Meant to Be

"Love isn't easy, and no one said it was. But now that she's gone, I have nothing to live for. No reason to wake up in the morning. No reason to go to work. I'm broken, and the only thing that can heal her."

"Leaving him was the hardest thing I could've ever done. But I can't go back now, everything is a mess, and I'll just make it worse"

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6. 06


I was at Ashton's place we were sitting on the couch watching T.V when I got a text from my Dad.

Dad: Where are you?

Me: Ashton's

Dad: Text me when you're coming home.

Me: Okay love you.

Dad: Love you too Princess.

I looked over to see Ashton looking at me. "What?" I asked. "Your Dad seems nice" he said. "Yeah he is" I said. Ashton looked down at his hand in his lap his other arm was around me. "When will I meet him?" He asked.

"Ummm.....I dunno" I said and looked at my feet. "Come on I have to meet him!" He said a little louder. "No" I said in a small voice. "Everleigh you can't just decide to hide me from your Dad!" He yelled. I sighed. "Ashton you can't meet him because of this!" I yelled pointing to us. "Because he thinks were just friends and if he finds out we're dating I'm dead!" I yelled. "This is too much!" I yelled. "If it's too much then leave!" He yelled my heart broke. I didn't want to leave. I wanted to be in his arms, his hand brushing my hair. "Fine!" I yelled standing up. I walked over to the door and opend it then slammed it on my way out.


I just sat there. She really left. What if I never saw her again. I missed her. I never should have told her to leave. I decided to go to bed.

I was in the bathroom brushing my teeth when I saw my razor. I held it on my wrist and I cut my skin. I winced in pain then washed the blood off under the water. Then I went to bed my heart shatters into a million pieces. I missed her. What was going to happen now?


I had no where to go. I didn't feel like going home and I couldn't go to Tash's her family is over. So I decided to check into a motel. I had just enough money for one night. I went to sleep. It was the most uncomfortable sleep I've ever had.


I had band practice today but I didn't feel like going. My whole body ached I missed her so much. I made a cup of tea and decided to go outside for some fresh air. When I opend the door I saw Ev cold and wet hugging her knees to her chest, tears stained her face, she was shivering her cold lips blue. She looked up at me her eyes red and puffy. "Ev" I breathed and dropped my cup of tea. The glass cup shattered but I didn't care. I sat on my knees and stroked her hair. "Ev you're freezing" I said and helped her up. She grasped onto me and cried into my chest. I kissed the top of her head and carried her inside. I sat her on the couch and got a blanket. I wrapped her up. She was still shivering her clothes were soaked. I went to my room and got one of my sweaters and a pair of leggings that are my sister's but she has a husband and kid now. I walked back to the living room. "Here" I said and handed her the clothes. "Thanks" she said and got up to go change in the bathroom. I made some tea and one of those packaged popcorn things and when she came out she looked beautiful. She was wearing my sweater and her hair was in a messy bun. I walked over to her. "Ev...I'm sorry I know I..." She kissed me. Her hands were in my hair I hugged her close. Her lips were cold along with her face so I held her close to me trying to keep her warm. "Ashton" she said. "Yes." I said. "Ashton I....I" I cut her off. "Let's sit" I said and brought her to the couch. I wrapped her up in a blanket and sat down beside her. "You know I stayed in a motel last night." She said."Why you couldn't have stayed here" I said. "Well you kinda kicked me out" she said with a small laugh causing me to smile.


I took his hand and that's when I noticed a scar....closer to his palm then the other one's I saw yesterday. I took off the bracelets that reveled new scars. He had been cutting last night. "Ashton" I whispered as I stroked each new scar. "I'm sorry" he said. I kissed his wrist. "I'm sorry you cut because of me" I said. "No! I...I hated myself for what I said to you" he said. He kissed the top of my head. "I love you" he said. "I love you too" I said and kissed his wrist again. "Ash?" I said. "Yea?" He asked. "Please promise me you won't cut?" I said. "Only if you promise not to leave me." He said. "Okay" I said and we cuddled while watching the T.V.

Eventually all fun comes to an end. "I have to go home" I said Ashton groaned. "I'm sorry but I have to I haven't been home in two days my Dad's probably worried." I said. "Well let me drive you" he said. And we got up and went into his truck. I hopped in the passenger seat and we were off. My house was about twenty minutes away so we had lots of time to talk. "When will I see you next?" He asked. "I don't know" I said. And we were silent for a bit then he pulled over. "What are you doing?" I asked. He turned the car off. "Come here" he said and I crawled over to him. I sat on his lap. "What?" I asked my hands on his chest. He kissed me. This was a passionate kiss our lips moved in sync.

When we pulled away to catch our breath my forehead on his. Then he started kissing my neck making his mark on me. His hands were under my sweat shirt rubbing my bare back. He started pulling it up. "Ashton" I said. He pulled away. "Yes Baby?" He asked breathlessly. "Ashton we can't do this" I said. "Okay" he said. I loved how he always understood. I kissed the tip of his nose before climbing back over to my seat. "Why'd you move back over there?" He asked with a smirk. I crawled over to his lap and sat. "Wanna steer?" He asked. "Sure?" I said and put my hands on the wheel. His hands were on top of mine his feet on the pedals, and mine just hanging there. We were back on the rode and he helped me steer. Saying that I was a natural and I should get my lincse. Luckily we weren't pulled over. And when we got to my house my Dad wasn't there probably at work. I kissed Ashton goodbye "Do I get that back!" He asked pointing to his sweatshirt "Nope" I said "I'm starting a collection" I said, "A collection of my shirts?" He asked. "Yup" I said and went inside.

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