There's a new girl at school, she's not a big Justin Bieber fan but they end up making a deal together which makes them want to be closer.


28. Back Home?

I couldn't keep my lips off of Justin, he's just so fucking hot. His soft blonde hair, his facial hair which made him completely sexier I just wanted to sit on his face. I don't agree with this whole marriage thing but I have to respect that he loves her and wants to marry her. Damn Adrian! I should've told him when I had the chance to. Justin and I ate dinner in silence. I didn't want him to think he had to choose between Amanda and I. But let's face it she's a bitch. She wanted me gone every since yesterday, I guess she just wanted to prove to Justin that she could get along with me. Now we're bumping heads because of this handsome hot guy. Justin put his plate in the sink handing me a piece of cake.

"I know how much you love chocolate cake. That's something you never told me"

"No thanks, not in the mood for cake" I said.

"Oh come on party pooper" He giggled. I rolled my eyes taking a bite. He pulled up a chair beside me, grabbing my hand.

"What" I asked.

"Talk to me, something's bothering you"

"No, nothing's bothering me just thinking that's all" I said lying to him.

"Why do I always know when you're lying to me" He chuckled.

"I don't know, I guess you know me more than I know myself. We've been through a lot right?" I asked.

"Of course, and we still stood by each other when things got hard. What is this about?"

"I like being your friend. I like you in my life and I want to keep it that way. No strings attached, just friends" I said. The expression on his face looked like disappointment. I know he still wanted to have sex with me, I want to continue having sex with him too but like I said before, he's in this whole other world while I'm just me. He can have any girl he can possible want or sit down with. I think it's for the best especially since all of this happened with loosing the baby and everything else. He put a smile on his face releasing my hand.

"What made you decide this" He asked with a confused look on his face.

"You're getting married, you're serious about her and I don't wanna be in the way. I don't want to be living in a fairytale, you know that don't get me wrong. I just don't want to watch you throw your life away with this girl you barely even know. Do you know anything about her?"

"She knows a lot about me. Something we never did, get to know each other well" He said.

"Yeah. Too busy arguing and having sex, that's all we did"

"That's true, it's sad. We've known each other for eight months Adrian"

"I know, it's just I don't know what I want. I don't have a mom to give me these kind of advices about guys. My dad loves to make everything out of a joke so I barely talk to him" I said.

"What about Kristie, she seems like a mother material for you"

"I like her, I do it's just, she's not my mom. She gives great advice. I can see them both together in the future" I said, he smiled eating a piece of cake. "Shouldn't you go check on your fiancé"

"She'll be fine. She's a heavy sleeper I could have the tv up loud as hell she still wouldn't wake up" He chuckled.

"Well thanks for dinner, I look forward to spend quality time with you tomorrow" I said kissing his cheek walking out the kitchen. I went upstairs taking a shower, I sat down hiding my face into my legs starting to cry letting the water fall onto my body. I heard a soft knock on the door, I sniffled quickly picking my head up.

"Adrian, are you okay" He asked from the other side of the door.

"Yeah. I'm fine" I said standing up washing my body hopping out, wrapping a towel around my body coming out the bathroom. Once I put on some clothes I laid down in the bed staring at the ceiling. I couldn't sleep, I had to make up my mind about Justin. But now isn't the right time I had to get some sleep.

I woke up the next day, I got a text from Kathy.

"Get the fuck up! We're all going to meet at the beach in 20" I groaned in agony getting up. I smelled breakfast from downstairs. I put on a bathing suit slipping on a jacket and shorts, going downstairs.

"Morning" Justin says with a big grin on his face.

"Um, morning" I chuckled sitting down at the counter.

"Someone's in a good mood"

"Yep, spending quality time with you remember. Amanda left early this morning so it's just us"

"You do know quality time is spending time with each other not being around other people right" I said.

"Well whatever, Amanda isn't here I can finally talk to you without trying to be secretive. Are you hungry? I made pancakes your favorite. I remember you used to love pancakes when you were pregnant"

"Yeah, you should let me cook once in a while" I said.

"Maybe one day. Are you ready for today Kathy texted me a couple minutes ago, going to the beach. Apparently everyone's gonna be there, are you nervous"

"Why should I be" I asked.

"I don't know. Maybe it'll be weird for everyone to see you it has been two months"

"Yeah maybe" I said eating my pancakes. Finally we were finished with breakfast packing up a few things going to the beach. I saw Kathy running up to her hugging her from behind.

"Hi, i'm so happy you could make it. I kinda made Justin agree with it" She says happily.

"I'm so happy to see you. It feels weird y'know seeing my classmates and everything"

"Yeah. We all missed you, we have a ton of catching up to do. It has been two months"

"Yeah. Plus I have to talk to you in private" I said.

"Oh no, you're pregnant again how dare you"

"No, come here" I said pulling her to the side. "I called my dad last night and he told me it would take a couple of days to finish the case, everything was such a blur before I got out that hospital. But anyways he wants us to move back to Florida. I want to finish my senior year here but, I want to be with my dad y'know. I know you moving here is the whole point of us being close again--"

"Let me stop you right there, you're right the whole point of me moving down here is so I could be close to my best friend. We were planning on moving here anyways, I will miss you. I'm happy to see you that's what matters. Is that you're still here. You don't know how terrified I was hearing that you took your last breath on that hospital bed. I beat the shit out of Tori, not for was for me and maybe for Justin. She killed my best friend and her baby that's what she gets for doing that. It's murder Adrian. And I hope you cooperate with this whole case thing she deserves to rot in jail, she's not getting away with it that easily. So I understand you moving back to Florida I can't stop you, but it'll be hard to see you go. Have you told Justin"

"No. He doesn't know it shouldn't matter anyways he's getting married in a couple days" I said. She chuckled.

