Meant to Be

"Love isn't easy, and no one said it was. But now that she's gone, I have nothing to live for. No reason to wake up in the morning. No reason to go to work. I'm broken, and the only thing that can heal her."

"Leaving him was the hardest thing I could've ever done. But I can't go back now, everything is a mess, and I'll just make it worse"

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46. 45


I heard a knock on the door maybe it was Ashton he was supposed to be coming back today! I couldn't wait I missed him so much.

I walked over to the hotel door turning the knob and I saw Niall standing beside Liam. They seemed to be upset, not smiling or anything.

"Babe we need to tell you something." Liam said in a low voice, I was so confused I slightly nodded as they walked in the room. We all sat upon the couch I was in between the both of them.

"Um...Ev..there's been an accident." Niall said looking at Liam, he hung his head low.

"Babe the plane crashed." He said I felt tears form in my eyes,

"Is he alright?" I asked them they looked at eachother than me,

"Everleigh, they couldn't find the plane. They said it must've crashed in the water." Niall said, tears streamed down my face.

"He's gone." Liam whispered tears filling his eyes. I screamed and they both hugged me tight as I cried.

He couldn't be dead, what about our baby? I couldn't raise a child alone. I could feel my heart cracking soon ready to shatter. As I screamed and cried in they're tight embrace I broke, a piece of me was dying.

I never thought someone could have so much effect on me. I couldn't really blame anyone, the universe was punishing me, for something I did, something I said. And Ashton had to pay the price, causing me to break.

I know now that I will never heal. I never will be able to. I'm going to be broken forever. And no one can say or do anything to change that, I need him. Only he can heal me. And he's dead.


He's not, I know he's not. I pulled out of the hug looking at them.

"Have they found the bodies?" I asked between sniffles.

"No. But Ev that doesn't.." Niall said when I cut him off,

"Then he's not dead!" I yelled Liam held my shoulders.

"I sorry love he is." Liam said I shrugged him off me and stood up.

"NO HE ISN'T!!" I screamed running into the bathroom and locking the door. I slid my back down the door breaking down into tears.

I felt so small, like I didn't matter anymore. I thought I had power, when really I was weak the whole time. I miss Ashton, a whole lot. I never got to say goodbye, or I love you. I simply said 'See you soon' which I thought would happen. Turns out the universe he other plans.

As I cried in this hotel bathroom I thought about him, and all the fun we had together, the laughs and tears we shared, the fights we fought to make up, and when we found out about this angel inside of me that would change our lives forever. And now this angel had no father. It was three months too late to meet him. And now when this baby is born, every time I look at it, I'll see Ashton, and that might just tear me apart. My heart is cracking almost shattered. And in my heart I know he's there.

I looked around the bathroom, tears blurred my vision. It was slient.

"It's okay Ashton, It's okay. You'll go. And me and your baby will be fine. It's okay Ashton. This baby will grow up knowing who you were. I love you so much Ashton. Things will never be the same." I felt a tear trickle down my cheek and I laid on the bathroom floor crying to myself. I hugged myself tight, maybe it would make it feel like he was here.

But it didn't.

It made me miss him more.

So sad. :(

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