I Shouldn't......Should I?

"Why are you doing this?",I say as he advances towards me.
"Because........I want to.",he says and smirks at me.He catches my arms and pulls me closer to him.

Our lips are a mere distance from touching .He pushes me onto his bed and looks at me seductively.

"We could get into trouble,you know?", I say as he climbs over me.........

Warning:- This book contains high sexual content .Please,read at your own risk.
Hope you make it through this book alive.



Eleanor's Point of View

I changed Freddie's clothes and laid him beside me on the bed.Uh,I'm so tired.

I changed my clothes and came beside Freddie.Louis wasn't in the room yet.I wonder what he's doing.

As soon as I hit the bed,I was lulled into a deep coma.


I was sleeping very well when something disturbed me.Thirst.

I looked at Louis.He was sleeping soundly and so was Freddie.Freddie had actually stretched out and was sleeping with his hands and legs apart.

I felt it so funny but I controlled my laughter."My baby.",I went closer to him and gave him a kiss.

I checked the time on my phone.01:34

Ooh,it's late.I took my glass and went downstairs.

I filled it with water and drank it."Didn't I tell you to tell me if you need anything?",suddenly came Louis' voice.I turned around and found him standing right behind me.

"Oh Louis,you scared the living hell out of me.What happened?",I asked feeling my heart's beats.

"I said if you need anything,you wake me up.You don't have to leave the room.",he said coming closer.

"Louis,I know you really love to help me but all these little things make me feel invalid;which I'm not.I can do almost everything.",I replied,putting my arms around him.

He just smiled at me.

"Can I tell you something?",I asked slowly.

"Tell me anything.",he said.

"Louis,I.....I love you.",I said.

I don't know how I gathered the courage to tell him.I also looked him in the eye which I didn't when I told Niall.

"I love you too.I've been wanting to tell you since the time I've met you.",he said and pulled me into a kiss.

"Oh you're so different,nothing like Niall.I love you.",I said and continued to kiss him.

Finally,he went to get a glass of water for himself.I ran up and looked at him as I ran.


The next morning when I woke up,I found that Louis and Freddie both had woken up and had gone down.

I'm so lazy.I was the last to wake up.

"Good morning,sunshine.Did you sleep well?",he asked as he prepared some eggs for me.

"I slept well but I ........"

"Eleanor,what's wrong?Tell me.",he said as he came towards me.

"I want to talk to Niall.I need to talk to him.It's bothering me."

"Don't worry,have your breakfast and I'll take you to meet him.",he said and made me sit upon a barstool.


After my shower,we sat in the car and we're off to Niall's house.Or should I rather say my ex?

A very weird energy was pulsating  through me.I didn't feel afraid.I was actually feeling very bold and I was ready to shake Niall up.

I rang his bell and waited for him to open the door.I held Louis's hand and he held the baby with the other one.

"Eleanor,what are you doing here?",he suddenly asked when he saw me at his doorstep.

"I came to check if you patched up with another girl.Maybe she's gonna need some advice from me.How best to please or rather pleasure you.",I said as I entered pulling Louis behind me.

He didn't tell me to enter but I just pushed my way.

"I need to talk to you.",he suddenly said with that docile voice."I want you to hand me over to the cops."

I was stunned at his response.Cops?

"Niall,I'm not here for that reason.I'm here because I want to forgive and forget about what happened."

"Eleanor,are you nuts?Don't forgive him.Lets turn him over to the cops.",Louis said.

"No Louis.No.Niall,this band is on the verge of falling apart because of what happened between us.Your career will crash.I don't want to be responsible for it.I don't want Niall girls to do what I did once they know what their man does to girls..."

I showed him my wound.

"What happened?",he asked.

"She tried to suicide all because of you.",said Louis,looking angry.

Niall stood with an open mouth."Eleanor,I'm really sorry.I didn't mean to.I really found and still find you very attractive.I don't know why,I did love you but all I wanted was sex.My mind was so blocked,I could think none other than that.After we did,I just felt that what I did was wrong but then I ended up raping you.",he said with tears.

"Niall......",I said and gave him a hug."Let's forget our history and get back to life."

"Please come back,Eleanor.",he said and kissed me.

"I'd love to but I'm with Louis now.I'm sorry Niall.You have Céline.I saw the pics,she's amazing.",I said.

"So you're going?"

"No,we'll still be friends.",I said."But this for the last time.",I said and gave him a deep kiss on his lips."I really did enjoy with you,Niall.Thank you."

He just smiled and then we were leaving.Just then,his musical voice stopped me in my footsteps.


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