"So, you two have more chemistry than Troy and I. Sure you don't know a whole lot about each other. But I see that connection between you two. Amanda was just a back up plan"

"I don't want to ruin his marriage Kathy" I said.

"But you love him. I know you do and he loves you too. You just don't see that and neither does he. He's so blinded by that worthless bitch. I don't like her"

"You don't like her because of what? Because I'm not in her position"

"I hate her because I know she says cruel things about you and Adriana. Have you noticed she's been trying to get pregnant by Justin just so he could forget about her. I just don't understand it, but it's his life and your decision. If you really wanted him, you would just admit the fact that you want him..wait no scratch that love him"

"I don't love-- okay maybe I do" I said.

"I know you do so, at least tell him before the day is over with. And take that damn jacket off it's a thousand degrees" She says walking away, I chuckled taking my jacket off.

"Hey stranger" Drew says hugging me.

"Oh my gosh hi, it's been so long how was your trip with your dad"

"It was educational you can say. How are you? I heard that the baby didn't make it. A horrific accident happen, I'm sorry. Once I heard that you were in the hospital, I wanted to get on a plane and come down here. To see if you were okay. I'm happy you are" He says, I smiled.

"Thanks. It's just so much going on, you've been so nice to me Drew and all I did was make your life a living hell"

"I disagree. You were amazing, you still is. Maybe it was my fault jumping a relationship so quick. So I thought about our little promise, about Paris. And before Spring Break is over with I want to take you Saturday"

"Drew that sounds great but I'm moving. My dad wants to move back home they've been transferring him back and forth and it's just crazy. Believe me I do want to go to Paris with you"

"It's okay. Maybe another time, I'm happy to see you. Everyone's surprised you're here. It sucks to see you go, I'm sad now"

"Don't be. I'll be okay" I said. He nodded hugging me, I hugged back pulling away. He walked off, I took a deep breath slipping my shoes off putting a towel down laying on it sliding my sunglasses on.

"Is this seat taken" Justin asked.

"No sit down" I said sitting up sliding my glasses on the top of my head.

"I see you're catching up with Kathy and Drew"

"Yeah. It feels nice talking to them. I like it out here, I remember when my mom used to take me to the beach before she ended up with cancer. Brings back memories of us just picnicking and just laughing telling a few lies, it was nice"

"Well lucky for you, I bought a picnic basket. Just for us" He said. I giggled.

"Oh my goodness. I can't believe you"

"It's nice to see a smile on your face. You should do that more often, it's beautiful" He says handing me a beer. I smiled taking it from him.

"To your marriage" I said lifting up my glass, he smiled doing the same taking a sip. Justin and I just sat on the beach towels eating strawberries, and a whole bunch of other foods that he brought along with him. It sucks that this is my last time doing that with him.

"So, ready for this brunch tomorrow" I asked.

"Yeah, we got everything sorted out"

"The real question is are you happy? Because people do the most dumbest shit when they're unhappy. Do you really want this" I asked.

"Yeah. I do, are you okay with that"

"Yeah. I'm fine, just want my friend to be happy" I said he laughed.

"So that's what we are now? Friends?"

"What do you want us to be Justin?" I asked, he shrugged. I chuckled taking a sip of my beer.

"I don't know what I want Adrian, if you want me to be honest with you I will. I believe I'm making the biggest mistake ever, but I already talked to her parents and they're hyped that we are getting married"

"Well sometimes doing the right thing doesn't make a person happy Justin. You have to understand that" I said. "I have to tell you something, and you may not like it"

"Okay, what is it" He asked, before I could say anything a group of paparazzi came out of nowhere along with beliebers.

"Damn it, how did they know I was here" He says getting up.

"You're leaving" I asked.

"No. Just gonna sign a few autographs, and talk to the paparazzi. Wanna come"

"I think I'll pass. You're the star" I said with a fake smile. He smiled walking away. I watched as he walked away, fans screamed louder and louder. They were either taking pictures or handing him something of theirs to sign. My smile faded away as I realized that I could never be with him. He has such a big ego and not only that. He backs off once things gets hard for him, maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm just afraid to admit that I love him and scared to be in a relationship, especially with Justin. He came back holding out his hand helping me up. It wasn't long before we decided to go back to the house, Justin grilled of course while everyone else gossiped about their lives and about the future. After that when everyone felt. I grabbed some plates from outside carrying them inside. I sat beside him on the couch, starting to giggle.

"What" He says giggling too.

"Remember your party. Senior party? When we had sex in the bathroom"

"Oh yeah, how could I ever forget. We had some good times together, outside of bed"

"Oh really? Outside of bed" I asked.

"Yeah, me helping you studying. It was actually a way for me to get close to you" He says. I scoffed hitting him with a pillow. He giggled taking a sip of his beer going into the kitchen starting to wash dishes. I followed him into the kitchen resting my hands on the counter.

"Need some help washing dishes" I asked.

"No I got it"

"Well, we need to talk"

"Oh no, I know those words" He says being sarcastic. He stopped what he was doing, looking up at me.

"I heard you Justin. I heard every single word you said to me in that hospital bed. You wish you could breathe for me, which you did. Your heart was beating for mines" I said starting to cry, he walked over to me pulling me into a hug.

"I'm moving back home. My dad is getting transferred back to Florida tomorrow" I said pulling away. I could tell he was lost for words and didn't have anything to say. It's as if he wanted to speak up but couldn't.

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