Accepting me

a couple in love may fall apart due to a big secert


1. Chapter 1

People don't amuse me. I prefer animals, they are actually nice and kind. Actually, there is one person I can tolerate.His name is Aaron and trust me he is real. Aaron is the most real, funniest, most amazing person I know. Believe it or not, I am actually in love with this real person. He makes me want to be normal and amazing with him. I am literally his number one fan that knows everything about him. I even know the little things like what his favorite temperature is. I know I'm obsessed but trust me if you met him you would be too. Aaron makes me want to be a better person for him. However, there are pros and cons to his love. Aaron loves me so much that he brings me food all the time but he has blind trust in me. Aaron always believes me even when I lie to his face and I hate it. The only reason I lie is to keep him safe and not ruin the image he has of me. Aaron is the reason why I need to stop my secret hobby. It just isn't normal or humane, it is just plain wrong. I just can't stop, though, it devilishly soothing if that makes sense. It calms me down and has me always craving more. No one knows about it, just me. Keeping this secret is tearing me apart. I just can't do it anymore, he does not deserve this. Ugh. How can a lousy chemical reaction in my brain cause such irrational thinking? I damn well know I can't be a better person, I am horrible. Life sure is confusin and amazing at the same time. Like, you don't know where to go or how to get there but finding out how is such an adventure. Don't worry I don't alway have cliches to say. I guess this stupid love spell I am under has me talking and thinking like a mad woman. But I know you ar wondering what my disgusting hobby is and trust me, you will know when the time is right. 

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