over again

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"What the hell Harry! Why in the bloody hell would you do this to me!" I yelled in complete and utter shock. "We are supposed to get married in a week! One week Harry! Ashley it's not what it looks like. These are not another woman's undergarments. Then who's are they then? They are yours baby. It was supposed to be an early wedding present, but you ended up finding them while i was trying to wrap them, so surprise. Don't pull that rubbish on me Harry!"


13. half a heart -Harry's p.o.v-

"I'm sorry...your fiance is in a coma and she might not wake up. We got her stable for now but we don't know how long it will last." I wipe away the tears that feel down my face. "I can't do this!" I run out of the waiting room and out to the parking lot. "BLOODY FUCKING HELL!" I scream at the top of my lungs. I fall to the ground and just completely lose it. I sit against the car and put my hands on knees. I set my head in my hand s and continue to cry. My voice was horse and my hands were shaky as fuck. I hear someone walk up. I life my head to see Zayn walking towards me. He kneels down beside me. "Harry she needs you to stay strong. It's what she would have wanted. SHE'S NOT FUCKING DEAD!" I yell. My voice cracking. In that moment all i wanted to do was sit there and not do a dam thing. But then i remember all the good times we had. There is this one memory i never want to lose. I look up at Zayn. "Can i tell you something? Yes of course you can." He sits down beside me. "There is this one memory of Ashley and i that i want to tell you. Go ahead Harry. So it was her senior year of high school and she asked me if i wanted to go with her to prom. I told her that i didn't know if i could cause i was three years older than her. So she asked the principle and she said yes. So i went with her and her mum to the mall one day to go prom dress shopping. She picked out this cute dress that her mum was iffy on but said she could get it cause it was her senior prom. It was a red kind of low cut dress. It was beautiful. 

As she was going back to the dressing room she pulled me along. we had a great time together in the dressing room." He looked at me and i could tell he had tears in his eyes. "The doctor said we all could stay with her. He told Louis that one of us should go get extra clothes for us all cause it could be weeks or even months before she wakes up." A tear makes it way down my cheek as i get up. I closed my eyes for a sec to try and pull myself together. It worked....until i stepped foot inside the E.R. Zayn led me back to her room. I didn't want to go inside in fear of losing it again. This is the hardest thing i have ever done before. Why didn't she tell me she was ill? Why did she try to spare me the pain and agony? If anything she made it worse by not telling me till it was too late. I mean what would have happened if we were at the alter saying our vows and then all of sudden this happened. I sigh and step into the room. She was hooked up to all different types of machines. She was hooked up to a ventilator, she had two IV's in each arm. She had a heart monitor thing and in that moment i hoped i would wake up and this was all a dream. "Harry go talk to her. I know it's hard to see her like this but we will give you some time. Does Niall know yet? No. We are going to call him when we get out in the hall." I watch as the guys leave the room so i could be alone with her. I know Louis to well and i know he is breaking on the inside but trying to keep it together. "Baby girl...i love you. Never in a million years would i have thought i would possibly loose the love of my life. Please baby wake up. I want you here with me. I want to be able to cuddle with you and tell you all my terrible yet funny jokes. I want to laugh with you, cry with you, hug you, and most of all call you mine." A tear makes it way down my check and lands on her left hand. I wipe it away. I take her hand in mine and kiss the top of it ever so delicately. "I miss you already Ashley. Please come back to us." My voice was shaky. My hands started to tremble a little. I put her hand down and left the room. My world just got split in two. Louis Sees me and runs after me. "Harry what's wrong? You don't look so hot. Why didn't you fucking tell me she had cancer again!" I shouted as i walked out of the entrance of the hospital. "She didn't want me to cause she wanted to spare you the hurt and pain of possibly losing her. Oh so i guess my feelings are spared then huh!" I yelled sarcastically. "Niall is on his way with his mum. Her dad is coming in the morning from Ireland." I look at him with pain filled eyes. I let out a big sigh and go back in. Louis grabs my arm just as i pass him and pulls me back. "Niall said he doesn't want you any where around her..." He trails off and i could see the hurt slowly rising on his face. "BLOODY HELL!" I yell at the top of my lungs. "You wanna know what. I don't give a fuck what he says. I will do what i want and if that means staying with her and getting beat up again then i will. I'm doing it all cause i love her and if he can't see how in love we are then he doesn't need to be at the wedding." Louis looks at me and smiles. "Why are you smiling? Cause i'v never seen you like this before." I give him a weak smile and nod. "Did you let him know why she is in here? Shit. No i forgot." I let out another sigh as a black Subaru pulls up and Niall gets out. "What the fuck did you do to her you son of a bitch!" I back away, trying to stay calm and not get into it even though all i wanted to do was punch his little leprechaun ass. "I didn't do anything." I say calmly. I could tell he didn't by it. "She has cancer again and went into a coma. They say she only has three weeks to live. I just found out a little while ago. She's been battling it for months yet she never came to me." My legs got weak and i fell to the ground as the tears came falling down. "I'm sorry Niall. Not everything is my fault. We just have to wait this one out and hope for the best."

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