Meant to Be

"Love isn't easy, and no one said it was. But now that she's gone, I have nothing to live for. No reason to wake up in the morning. No reason to go to work. I'm broken, and the only thing that can heal her."

"Leaving him was the hardest thing I could've ever done. But I can't go back now, everything is a mess, and I'll just make it worse"

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16. 16


He carried me into my apartment. I locked the door behind him and he carried me to the couch sitting me on it. We were both cold and shivering but couldn't stop looking at eachother. He pushed me down on the couch. Putting both hands at the sides of my head, his stomach lightly on mine.

"Where were we?" He said with a smirk. I smiled putting my hands on his chest. "Ashton I'm cold how 'bout I shower first?" I said he nodded getting off of me. I got up and walked to the bathroom.

"I'll be back." I said winking at him then going into the bathroom.

I ran the water then stripped of my clothes and hopped in. The water was warm against my cold skin. I thought about Ashton and about what might happen tonight. Was I ready? But a certain someone intruppeted my thoughts. Ashton came barging in naked and came in the shower with me.

"Ash..what the hell!" I yelled he laughed splashing water at me. I tried covering myself up but it didn't work so great.

"C'mon Ev have some fun!" He said. I laughed and splashed water at him.

We were both under the warm water laughing and splashing eachother. Ashton gripped my waist pulling me towards him.

"God you're beautiful" he whispered. I blushed.

"You too" I winked and he chuckled. I put my arms around him hugging him close. "

"You have no idea how much I missed you" he said. I didn't say anything I just squeezed him a little.

"Damn Ev I was drinking, doing drugs, taking advantage of girls, heck I had a drug overdose!" I looked up into his eyes

"I'm sorry" I whispered. He nodded "Don't you ever leave me again" he said in a 'dad voice' I giggled. "Yes Daddy" he hugged me and kissed the top of my head.

"Ash...I missed you a lot..I almost died" I said he pulled away with shocked eyes on me. "What you you mean died!?" He said I looked at my toes. "I stood in front of a train I missed you so much....but I was saved..." I say.

"Who? Who saved you?" He said.

" best friend" I said. He smiled. "I'm very thankful for Ethan" and he kissed me. With so much passion I loved him so much. He licked my lower lip for entrance and I gladly gave it too him our tongues swirled around each other I loved the feeling of his lips.

I pulled away just a bit.



"Are you scared to touch me?" I asked. He sighed.

"Yeah..I...I don't wanna hurt you or anything" he said I smiled. And pressed my lips to his, his hand on my cheek and the other on my waist.

"Touch me Ash" I mumbled to his lips and he dropped his hand from my cheek joining it with the other and he moved his hands down my body.

He grabbed my butt. "Did I ever tell you how much I love that a*s?" He asked. I shook my head slightly not breaking contact with his lips.

He pushed me against the shower wall breaking contact. "I love that a*s" this caused me to giggle. As he kissed me again his body pressing to mine as my back was against the shower wall.

I started to grind on him a bit I felt him smile against my lips. We pulled away. "Ash my water bill is going to be so expensive" I said he smirked. "Then I guess we'll have to go somewhere else" and he took my hand leading me out of the shower.

He tossed me one of his sweatshirts and I put it on. I went to my dresser and got a pair of panties. He put on some shorts and we headed to my bedroom.

I cuddled him under the covers Turing on the t.v.

"Watch do you wanna watch?" I asked him.

"Your eyes" he said I smiled.

"Cheesy" I said he chuckled.

"I know you love it!" He said and he was right I did love his cheesy comments they made me feel loved.

"Big Bang Theory?" I asked he nodded. "Sure" I turned up the volume then put the changer beside me and embraced the feeling of being in his arms.

I rested my head on his chest one minute and I was already bored. I turned off the t.v.

I took his hands and laced our fingers together. "Wanna talk?" I asked him, he nodded.

"Did you have sex with other girls?" I asked.

"Yes I did but all of them reminded me of you" I smiled.

I took his wrist longing to know. I rolled up his sweater sleeve.


More then I had ever seen, there were thousands, last time I saw them there were only about a hundred.

"Ash" I breathed my hand stroking over them all.

"I'm sorry Ev" he said I kissed his wrists. "No I am" I say. He kissed my head and we cuddled until my eyes got heavy and I eventually fell asleep.

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