I Shouldn't......Should I?

"Why are you doing this?",I say as he advances towards me.
"Because........I want to.",he says and smirks at me.He catches my arms and pulls me closer to him.

Our lips are a mere distance from touching .He pushes me onto his bed and looks at me seductively.

"We could get into trouble,you know?", I say as he climbs over me.........

Warning:- This book contains high sexual content .Please,read at your own risk.
Hope you make it through this book alive.



Eleanor's Point of View

When I woke up Niall wasn't beside me.I looked at the clock.

Wow!I slept the entire afternoon and evening.I had an amazing time with him.Let me see what's he up to.

I put on my clothes and went downstairs.Niall was upon the couch drinking wine.

I went and wrapped my arms around his neck."Hi baby.",I said as I snuggled beside him.

"Thank you for everything.",I said and gave him a kiss.

"Let's have dinner.",he said.

I went over to the dining table and sat down.

Just then,Niall's phone rang."Hi baby.How are you?"

I immediately turned towards him.

'Who is he talking to??And why so affectionately?"

"Who was that?",I questioned and walked towards him after he finished talking.

"None of your business.",he said.

"Niall,there's no need to be so rude.You can tell me."

"She's my girlfriend."

I was paralysed again.That's a joke.Please don't joke like that.

"Oh come on,tell me.Don't joke like that.You know,I don't like it."

"I said she's my girlfriend.Believe me or go to hell."

Eleanor,something is wrong.Niall wasn't like this.

"Please don't talk to me like that.It hurts me.And I'm your only girl.You don't have anyone else."

"What if I said I did?"

"Niall,this is a joke right?Stop it now,you're scaring me."

He swiftly turned around and banged me against the wall."I said I'm not joking.Céline Helene Vandycke is my girlfriend.",he yelled.

His words clearly reverberated in my ears.

"Then,who am I?",I said and began to cry.

"Now,you can go.I just wanted you for my sexual pleasure.Now,that your turn is over,you can go."

"Please explain everything to me.",I said crying.

"See,Eleanor I have this thing.I make a girl my friend,make her believe that I love her and just use her.Once my job is done,I let her go.This system has been functioning since the past 1 1/2 year.You're just another girl in line.

My heart broke into a million pieces.So badly,nobody would be able to rejoin it.

"How could you do this to me??I truly loved you.And what will happen to Céline when she comes to know about this?"

"Don't worry,she trusts me."

"My crime shows in England are absolutely true.You just used me for your sexual pleasure.Now,watch what I do.I'm not going to spare you Niall.This entire exposé is going to hit the world.Sneaky basterds like you deserve this treatment."

I walked away towards the door but Niall caught my hands and dragged me back.He literally dragged me across the floor.

"Oh no,you won't.Did I mention that I enjoyed a lot with you other than any other girl?I'm going to use you some more.",he laughed and said.

"You cannot use us innocent girls like this.I truly loved you.You can't cheat me and Céline.",I cried as I was dragged.

"I don't care.",he said and stuck a spoon with some food in my mouth.

No sooner did I swallow it than my head began to spin.

"Good night,Eleanor.Get ready for round 2 and see you in the morning."
I couldn't control myself.I didn't want all this but there was something in the food and then I passed out.


I woke up the next morning,with pain in my lower abdomen.Niall had raped me.My clothes were torn and they lay on the floor.There were bruise marks on my body.

"I'm being used for his  voyeuristic pleasures.All I wanted was love from him and now I'm his fuck buddy.",I told myself shedding tears.

I opened the door and went outside but just then Niall appeared again.I tried to ignore him and I wanted to get a glass of water but he stood in my path.

"Ahh,last night was beyond words!",he said and held my shoulders.

"Don't touch me.",I said and pushed him away.

"Don't you talk rudely to me in my own fucking house.Now that you did,your punishment is round 3.",he said.

He caught my neck and I began to choke."Open your mouth,goddamn it.",he said and forcefully tried to open my mouth.

I suddenly gasped for air and the spoon was stuck into my mouth.He made me swallow it.

My head was dizzy again and I fell down on the floor.I remember him tearing the only clothes I had on my body and throwing me on the bed.The last thing I saw was a shirtless Niall and then I passed out.....again.


When I came to again,few hours later,the clock read 11:23.

This is the third time he raped me,actually second because I the first time I demanded sex,but that still doesn't qualify.

"I'm his fuck buddy.Walk in whenever he wishes,fucks me and out of the room.I can't call anyone.",I muttered to myself.

Wait Eleanor.Look for a phone.I looked for a phone in the room but there was none.I remember putting my iPhone in my jeans pocket when the battery ran out.

I found my phone and I looked around for an iPhone charger.Niall's was lying in the corner.I connected my phone to it and waited for it to turn on.

When it did,I was thinking whom to call.I can't  obviously call Liam.He's mad at me.The only person whom I could trust was Louis.

But I'm mad at him too.He's the only saviour in my life at the moment.

I called him.Will he pick up??Please Louis pick up,I'll die here.

"Hello?",came his voice.

I was so happy he picked up,I began to cry.

"Louis,please I'm in need of help.Please rush to Niall's house and please take me from here.I'm locked in one of this bedrooms.Please Louis,I beg of you.Help me,please."

"Eleanor,what's wrong?"

"Louis,I'll explain everything when I meet you.Please save me.",I cried.

"I'm on my way.I'm coming,Eleanor.I'm coming.",he said and put down the phone.

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