Dear Kayla

The other side of the story.


6. S I X

June 18, 2017

Dear Kayla,

So this letter will be my final one to you. I've simply just run out of words to say. I feel like I've gone in circles and repeated things that didn't need to be repeated and I don't really know anything else.

I hope these past letters have given you an insight to my life and my story. I am sorry it took so long to write. My life was pretty busy there for a while with work and shows and volunteering and hopefully now that the show is over things will calm down. I know it probably drove you insane having to wait so long and I apologize greatly.

It was never my intention to make you feel bad for what happened or to make it seem like you are bad guy in my story. My intention was only to share with you my life since and my everyday struggles in the same way that you shared yours with me.

I thank you greatly for the opportunity. I think that since writing this, it has allowed me to fully accept things and I am learning to move on with my life. I don't know what will become of us in the future. Maybe we will agree to keep writing to one another on our respective Movellas. Or maybe you will hate this and ask me to take it down and that will be the end.

I would love to thank you for the lovely 7 years that you stood by my side through thick and thin. We made a lot of memories that no matter how hard I try to forget I will never be able to. You help create the woman I am today both the good and bad parts and I can't change that.

2 years ago I lost the sister I never thought I'd have. We can't go back in time and take back everything we said to one another. We can't fix things. I spent a year and a half wishing we could. Regretting my entire 8th grade year. Then when I met J I began to realize that I just needed to get over myself. That life gets better. That you obviously didn't care about me and I finally started to forget and I finally started to feel better about myself and began to let people in.

My heart began to mend. And though I don't think that it will ever fully recover from what happened, I know that things get better.

And that's what I want to leave you with. I know that you struggled and still are struggling and I know what it feels like and I know it's terrible. But things get better. It takes time and I've never been patient and it feels like they never will. You will meet someone who makes even the worst days great. Like today, I've been extra insecure all day, I don't know why, it comes and goes and today was one of them but now that I have J he made me feel better. He makes me laugh even when I don't want to. That's what I want for you.

I hope you find someone like that. Best friends are hard to come by, but once you find them you can't let them go. I know you are insecure. I am too. I know you don't like putting yourself out there, and neither do I but once you learn to open your heart and let someone in, it's the best feeling in the world.

My two incredible best friends, S and J are two people that I will never let go of. They are part of my heart and they are fixing the broken parts and I've never been happier.

I wish the best for you in life. You have always been a wonderful person and you will make it in the world.




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