Meant to Be

"Love isn't easy, and no one said it was. But now that she's gone, I have nothing to live for. No reason to wake up in the morning. No reason to go to work. I'm broken, and the only thing that can heal me...is her."

"Leaving him was the hardest thing I could've ever done. But I can't go back now, everything is a mess, and I'll just make it worse"

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//Everleigh//

You know that feeling you would get as a child, when you did something wrong and you were terrified that your parents would find out, but when they did and you told the truth they weren't all that mad?

Well that's the feeling I have, except there's no relief. I screamed and cried in the bathroom I slept in. Why did this have to happen to me?

Of all people me.

But there was nothing I could do about it, I screamed at the top of my lungs, I've never hurt so bad.

I heard a knock on the bathroom door,

"Go away!" I screamed before bursting into more tears.

"Everleigh." I heard a voice say,

"Daddy?" I choked out,

"Yes sweetheart." He said I crawled over to the door unlocking it and he ran in kneeling down to hug me. And hold me tight.

"It's okay sweetheart." He said holding me close,

"It hurts so much." I choked out again,

"I know baby, I know." He said stroking my hair, I felt like a baby being loved and happily rocked to sleep. My dad always knew how to help, how to save me. But this time it just might, not work.

I let out a loud scream and he hugged me tighter.

Was I going insane?

I needed Ashton.

He was practailly my air.

And now I'm drowning without him. As if I gasped and screamed for help, and only he would hear me. But he can't now.

He's gone.

Just like that.

Gone.

Gone.

Gone.

"Will it get better?" I asked him with a sniffle,

"I don't know baby, I don't know."

Sorry for the short chapter. I feel so bad for her. What do you guys think of Ashton's death? Comment below!

Thanks so much for reading!!

-Emily <3

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