Meant to Be

"Love isn't easy, and no one said it was. But now that she's gone, I have nothing to live for. No reason to wake up in the morning. No reason to go to work. I'm broken, and the only thing that can heal her."

"Leaving him was the hardest thing I could've ever done. But I can't go back now, everything is a mess, and I'll just make it worse"

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11. 11


I felt bad truly bad. I never should've called her father. She won't answer my calls or texts. I tried texting Natasha but she hasn't heard from her either. As for me I'm dying inside. I'e been cutting and I feel bad about it I promised her I wouldn't, but she also promised not to leave me.


I think I need to leave. Get out. Be alone. I lay on my bed thinking this. My dad hasn't come upstairs. Since last night. I got out a pen and paper and wrote...


I love you so much and I'm sorry if you can't agree with me loving Ashton. I'm sorry I let you down so I decided to leave. I don't know for how long or when I will be back but I will come back. Please don't blame yourself it has nothing to do with you. If you could kindly give the other letter to Ashton that would be great.


Everleigh <3

I signed my name then wrote Ashton's letter.

My Beloved Ash,

I love you so much and I don't understand why you called my dad but you did...and I'm not mad about it. I'm leaving and I don't know when or if I will be back. Please don't blame yourself Ash it's not your fault at all it's me and right now I feel I need to do this. I'm sorry if I caused any pain but please believe me when I say that I love you but I just need a break. A break for all this chaos. Please understand!

Love you always,

Everleigh <3

(P.s. I'm changing my number and please don't try to find me.)

I set the two letters on my bed and began to pack.





I had everything dad was at work so I decided to just leave. I left the letters on my bed and headed out the door. I knew I would cause pain but I really truly needed to leave. As I walked on my front porch a voice in my head 'Don't go you love Ashton don't leave him' I ignored it and continued walking down the street to the the bus stop. Another voice; 'He's hurting, he's hurting real bad' I saw Ashton cutting himself. I felt a pain in my chest as I sat on the bench waiting for the bus to arrive.

I went on the bus. And took a seat. I looked at the map. I guess I was going to New York. A four hour ride. I got comfy and laid back on the seat. My heart hurt so much but I tried to ignore it.


I was in so much pain I just laid on the couch the t.v was on but I wasn't watching it I was thinking about Everleigh. And how much I missed her. I heard a knock on the door and sighed. I walked over and opened the door. To my surprise Mr. Olsen was there his eyes wide he was breathing hard, two pieces of paper in his hands. "Hello" I said in a small voice to be honest I was scared of him. He shoved a piece of paper in my hands and I took it. There was hand writing, Everleigh's handwriting.

After I read the letter I looked up at him. His eyes were watery and my got watery as well. "This is all my fault" he said and hugged me. I hugged him, this May have been aquaward but I was too upset to care we cried together. "We have to find her" I said. He nodded and walked to the door. I waved and he waved back then left.

I laid on the couch and cried. This was my fault. My fault she left. I held the paper in my hands hugging it. I just wanted her here in my arms. Her scent filling my nose. I ran to my room. Her shirt. I remembered when she was on my porch soaked. I cried into the shirt all I wanted was her back. Why couldn't I have that.

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