Dear Kayla

The other side of the story.


7. S E V E N

July 3, 2017

Dear Kayla,

​I'm sorry it has taken me so long to reply. I've been so busy this last week with work and getting ready for vacation.

I don't know what I want but I do know that I don't want this to be the end of us. I don't really want to say goodbye. I understand if you want it to be goodbye though.

I was hoping maybe we could just start by talking again. Over text or just on here if you'd like. I know that I'm not ready to meet face to face just yet. I hope you understand that trust is really hard to earn back for me.

J laughs when I tell him that. He doesn't think I'm stubborn enough or tough enough to stand my ground. He laughs and says that I could never be mad at him for that long. In some ways he's right. I'm one of those people who could fight for someone for so long but once the last string is cut, it's really hard to get me to talk again.

I want to trust you again I really do, but I'm scared. I've been hurt by so many people. I know I know, what a sob story. I don't want to be one of those people who lives in fear but I am.

I think that if we keep talking, that things will slowly begin to get better. I want to trust you again. I want to feel like this giant hole Ive had in my heart for the past two years is going to start to heal.

If you are up to it, I'd enjoy to keep talking to you. If not I completely understand.

Thank you Kayla for everything. I hope this isn't goodbye but in case it is, keep your head up and always smile.



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