. She's an amazing person I just- it's my anger. Everyone in here, did something because they were angry. And being angry can get someone killed, all of this I could've bashed Jason's skull in if I knew I was gonna end up in here"

"You did the right thing not to. We were scared for you Justin, seeing you getting carried out on a gurney..I knew something was wrong so I went ahead and called the police. If I didn't go with my gut and didn't call them, you would've been dead"

"I thank you. I don't think I'll ever get into something like that again. I want to keep her safe, I don't know what she thought I was when she first met me"

"Well I'm sure she thought that you were this handsome celebrity that didn't drink or do drugs. But that's the complete opposite. You're gonna have to go to court, you do know that right and you also have to plead guilty for it"

"What! I admit to drinking but those were not my drugs Dan you have to believe me, what the hell am I guilty for" I asked.

"You lied to the police Justin, about drinking"

"I want parole, I did my time"

"You were here for a day"

"Then I can't say I'm guilty because I'm not. I'm trying to get the hell out of here, I learned my lesson okay. Scooter is out of town and I have no one else. You and Kristie are my only hope right now. I can't fucking sleep, I'm going insane. I'm showering in front a bunch of perverts I can't do this"

"If you want Kristie to help you, you have to be cautious. You could've killed yourself and other people that were on that freeway. You have to trust me I think pleading guilty is the right thing to do. To admit you did what you did, because if you don't you're stuck in here because you're lying under oath. You can be charged with perjury, that's five years Justin. Trust me" He says, I sighed making eye contact with him.

"Okay" I said. He walked out the room. I put my elbows on the table resting my head into my hands. My leg starts to shake, making chain noises because how upset and nervous I was. I didn't belong here.

"Hey, so has Dan told you about everything" Kristie asks.

"Yeah. Thanks for taking my case I can only trust you two. I'm going insane in here you have to get me the fuck out"

"Don't worry, we can get you a court date some time today. You're pleading guilty right"

"Yeah, might as well commit to it. But those drugs wasn't mine, yes I smoke pot but it's not mine you have to believe me"

"What about the semi-automatic? Was that yours" She asked.

"Yes, I have it for personal reasons. I've done horrible things Kristie I own up to that but, it's just my mom. She wanted Adrian to have a baby so she could sell it and make money. I haven't spoken to this woman in years and she has the nerve to talk to my girlfriend. God, she set me up Kristie. Is she mad at me" I asked.

"Look Justin I'm gonna do my best to get you out of here. Dan and I we're a team, he can help me if he wants to so just stay put. Don't make friends either, the inmates could get a little jealous once they find out that you're getting out sooner than they thought. Adrian isn't mad at you, she's worried. You need help, so stop denying it and do it for her. She's trying to help, and so am I. If you really loved her you would walk into a rehabilitation center"

"Kristie let's be realistic, people get paid to listen to everyone's problems. It's a joke, it's either I'm addicted to drugs, I slit my wrist, I'm scared of the dark pathetic shit like that. Shit that doesn't even matter"

"It helped those people Justin. You may not take it seriously but everyone else does. It doesn't hurt to try, think about it while you're in here. I'm gonna go get this trial started see you later" She says walking out. Once I got un-cuffed from the table. I went back to my cell, laying in this very uncomfortable bed thinking to myself if I should go to rehab or not. I did miss Adrian, I missed everything about her. Her laugh, her smile, even her yelling at me. And I've realized all of the things I've done because either I was drunk, stoned, or upset. I know that my career is at risk right now, I forgot that my fans have made an impact on my life. I've failed them because I'm stuck in prison. I should be on tour right now, or even in the studio ready to release my album. I sat up in the bed grabbing pen and paper writing a letter to face all of the problems I've caused for everyone. I took a deep breath starting to write.

Dear Amanda,

I know I'm the last person you want to talk to right now. As you can see I'm writing this letter in prison. I've done some fucked up things that I don't regret doing, just to protect the woman I love. My biggest fear is her leaving me. The reason I'm writing this is to face the problems I've caused in my life and you're one of them. I didn't know what I was thinking that night wanting to get married, your parents probably hate my guts because what I did. It's just soon as Adrian walked through that door, it was something unspeakable. Every time I'm around her she makes me happy, it's always been her, always will be. I won't apologize for what I did to you because it wouldn't matter, you're an amazing person that deserved more than a big egotist celebrity. I made a mistake wanting to marry you, and you were right I don't want to be that guy that shows up on Adrian's doorstep wanting to get with her. You saved a lifetime trip for me, thanks. - Justin

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