Meant to Be

"Love isn't easy, and no one said it was. But now that she's gone, I have nothing to live for. No reason to wake up in the morning. No reason to go to work. I'm broken, and the only thing that can heal her."

"Leaving him was the hardest thing I could've ever done. But I can't go back now, everything is a mess, and I'll just make it worse"

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I knocked on her hotel for and waited, a minute or two later it opened and there she was, tears stained her face, and more still rolling down her cheeks.

"Yea?" She sniffled,

"I was woundering if you needed anything." I said she opened the door wider allowing me to come in.

Then she walked over to the hotel bed and laid down, I sat beside her stroking her hair.

"Niall." She sniffled,

"Yes love." I answered she took a shakes breath,

"Could you do me a favor?" She asked,

"Anything." I said she looked up at me,

"Could you hold me?" She asked I nodded climbing under the covers with her and holding her against my chest. She cried but maybe she would feel safer I didn't really know. I didn't know the pain she felt. So I couldn't tell.


It's been a week. A whole week and they haven't found te plane or anything. I have little hope he's alive but that little hope I have is only because they haven't found the plane, or any bodies. But there was little to none. His funeral was next week and to be honest I really didn't want to go. But I would. And now laying in Niall's arms it wasn't the same. The heart beat I could feel on my back, the scent I would inhale for each breath, and it felt off, but it was better than being alone. And that was a fact.

After about an hour a could feel Niall shift,

"Do you want to get some food?" I wiped my face now that the tears had finally stopped after a week and nodded slightly,

"Sure." I felt him getting up an I did too.

I opened the hotel door and held his hand staying close to him as we walked down the hall. He opened the front lobby doors and we walked out. I inhaled the fresh scent of flowers and grass, and just outside that I hadn't smelled in so long.

We walked down the street and stopped at a Starbucks. We ordered our drinks and food then waited in line.

When our names were called we took our stuff and went outside to sit down.

Niall pulled out a cell phone, when I got a better look at it I realized it was mine.

"Why do you have that?" I asked him taking a sip of my drink. He didn't answer but put the phone in front of me and clicked something on it.

"Listen" he said, I nodded slightly confused at what he was doing. Then I heard his voice,

"Hey baby, I'm coming home today! I can't wait to see you. It's so beautiful here, one day we will bring our family here and we can swim and play. I love you so much Everleigh. You're beautiful, and amazing, I love you babe. See you tonight! Bye." And the message ended, I felt a tear trickle down my cheek and I took in his words,

I love you too Ashton. I thought taking a sip of my drink I looked up at Niall.

"Thank you." I whispered, he nodded holding my hand from across the table. Ashton was gone.

And I had to accept that.

No matter how hard it will be.

I need to let him go.

Not from my heart.

But from my mind.

I wiped the tears off my face and took a bite of my sandwich. Maybe everything would be okay.

Maybe the universe was testing our love. And wasn't punishing me.

But who was I to know what the universe wanted.

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