Meant to Be

"Love isn't easy, and no one said it was. But now that she's gone, I have nothing to live for. No reason to wake up in the morning. No reason to go to work. I'm broken, and the only thing that can heal her."

"Leaving him was the hardest thing I could've ever done. But I can't go back now, everything is a mess, and I'll just make it worse"

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I woke up, my stomach turning. I groaned as I got out of bed and made my way to the bathroom. A great way to start the day.

I kneeled down beside the bowl and let out the contents of my stomach.

Ashton came rushing in holding back my hair and rubbing smooth circles on my back.

The same thing has been happening for a week, maybe it's just the climate. But today were leaving so maybe I'll get better.

Once I finished I laid back to Ashton. He wrapped his arms around me, and kissed the top of my head.

"I have an interview today, you can come if you want." I sighed.

"Ya I'll come" I said slowly getting up. I walked back over to the room and put on Ashton's sweater. I kept on the shorts I slept in and pulled my hair up in a messy bun.

"Ready?" He asked, I nodded taking his hand as we left the room.

When we got to the breakfast I saw the boys at the table. I walked with Ashton to the food and he filled up his plate.

"Are you gonna eat?" He asked, I shook my head,

"I'm not hungry." I said.

"You need to eat something." He said, I shook my head.

"How about a muffin?" He said, I sighed.

"Fine" he smiled handing it to me and we went to sit down.

"There you two are!" Grayson said, I yawned and sat beside Liam.

"Yo Ev you alright you're burning up" Liam said placing an hand on my forehead.

"Yea I'm fine" I said plastering a fake smile.

In reality I was dying, my head was pounding, my stomach ached.

"Be amazing!" I said and kissed his lips.

We were in the dressing room he was about to go for his interview.

The kiss deepened and h pushed my against the wall lifting my (his) sweater when I stopped him.

"Ash you need to go on" I said.

"They can wait." He said kissing my neck.

"No Ash" I said placing a hand on his chest.

"Fine" he huffed pulling away.

"We'll finish later" I said with a wink. He smiled then left the room.

I ran over to my purse pulled out the razor, and went to the bathroom.

I felt so bad.

Short chapter :(

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