Meant to Be

"Love isn't easy, and no one said it was. But now that she's gone, I have nothing to live for. No reason to wake up in the morning. No reason to go to work. I'm broken, and the only thing that can heal me...is her."

"Leaving him was the hardest thing I could've ever done. But I can't go back now, everything is a mess, and I'll just make it worse"

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//Ashton//

"So Everleigh what seems to be the problem?" The lady asked. She was a therapist, and was supposed to help Ev with her eating disorder. I hate saying that, as much as she does but we have to face it, there's a problem and we need to solve it,

"Um...I have an..eating disorder" she said in a quiet voice. Taking my hand and holding it tight.

"Oh sweetheart, you shouldn't be embarrassed lots of girls I know are going through the same thing." She was so kind. Everleigh half smiled, I think that made her feel a little better.

"Everleigh, I would like you to tell me everything." The woman said. I didn't really know what she meant by everything. But Everleigh seemed to know because she nodded.

"I don't just have an eating disorder, I also suffer from depression. The eating disorder developed when my mother left our family for another man with more money, I thought it was because I was not worth it to her, that I was ugly. So I changed, in a negative way." She took a breath then continued.

"I developed depression after I had been raped by my brother, Brody. I had just been to scared of boys that it depressed me, during that I developed anxiety, and got panic attacks when I was around men." She ended and looked in my eyes.

I was speechless. All this happened. And I didn't know.

"Ash I'm sorry I told you I was a virgin, I...I didn't know how you would react." Tears were forming in her eyes I had to do something, I couldn't see her cry.

I grabbed her face and pressed my lips to hers. She instantly responded. And when we pulled away she was smiling. "I love you" I whispered.

"I love you too" she whispered back her warm breath fanning my face. I hugged her tight.

"I'm so sorry baby" I said into her hair. "It wasn't your fault" she said into my chest.

When we got back home we decided to go hang with the boys. We were leaving on tour in a week so we had to start packing. But got now we just wanted to relax. I haven't told Ev that One Direction would be there. I wanted to susprise her. I was sitting on the bed waiting for her when she came out in a beautiful short light blue dress.

"Is this okay?" She asked twirling in it. "Beautiful" I replied and she smiled. "I just need to do my makeup then we can go" she said.

"Why do you need to wear that sh*t you already look beautiful" she blushed. "Okay I won't wear it" and came over to me. "Can we go now?" She asked, I nodded and we headed out.

When we got to Jake's house, I put the car in park. And looked at Ev. She was shaking.

"Baby what's wrong?" I asked her in a smooth voice. I knew she was having a panic attack. She didn't reply. I took her hand in mine, and rubbed smooth circles on the top of her hand.

"It's okay baby, I'm here" I said softly, she slowed the shaking and smiled looking at me.

"Are you okay?" I asks her, she nodded. "Do you want to go inside?" I asked her, she looked into my eyes her eyes were a beautiful blue.

"I wanna go inside but not too long." She said I nodded.

"Anything for you baby" and we got out of the car and walked into the house.

I we walked inside, the music was so loud. We bumped into Shawn.

"Hey" he said.

"Hi" I replied.

"Uh...Ash can you come with me for a sec?" He asked. I looked down at Ev and she nodded.

"Yea sure" I said letting go of her little hand to follow Shawn.

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