over again

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"What the hell Harry! Why in the bloody hell would you do this to me!" I yelled in complete and utter shock. "We are supposed to get married in a week! One week Harry! Ashley it's not what it looks like. These are not another woman's undergarments. Then who's are they then? They are yours baby. It was supposed to be an early wedding present, but you ended up finding them while i was trying to wrap them, so surprise. Don't pull that rubbish on me Harry!"

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15. thought i saw your shadow -Harry's p.o.v-

~Gemma: Hey Harry. We are on our way. Mum is driving for a little bit and then we are switching. How are doing? Any news on when she might wake up? 

~Me: No, nothing yet. Still a waiting game at the moment. I'm doing better than i have been the past three months. Hey what is it that you needed to talk to me about?

~Gemma: I know you wont want to hear this but we need to talk to about it. What if you have to make a decision on whether or not to pull the plug or let her stay in the coma. 

~Me: BLOODY HELL GEMMA! She hasn't even been in the coma that long! She's not dying...yet...

~Gemma: Mum told me about how she flat lined. Harry you have to start thinking of the future. What is going to be best for her in the long run. What is gonna be best for you in the long run. These medical bills are gonna start getting really expensive. I know you are in a band and all but that wont last forever and when you guys break up and she is still in the coma what are you gonna do then Harry. I'm not saying you have to pull the plug right now but when the time comes you are gonna have to make that decision. You gotta start planning on the funeral as well. i know you don't want to think about that yet but you need to at least have an idea of what you want for her. 

~Me: Gemma please just shut the Hell up! i hate being mean towards you but it's not like she's been in the coma for a year. Just please give me some time. That's all im asking. I know i have to start thinking of the future and what will be best for the both of us, but in this moment i don't have to yet. I hate seeing her like this. I really do but all i can do is sit and wait. I wish i could something for her but i just cant. She didn't even tell me she had cancer until three months ago. She has been battling this cancer for a while now and not once did she let me know. It felt like i wasn't important enough. She did it to spare me the pain and agony. But if any thing she made it worse by not telling me. I'm going to go. Getting a cup of tea for Louis and a coffee for me. Let me know when you guys get to my house and ill grab you guys something from the cafeteria.

~Gemma: Ok. I'll give you time. I love you Harry. Don't ever forget that. And ok i will. Talk to you in a little while. Bye.

I shut my phone off and stick it back in to my back pocket. I get off on the ground floor and head to the cafeteria to get a coffee and a cup of tea. I get into the line and wait. Felt like it was an hour wait. When it was finally my turn i ordered a medium coffee with three sugars and large tea with two sugars and some milk. I carry them back to the elevator and hit the up button. Thankfully i didn't have to wait more than thirty seconds. I hit the second floor button and watch as the doors slide shut. The sliver reflecting my image back at me like a giant mirror. I let out a sigh as i step out of the elevator. I just stand there for a minute trying to sort through my thoughts. I started walking back to the room. I got a few steps away from the door when i see Liam standing there eyes puffy and red from crying. He saw me and shook his head like don't come in. I hear a long beep. I dropped everything i was holding and ran to the door. "ASHLEY!!" Liam held me back as i tried desperately to get into the room "ASHLEY! BABY GIRL! PLEASE....DON'T LEAVE!!" Liam had tears making their way down his cheeks as he held me back. "Harry fucking get a hold of yourself! Stay strong for her!" I fell to the ground and sat there with a blank expression on my face. The love of my life is dying right in front of my eyes and all i can do is watch. You know how much that hurts. I wipe the tears away as i stand up. The doctor comes out and looks at me. His green scrubs wrinkled. "Are you Harry Styles? Yes i am." Sorrow dripped from those few words as my heart sank and began to break. "We couldn't get to her in time. I'm sorr- DOCTOR WE GOT A PULSE!" I hear one of the nurses yell. She is going to fight till she cant no more. I could tell. My phone vibrates

~Zayn: Hey how is she holding up? I'm on my way. Will be there in about five. Going to pick Niall up first. See you soon.

~Me: She almost died. Flat lined again. They were about to pronounce her dead but they got a pulse in the neck of time. Ok. I'll fill you guys in the rest of the way when you get here. Louis still hasn't left. 

~Zayn: I'm so sorry Harry. Ok we will be there in a few. Harry i know you don't to hear this, but you do know that Louis still has feelings for her right. I mean it's so obvious. The way he flirts with her and the way he picks her up.

~Me: I know he does. I can see it in the way he looks at her. As long as she doesn't cheat on me I don't mind. I mean after all Louis was Ashley's first true love. She even told me flat out one night.

~Zayn: Ok. I'm gonna go now. Be there in a few.

I turn my phone off and sit in one of the chairs outside the room for a few minutes. Why is this happening? Of all times it could have happened, it had to happen before we were supposed to get married. My phone vibrates.

~Gemma: We are in the elevator now. Heading up. See you in about a minute.

~Me: Ok. She Flat lined again. I'll fill you in when you get up here.

~Gemma: We are walking up the hall now.

I turn my phone off and get up. "Hey mum. He sis." I give them each a hug as we enter the room. I go over to Louis and gently shake his shoulder. "Hey they are here. Zayn and Niall will be here in a minute as well. Hey lovely's." He gets up. "Sorry once you left i fell back asleep. Where is the tea? I dropped it when they almost pronounced her dead.

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