over again

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"What the hell Harry! Why in the bloody hell would you do this to me!" I yelled in complete and utter shock. "We are supposed to get married in a week! One week Harry! Ashley it's not what it looks like. These are not another woman's undergarments. Then who's are they then? They are yours baby. It was supposed to be an early wedding present, but you ended up finding them while i was trying to wrap them, so surprise. Don't pull that rubbish on me Harry!"


16. Love you goodbye Part 1 -Louis's p.o.v-

 "They almost pronounced her dead." I look at Harry and try to formulate a sentence. I could't grasp anything so i ended up just sitting there with blank expression on my face. "Are you ok Louis?" Anne asks. "I...i...d...d..wh..." I kept stuttering and couldn't make a single word come out of my mouth. I walk over to Ashley and grab her hand. "Please love, come back to us. I haven't left your side since we first brought you. It's been a long three months. I want you back. We all do. We want to see you healthy again. The doctor said that if you do wake up from the coma you could possibly be cancer free with a few more rounds of chemo. He also said that they isolated the cancerous cells. I want you back Ashy. Please" A tear makes it's way down my cheek. I wipe it away as i turn to face the others. I needed to go home and get some things, but i didn't want to leave just in case something were to happen. "Louis. Go home and take a shower. I will message you if the doctor gives us some news about when she will wake up. Please. You've been here three months." I look at Gemma who was crying. "Gemma, it'll be ok." Harry says walking over to his sister and giving her a big bear hug. "Louis go home for an hour." Anne says. She gives me a hug and looks up at me with tears formulating in her brown eyes. "Ok. I will but i will be back in an hour tops." I say as i hesitantly walk towards the door. I didn't want to leave. I want to be there for her when she wakes up. I want to be the first person she sees when she opens her eyes. "Louis it's ok to leave for a little." Liam says walking up to the door. "I know it's just what if she wakes up in the hour that i am gone." I look at Liam. "Come on let's go. I'll walk with you to the entrance." He grabs my arm and pulls me along with him. He new i didn't want to leave and that's why he had to force me. "It is going to be all right Louis. I promi-" I give him the dirtiest look. "Don't you DARE say you promise it's going to be alright! Things could happen and she could flat line for good! Or she could go completely brain dead and we have to pull the plug!" I had tears streaming down my face as i yelled at him. We get to the ground floor ans see Zayn and Niall making their way into the hospital. Niall runs up to me. "What happened to Ashley! Is she dead! Is my little sister actually dead!" He yelled. "She flat lined for a couple minutes a few minutes ago. They almost pronounced her dead. But just in the nick of time they found a faint pulse." I tell him "Is Harry with her right now? Yea Him, Anne and Gemma are all up there. Niall you have to put your differences aside for Ashley's sake. You can't keep them apart. They are meant to be together. Even through all the hurt and pain you caused them three months ago. Please Niall make amends with Harry and let bygones be bygones." I say. "If you wont do it for you at least do it for you sister. I know you love her and only want the best for her but you need to realise that she does have the best already. It's Harry. Please let him know you are sorry. He wants you to be at the wedding." My voice was becoming shaky. "He's just scared you will pull some shit and ruin it and that's why he uninvited you. I am going to leave for an hour but i will be back." I look at Zayn who had red puffy eyes. She means the world to all of us. She really does and i can see it. "I'm heading out. If any thing happens please call me right away. I don't care if you are in the middle of a conversation with the doctor.If he tells you something relating to Ashley and death fucking call me. Ok we will." Liam says. His tone stern. I hesitantly walk out the sliding glass doors and into the parking lot. I grab the keys out of my pocket and get in. I start the car but just sit there. I miss her so dam much! I want her to be back in my arms again. Like how it used to be when we were younger. I wipe the tears away that tried to escape down my cheeks and put my car in reverse. I go to end of the parking lot and turn left onto a one way street. Doubts kept running round my head as i got further and further away from the hospital. I wanted to just turn around and go back but i needed to get some things anyway. I press slightly on the brakes as i come to a red traffic light. I sit there for a good minute before it turns green. I didn't realise it until the cars behind me started honking and shouting at me to go forward. I press on the gas and jolt forward. This is gonna be a long fucking hour. I turn left and And then take a sharp right turn. I pull into the driveway and shut the car off. I go around to the boot of the car and push the top back up. I let out a long sigh. I head to the bonnet and secure it the rest of the way. I head towards the porch and just stop. "BLOODY FUCKING HELL!" I yell at the top of my lungs. I then continue to walk to the porch. I grab my keys and search for the house key. I unlock the door and step in. I shut the door and lean against it. I slowly let gravity take a hold of me as i slide down to the floor. I begin trembling as it all hits me and the tears start forcefully making their way down my face. I sit there and do nothing but cry. I don't want to lose her! I don't want to lose the love of my life. I know she has Harry now and they are going to get married but i still love her. I grab what strength i had left and pull my self up off the floor. I need to take a shower and get myself straightened out. I walk up the stairs slowly letting my feet drag up one stair after another. I pass the guest bedroom and stop at Ashley's door way. I walk in and sit down on the bed. I grab her shirt and hold it close to me. The aroma of her perfume still slightly lingered in the air. I sit there for a good five minutes before heading to my room. I notice the bottles that were still knocked over form when she pushed me up against my dresser. Why did she have to leave me so alone like this. I get into the left top drawer and grab a pair of black boxer briefs and a pair of white socks. I get into the closet and grab the shirt that Ashley always loved. It was a black Iron Maiden shirt with the Number 91 on the back. I remember when we were together she would steal that shirt and wear it around the house all the time. I shut the closet door and head to my white mini dresser that had my trousers. I grab a pair of faded black skinny jeans and shut the middle drawer. head to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and get the temperature the way i want it. I take my phone out of my back pocket and set it on the sink. I turn the ringer all the way up. I unbutton my trousers and slide them off. I throw them in the hamper and proceed to take off my pants. I take my shirt off and throw them in the hamper as well. I step into the hot shower and let the water run down my body. I grab the shampoo and squeeze some onto my hand. I rub it into my hair and then rinse it. I just stand there as the water runs from my head, trickles down my back and then lands with a semi loud thud onto the floor of the bathtub. I then take some conditioner and massage it thorough my hair. As i rinse it out my phone rings. I shut the shower off, grab a red towel off the hook and wrap it around my torso. I dry my hands off and then answer the phone. 

"Louis, it's Liam....I'm sorry. 

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