over again

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"What the hell Harry! Why in the bloody hell would you do this to me!" I yelled in complete and utter shock. "We are supposed to get married in a week! One week Harry! Ashley it's not what it looks like. These are not another woman's undergarments. Then who's are they then? They are yours baby. It was supposed to be an early wedding present, but you ended up finding them while i was trying to wrap them, so surprise. Don't pull that rubbish on me Harry!"


27. what is happening to me part 3 cruel existence -Zayn's p.o.v-

I park my car in the driveway and just sit there for a minute. Why did she have to tell me to do that. I mean i could have easily denied her and told her that it was better off that i not tell her, but i didn't though and that's where i fucked up. I grab my phone out of the cup holder and get out. I lock the door and and walk up the sidewalk. I unlock the front door and head in. I take a moment to just stare down the hall. I walk into the living room and set my phone down. I make my way to the dinning room and grab the small red velvety box off the table and open it. I take the ring out of the box and admirer the way the diamond shined when the light hit it. I was going to ask her to marry me. But i couldn't get myself to do it until i showed her the real me. The me she would have to love. I drop the ring as my phone starts going off. I get up and walk back into the living room to grab it. It was Niall. Oh boy. Here we go again. I slide it to the right and answer it. "What the hell did you do to my sister! She's been crying for the past hour!" He yells into the phone. I could barely understand him. "We just had our differences. I told her that she was better off just leaving me. That i couldn't give her what she wanted in a relationship" I told him trying not to cry myself. "Why did you have to break her heart!" He screamed into the phone. "Niall listen." I say trying to stay as calm as i could. "She is going to have many heartbreaks before she finally finds the right one. And i t may even be the one who broke her heart the first time. You can not control her anymore. You have to let her make mistakes so that she can learn from them. I know from experience." I let out a loud sigh as i make my way back to the dinning room. I bend down and pick up the ring that lay undisturbed on the tile floor. "I know Zayn. You're right i should lat her learn from her mistakes but its hard you know. Watching the person you grew up with be in so much pain." He wasn't yelling at me. This was shocking. Did i actually get to him? Did i actually make him listen to me. "I know trust me, but sometimes you just have to sit back and watch from a distance. If they come to you for help then that is what you do." I put the ring back in the box, set it on the table and walk away. My mistake was loving her. She was the best thing and the worst thing that has ever happened to me. I let out another sigh as i listen to Niall. "I am coming over to your house with Ashley." He says. His accent was kind of strong but i could still make out what he was saying. "I wouldn't do that if i was you Niall. Just take my word on it. It would be a bad situation. That's why i left. I didn't want to hurt her more than i already had." I go into to kitchen and put some water in the kettle. I set it on the back left burner and turn it on. "Niall i have to go now. If you come over do not bring Ashley. It will only end badly if you do." I said in a stern voice as i got a tea cup out of the cupboard. "Ok i won't." He ends the call. I set my phone on the table and grab a tea bag out of a red jar. While i wait for the water to heat up i go into the white room. I sit on the bed and wonder if i just lost the love of my life or if i dodged a horrible relationship. I smile as memories start flooding my thoughts. Good and bad. Dam do i miss her so fucking bad. I want her to come back home. I want her to at least try this with an open mind. I won't be as hard on her as i have been on the others. I just want to show her. I hear the kettle start to whistle. I get up and take one more glance back before shutting the door. I locked it and put the key in key drawer. I grab the kettle and pour the searing hot liquid over the tea bag. I put it down and give the tea a little stir. I grab the milk and sugar out. I hear my phone ding. I grab my phone off the table and read the message

Ashley: Zayn...

me: Yes Ashley what do you need. I hope your brother talked to you about giving you some space. I finally got through to him for you. I hope you don't mind

Ashley: No i don't mind. Thank you. If it wasn't for you talking to him i probably would still be on a dam leash. But that's not what i wanted to talk to you about. 

me: Then what is it? why the sudden change in heart. The last time we spoke you were yelling at me cause of what i did you after you told me to show you. I made you hurt Ashley. I couldn't stand to see you in that much pain physically and emotionally. I have been crying as well cause i think i just lost the love of my life. I really wanted you to understand. I did, but it was your choice on whether you stayed or left.

I pour the milk and sugar into my tea and then put them up. I take a sip while i wait for her to respond. I walk into the living room and set the tea cup down on the coffee table. I grab my dusting rag and begin to dust. I hear my phone ding. 

Ashley: I know. After you talked to Niall he came over and told me he was sorry for all the pain he put me through. It reminded me of what you told me when i was crying in the door way. How you told me you were sorry and i didn't listen. You did hurt me Zayn. You really did. And it was my choice on whether i left or stayed and i chose to leave.

me: come on now love. Get to the point. I am kind of busy dusting and cleaning

Ashley:  I didn't want to believe that the goofy and caring Zayn was also dark and mysterious. This is the side of you i thought i would never see. why didn't you tell me this? Why did you keep it a secret from me? 

me: because i didn't want to hurt you. But i guess i did and i am sorry. Sorry to cut this short but i have to finish cleaning. Goodbye love.

Ashley: Yes. My answer is yes.

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