Meant to Be

"Love isn't easy, and no one said it was. But now that she's gone, I have nothing to live for. No reason to wake up in the morning. No reason to go to work. I'm broken, and the only thing that can heal me...is her."

"Leaving him was the hardest thing I could've ever done. But I can't go back now, everything is a mess, and I'll just make it worse"

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//Ashton//

Sometime life sucks I get that. And bad things will happen. But honestly I'm hurting so much. It's been nearly two weeks since she left and everyday has been getting worse and worse. When I'm drunk I remember when I first met her a the bar, sex with other girls reminds me of her, and a high only lasts so long.

My life is falling apart. I just gave up on the band and the boys. And now I just lay on my couch. I need her. She's my air. My tears. My heart. My everything. But now...she's gone. I didn't get to say goodbye. I always dreamed about her. Coming back to me. Kissing me. Her little, soft hands in my hair. Her perfect lips light pink. Her beautiful hair in my face. I missed it all.

I never knew how much someone else could change you. How much you can rely on someone else to be there. I never knew how much a broken heart could hurt.

But now I do.

And it's the worst feeling in the entire world. I knew that I loved her.

But I didn't realize how much I did 'til she was gone.

Gone like that.

A blink of the eye.

Gone.

Gone.

Gone.

Sorry this was so short but longer chapters to come!

-Emily

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