Brother's Bestfriend

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  • Updated: 28 Jul 2017
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I’ve always been the play it safe girl. I don’t drink, do drugs, or even go to parties. I’m always the goody two shoes who has never done a bad thing in her life. Falling in love was the last thing I expected to happen to me. The worse thing about it was that he was my older brother’s best friend, Kyle Mori.

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14. Kyle POV: Chapter 12

I didn't mean to search her stuff. I really didn't. But because it was just there and the letter was from NYU with Zoe’s name on it, I could just not take a peek at it. It was a college acceptance letter. Of course it was. I didn't know what to think of it. I’m happy for her, but there's still a part of me that just wants to tear that letter apart and pretend it never existed. Maybe even send a letter back declining the offer just to be safe. I feel so disgusted with myself, but I don't act on it. I was still thinking about it though.

NYU was Zoe’s dream school. She had to go. It was also where her mom went as well, another reason why she should go. My feelings didn't matter and it shouldn't, I knew that at least, but I still felt lonely. God knows I’d give anything to go with her, but I can’t. I’m already starting my third year and plus Mom always seems to forget that she still has three kids to feed, so now I have to take up that responsibility. Fuck my life.

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    It’s been a week since I saw the letter and could not stop thinking about it. Zoe on the other hand hadn’t even mentioned it to me, which only makes it worse. I couldn’t just bring up the topic because I didn’t want it to seem like I was going through her stuff. Which I wasn’t. Then again when exactly will she bring it up? Do I even want her to bring it up though? I mean if she does are we going to have to break up? Zoe is still young and haven’t fully experience her youth. She should be able to date and follow her dreams, not be tied down by me. I don’t want to be the one tying her down. Yet I don’t ever want to let go.

 

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