Meant to Be

"Love isn't easy, and no one said it was. But now that she's gone, I have nothing to live for. No reason to wake up in the morning. No reason to go to work. I'm broken, and the only thing that can heal her."

"Leaving him was the hardest thing I could've ever done. But I can't go back now, everything is a mess, and I'll just make it worse"

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50. 49


I finished zipping up my dress and so I guess I was ready to go. Funeral day. I don't even know how to feel.

I mean how would you feel going to the only person that mattered's funeral? It's like deep down I know, or want to believe that he's not dead, and this funeral will prove that he is dead. That he is gone. I rubbed my stomach,

"I love you." I whispered taking the room key and heading out of the hotel room.

For some reason I want to believe I'm a widow. But I'm not.

I walked out to the front of the hotel my black heels clicking and clacking as I did. The driver opened the door for me and I climbed into the limo sitting beside Liam. I held my black purse tight in my hand sitting up straight.

"Don't mind me asking but why are you wearing sunglasses?" Grayson asked. All the guys were wearing black suit with they're hair jelled.

"Yea why love I quite like your eyes." Niall said,

"Because it's sunny." I snapped back and no one said a word. The real reason I was wearing these sunglasses was the hide the tears I already we shedding. My whole outfit was sad though.

A black dress that showed my stomach, with my hair in a bun and black sunglasses with black heels and red lipstick.

"And now a speech from Mrs. Olsen herself." Everyone clapped and I walked up the stairs the the little stage. I took the microphone and looked around. The beautiful chairs where people sat, the red aisle in the middle. The red roses and other flowers that were everywhere. I took I deep breath.

"Hi. Um...yea I'm Everleigh and Ashton was my boyfriend. Um...I loved him very much and if you couldn't already tell he was a father-to-be. Umm...." I felt tears forming in my eyes. A few trickled down and I choked.

"I'm sorry." I said dropping the microphone and running off the stage.

I ran to the car and locked myself inside bursting into tears. It was if reality had hit me in the face and left a huge mark. As if now he really was dead, and before it was just a joke. And that was scary.

I heard a knock on the window and l looked over to see Niall standing there. I unlocked the car and he climbed in beside me.

"You okay?" He asked slightly hugging me. I looked up into his crystal blue eyes,

"No" I said curling up into a ball.

"Look I know it's hard but you need to move on. Your baby's coming in what?....two weeks? You need to move on." I nodded,

"You're right Niall, you're absolutely right." I said climbing out of the car.

From now on I needed to focus on this baby. It was coming soon and I needed to be ready.

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