The Diary of A Vampire Vol. 2

The second diary of a vampire the first one is Dairy of a vampire without the Vol. 2 on it. It had somewhere close to 100 chapters so I started a new one.


6. Entry 6; Thu, Jun 15, 2017

Have you ever had those days where you just wake up happy? This wasn't today but I was asking. I woke up with the sun like normal and as the day went on I got happy. I went to work and had fun. I was actually talking most of this one guy ear off. His name is Dillon and I think he is very kind. He even makes my kinda jokes. Dirty and twisted ones, and did I even tell you about the old ones? I like him in a friend sort of way. But as the day went on it got really hard for me to keep up my smile. But enough about that. This is, I think, the first time I have told anyone about a guy other than a friend that has a nickname from me. Well, he and the shoppers were the only people who would talk to me today. But that is okay I guess. I just want to think about someone as more than a friend. I just don't know how to. I make me mad that I don't know how to. My brother has this thing where he can just do that but I can't. Grrrrrr! How do I think about someone as more than a friend?! Not Dillon of course! Ummmmmmmm... Yes well, I just feel that it is high time that I had some boyfriend? Is that right? Is that what they are called? I don't eve know anymore. I am 16 years old and have yet to be kissed or hell I have never been out on a date before! Is that wrong? When did I get off topic?

Wellp, Dillon did something funny today. He asked this older gentleman if he wanted his melons in a bag and held them up to his chest. I broke out laughing as did the older man and Dillon himself. He has a nice smile and he even told me that he loves making people smile. Just that makes me what to smile. But now that I am home all I can think about is everything sad. I am outside writing this down because I thought that I might cry if I stayed inside to write. I mean it is a nice night I guess. What would make it even better would be stars. But that just is not going to happen. I wish that I could see the stars again. I miss them so much. I have been outside every night for a month I think.I come out here to think. I think about lots of things. One is why I can't look up and see the stars. Another is who the hell is following me? and another one is how the day went. 

Today started good but now that it is ending I can see that I was just making everything up. I was making up feeling happy. I have been sad all day. No one has talked to me. No friend has talked to me. Not even Wolfe has. I can understand why Shadow hasn't but Wolfe? We used to talk for so long when she was here and now I feel like we have just grown apart. I just want to sit in my room and cry until I run dry of tears. But I can't I have to be strong even if it kills me. It might really kill me though. All I can think about are fun things that we used to do and now I can only think about how much fun that I lost but have to think about better things. I have to think about school! Yeah, school.

I relly like school. I like going to school and I liked being at school. I am really tempted to start taking college on my computer. I think that I might need to. I need to keep myself sane now and summer is only killing me faster. I am thinking about last summer the first and last summer that I spent with Wolfe. 

Well now, let me tell you about where I am right now. Well, I am outside using the light from my computer to see the keys. I can't see any stars like normal. I think that what I killing me the most is that I can't see the stars in real life. The moon is not even out. It is like everything is avoiding coming to Colorado.  There are a few clouds but they can only do good now. It has been reaching up to 80 to 90 degrees in Colorado right now and I am dying. It feels like I am. Try walking to King Soopers almost every day in that heat. Yeah, it is close but it kills ya know? I am just impressed with myself when I get there and I am not a walking corpse.  even look forward to going to work every day. It kills time. The time that I have lots of now. I think that you 've heard enough of me telling you most of EVERYTHING. So I am just going to leave it at that. Bye. 

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