over again

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  • Published: 16 May 2017
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"What the hell Harry! Why in the bloody hell would you do this to me!" I yelled in complete and utter shock. "We are supposed to get married in a week! One week Harry! Ashley it's not what it looks like. These are not another woman's undergarments. Then who's are they then? They are yours baby. It was supposed to be an early wedding present, but you ended up finding them while i was trying to wrap them, so surprise. Don't pull that rubbish on me Harry!"


26. what is happening to me part 2: eyes wide open -Ashley's p.o.v-

"This is why I can't love you anymore." He hands me my clothes. I quickly put them on and then run out of the room. I go to his bedroom and lock the door. I grab my phone and call Louis. The phone rings for a few seconds before answering. "I...I..he..." i couldn't make out a single word. I kept crying. "Baby girl what's wrong?! Why are you crying? Did he hurt you?" My cries became louder and shakier. "Where are you? I am coming to get you. Don't let him touch you or he will get his ass beat." I stand up and unlock the door. I open it and see Zayn standing there. "Ashley, i am sorry. You told me you wanted me to show you why i couldn't love you and i did. You asked me to. You told me you wanted me to full force and not hold anything back so i did what you said." His voice cracking. "You fucking spanked me to the point where i was in tears! It felt like i couldn't stand when you stood me up! You fucking hurt me!" I hear Louis gasp on the other end. "Louis i got to go. I'm leaving Zayn's house now. I'll be at your house in about an hour. Ok please be safe. I will." I hang up the phone. "Take me home now. I'll be in the car waiting." I grab my things and head out. I get in on the left side and shut the door. I buckled my seat belt and waited for him to get in the car. Not a word was spoken when he got in. I just stared out the window waiting for him to start the car. "Ashley." I didn't turn to face him. "You are so fucking cruel! Did you do this to the other women you dated over the years!' I wipe a stray tear away. He reaches over and touches my shoulder. "Don't touch me Zayn." I push his hand away. "So did you?" We were still parked in the driveway. "Yes. But you were different. You were the first person i had never been this way towards. I had told myself if we ever got together that i would leave that life behind for your sake." He finally started the car, but he kept it in park. "What do you mean i was different?" I shout. "I never let the other women sleep in the same bed as me. They always sleep in the other room. The one i showed you. You were the first person to ever sleep in the same bed as me. You are changing me Ashley." I finally turn to face him. "How am i changing you? Oh wait i know how. I get to sleep with you in your own fucking bed! Like normal people!" I scream. He puts the car in reverse and backs out of the drive way. He then shifts it to drive and we drive off. "I have never been in a relationship like this before Ashley. Try and understand that. When we were fucking i never let you touch me. And when i did i was afraid." I look back out the window and watch as the scenery passes by. "Afraid of what Zayn? That i will touch you and accidentally run my fingers over your scars and get turned off and not love you anymore." I utter out shaking my head side to side. "You should know me better than that." I say looking at him as a stray tear makes it's way down my cheek. I wipe it away as he begins talking. "Dam it Ashley! i am trying but you are making it hard on me. What the hell are you doing to me?" he bellows out. I look at him in shock. How could he say that to me. "What do you mean what am i doing to you. Oh wait i forgot i'm changing you ain't i!" I scream out. "I don't want to live without you Ashley. Please don't make me leave." I see a tear make its way down his face. "You should have thought about that before you fucking spanked me!" I bellowed out. My accent growing stronger. "You wanted me to! You told me to show you what i was capable of and i did! You promised me you wouldn't run and you did! This isn't on me Ashley! This is you not wanting to accept the fact that i am a dominant and you would have to submit to me and what i want!" I turn to face the window as the tears came falling down one by one. What is happening to me! Why is he just now telling me he is into BDSM. If i would have known that years ago i would have never fell for him! "I thought you meant something totally different! I mean you fucking hurt me Zayn! How can i just get over that!" I scream out in pain. Why is he doing this to me! Why is he putting me through all this emotional and physical pain! Why can't shit be different! "You can't blame this just on me Ashley. You asked me to and i obeyed you. Please just think about it. We can negotiate what you will be willing to try and not try. Just please..."He trailed off. "Don't leave me. I will be lost without you." I looked at him for a split second. Is he serious right now? Is he really wanting me to be apart of this whole torture shit?! "Give me a sign Ashley. Anything! Please even a nod will work." I look back out the window as we pull into Louis's driveway. Louis comes running out and helps me out of the car. He looks into my blood shot eyes as tears continued to find their way down my cheeks "What the hell did you do to her!" He screams out. "Ashley please just give me a yes or no." Zayn asks trying to get near me. Louis pushes him away. "Why the fuck did you hurt her!" Louis screams out. "She asked me to show her what i was capable of and i did! Louis let me talk to her alone." He tries coming near me again. "Get the fuck away from her right now!" Louis pushes me back a little bit. "Louis let me handle this. Give us some privacy." I say motioning for him to leave us. "What do you want Zayn? I want a yes or no answer." He looks at me. "That's all i am asking. Please." I look into his brown eyes one last time. "Zayn you need to leave. I will message you what my answer is." He looks at me with hurt filled eyes. He goes to give me a hug but i move away. "No, don't touch me." He nods his head and gets is his car. He rolls down his window and backs up I watch him as he leaves. I stand there for a minute as i watch his car disappears around the corner. "Goodbye Zayn."

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