Meant to Be

"Love isn't easy, and no one said it was. But now that she's gone, I have nothing to live for. No reason to wake up in the morning. No reason to go to work. I'm broken, and the only thing that can heal her."

"Leaving him was the hardest thing I could've ever done. But I can't go back now, everything is a mess, and I'll just make it worse"

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Do you know what it's like to lose the person you loved the most in the entire world? The person who made you laugh when you were crying, the person who told you everything was okay when it all came crumbling down, the person who helped you up when you fell, the person who was your air and without them you would drown. Well I was drowning, and needed to get to the surface. I needed time, time to heal, and forget.

I woke up with the sun shining in my eyes. I groaned closing my eyes again, I hated feeling this way, and I was tired of hurting. I got up and grabbed a pen and paper. I needed to get away.

I scribbled up a letter,


Sorry I had to leave, the pain is killing me, I need time. I don't know if I'm going insane, or I'm blinded by pain but I'm leaving, don't worry too much.

Come find me please!

Yours truly,

Everleigh Mary Kate Olsen.

I packed my things and headed out.

I began to walk down the street not knowing where I was going or what I was doing. Why was I even leaving? I didn't know. I walked farther when a truck pulled up beside me and the tinted window rolled down. There was Louis, he opened his door walking over to me. I dropped my bag and began to run, I ran as fast as I could down the road. When I looked back I saw all the guys chasing me, I ran faster trying to get away, I had to get away.

It felt as if my lungs were about to burst, but I kept running. I felt arms wrap around my waist I looked over and saw Louis, Liam behind him then all the other guys coming over.

"What are you doing!?" I yelled,

"What are you doing? You tried to run away!" He said looking at me, I felt tears sting my eyes and he hugged me,

"It's just too hard Lou, it's too much." I cried, he stroked the back of my head,

"I know but you can't run from your problems, Ev you need to face them." He said I cried, then I felt another pair of arms wrap around me, then another and we all had a group hug in the side of the road,

"We're here for you love." Liam said and all the guys agreed. I was so blessed to have all these guys who were like brothers to me. So lucky.

Yet there was one thing missing...Ashton. His funeral was tomorrow, although I don't know how to have a funeral without a body, but I couldn't change it. I was scared this funereal was going to rip my apart. Break me.

Demolish me.

Beat me 'til I die.

And I would be screaming without being heard.

And that was scary.

Very scary.

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