Letter to Bex

This letter is to one of the most beautiful ladies in the universe. She's my flashlight.


1. Chapter 1


  Dear Bex

There will always be a reason why you meet people. Either you need them to change your life or you’re going to change theirs. There are some people in life that make you laugh a little louder, smile a little bigger and just live a little bit better. You don’t stumble across an interview of Rebecca Mader later at night by accident. Things like that happen for a reason. I remember looking into your eyes and I immediately trust you with my deepest darkest secrets. Once I found you Bex, it was really hard for me to try to walk away from my life and never meet you. In October I was on Twitter, ready to die and then you liked my tweet. I said to myself “I can’t end my life” I can’t end my life without telling Bex in person how much I love her. I’m afraid that when I do meet you you’ll hate me and won’t want anything to do with me. It’s always been hard for me to love because everyone I have ever loved let me down. But I know that you’ll never disappoint me. You have a good heart a beautiful smile and you taught me it was okay to be comfortable in my own skin. I know now that people will judge me but that’s okay. I am here for you Bex; I am your Pretty. I will never forget what you say or how you make me feel. I don’t do this often but Rebecca Leigh Mader, I trust you with my life. Don’t you ever let me down or you’re going to break me beyond repair.

I pray to God that you have accepted Jesus as your savior. I can’t wait to meet you. God doesn’t give you the people you want, he gives you the people you need. He gives you the people you need to make you who you are meant to be. He gave me you. I am who I am because of Rebecca Mader. You are one of the rare ones that remind me why it’s worth it. You remind me everyday why I’m alive. When you stop being yourself, my heart will stop beating. 

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