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A collection of poems, prose and straight up ramblings.

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17. Never enough – March 2017

I’m kidding myself.

Fooling my brain.

My heart is struggling to breathe.

My body aches.

I’m being used and I know it,

Yet I overlook this.

Disguise my reality.

Make myself believe I am wanted.

Needed.

On the verge of tears,

Lips just about reaching a smile.

Painting a mask,

Only for it to be washed away behind closed doors.

Atelophobia?

The fear of not being good enough.

When did I become so fearful?

Breaking down the walls,

Exposing my vulnerability.

Here we go again.

Back to square one.

Am I picking the wrong ones?

Or is the problem me?

And if so…

How do I end this?

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