over again

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  • Published: 16 May 2017
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"What the hell Harry! Why in the bloody hell would you do this to me!" I yelled in complete and utter shock. "We are supposed to get married in a week! One week Harry! Ashley it's not what it looks like. These are not another woman's undergarments. Then who's are they then? They are yours baby. It was supposed to be an early wedding present, but you ended up finding them while i was trying to wrap them, so surprise. Don't pull that rubbish on me Harry!"


25. What is happening to me Part 1: Revealed -Ashley's p.o.v-

"I think it's best if you leave." He looked into my eyes. "How can you do this to me! After everything we have done together!" I yells as the tears stream down my face. "Just listen to me Ashley!" He bellowed as he firmly grabbed my shoulders. "I can't give you the things you need in a relationship. I may be able to now but what about in the future." He took me into the bedroom and sat me down on the bed. "I....I can't be with you Ashley." He softly said, standing up and facing away from me. "Zayn, you can't do this to me! Are you really going to make me live without you!" I throw a water bottle at him and run out of the room. "ASHLEY! GET BACK HERE!" He bellows as he starts chasing me. He's never been this way before. I grab the keys off the table and slam the front door in his face as i run to his car. I frantically search for the key to unlock the door. My hands were beginning to get shaky as i unlocked the door. I was to late and he grabbed a hold of me and forcefully turned me to face him. I was starting to get scared cause of the way he looked at me. Like i was in trouble and he was going to hurt me. He was about to raise his hand to me when i kissed him hoping it would work. He stood there for a minute and then broke the kiss like it was never supposed to happen. "Don't you dare fucking hit me you bastard!" I yell as i duck under his arm and run inside. "I wasn't going to fucking hit you Ashley!" He yells chasing after me. I slam the bedroom door in his face and lock it. "For once will you listen to me and do as your told." I lean against the brown wooden door. I let gravity take hold of me as i slid down to the floor. "I'm sorry i don't do as i am told all the time." I say sarcastically. "You are being so mean to me right now!" I say in between sobs. "Will you just fucking listen. Please that's all i am asking." He says. I could tell he was sitting on the floor leaning against the door as well. "Let me show you why i can't give you want you need in a relationship." His raspy voice was low. "What if i don't want to let you show me." My voice was stern and low. "Then you will never know why i can't be with you." I stare blankly at the blue walls in front of me. What the hell is happening to me?! Why is Zayn being this way! I don't know what to do. "Ok...." I trail off as i get up and unlock the bedroom door. "Ashley." I look up at him with tears forming in my eyes. "Zayn." I look back down. The pain in his eyes was unbearable to look at. "What do you want to show me?" He grabs my wrist firmly. "Follow me." He says as we walk down the hallway. We turn a corner and walk through the kitchen. "Where are we going Zayn?" He didn't answer me. "God dam it Zayn. Where the hell are you taking me?" We stop at a plain black door. "Open the door." He lets go of my wrist. "Why are we- just open the door." He demands. I reach my hand out and reluctantly grab the doorknob. I twist it to the left and push it open. He turns the light on. "This is why i can't be with you and give you what you need." I stare at the whit walls in shock. "You....you have a second bedroom?! Is that why you can't be with me? Because you would make me sleep in here instead of with you!" I was pissed! I thought he was going to show me dead bodies or some shit. Not another fucking bedroom! "No that is not why." He looked at me in a nervous manner. Why is he so nervous? "Then what is?" Why won't he just tell me. "I can't love you if you won't open up Zayn! Why the hell are we in another dam bedroom and why can't you fucking love me!" I cry out in pain. I just wanted him to tell me. Like it used to be before we started liking each other. We would always tell each other everything. Am i really going to lose the love of my life? "I can't do this Ashley. I'm sorry." He starts to walk away but i grab him by the wrist and pull him closer to me. "Can't do what Zayn?" I look into his eyes. They were full of hurt and pain. "Why won't you tell me anything." I quietly shout. "I can't put you through the pain i have put others through. I cant hurt you like that." I give him a blank stare. Was he afraid that he was really going to hurt me that bad. What the hell is going on with him? "Zayn, please open up to me and tell me what is going on." I cried out. "I can't be that cruel to you. You have no idea what i am capable- Then show me! Show me how cruel you can be. Full force, holding nothing back. Please show me so i can understand!" I yell falling into him. I want to know why he is so afraid of loving me. Was the sex we had meaningless! "Promise me you wont run." He says in a low voice. "I promise..." I trail off. My voice low and Shaky. "Take your clothes off. I'll be right back." He leaves and shuts the door behind him. I do as i am told and take them off. What is he going to do? Are we going to have more meaningless fucking sex?! The door opens and he steps in. He had a blindfold in one hand and something else in the other. I didn't catch what it was though. "Turn around." I turn to face the opposite direction. He places the black fabric over my eyes and ties it around my head. "What are you going to do to me?" I ask my voice shaky. "Promise me you won't run." He says in a raspy voice next to my left ear. "I promise you i won't run." I say as i feel him grab my wrist and lead me to what felt like a bed. "Lay across the bed with your feet and legs dangling off the edge." I wasn't sure why he wanted me to do that but i listened. I let out a little giggle as i felt something glide lightly across my back. Kind of felt like his hand. "Zayn what are you-" SMACK! A searing pain flooded my thoughts. "Zayn what are you doing to me." He didn't answer, but instead hits me again full force with something kind of leathery sending pain shoot through out my lower body. "Zayn why are you doing this to me!" I cry out my voice cracking as he hit me again even harder for the third time. "AAAHH!" I continue to yell as he kept on hitting me and sending pain sore through out my lower body. "Zayn please stop! You are hurting me!" He hits me one more time then stands me up and and removes the blindfold. Tears fell one after one down my cheeks. "This is why i can't love you anymore."

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