Mettaton is hot, popular, and according to most people, flawless.

But he has a secret that might change that.

A secret that's not safe with anyone.

Or so he thinks.


7. Dream

People in a circle, they're all laughing.

Spin the bottle is such a pointless game, I'm thinking, It's so dumb.

The boy next to me spins it and

It turns all the way around.

Almost all the way around.

Right to me.


I can't kiss a boy. I can't kiss him even if I love the feel of his dark skin, even if I love the way his curly hair falls into his face, even if he's smiling at me (and I love his smile.)

I'm not like that. I like girls, I always have.

I open my mouth to protest but nothing comes out.

And he's leaning in. He's laughing too.

He likes girls too, right? This is just a game.

Or maybe that's just what I'm telling myself.

I laugh, trying to show that I'm not being serious but all the voices and faces around me are a blur. All I can focus on are his chestnut eyes.

And the way he never buttons the top two buttons on his flannel shirts.

And his lips are on mine. He's a really good kisser. I kiss back. It's only for a second but it leaves me wanting more.


No it doesn't.

I'm not like that.

I'm not gay.

I wake up. I'm sweating like I just had a nightmare, but I'm glad it was just a dream.

But, God, I like him too much. How long can I keep this up?

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