The Popular Boy

Clara is just into her freshman year of high school. She is the quite girl that nobody talks to. Then she gets partnered up with one of the Junior Baseball players named Tyson. She falls for him the first time they talk. But they come from two different world... Will they fall in love or will it all fall apart at Clara's feet.

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4. Alone With The Mind

For the past couple days I have been ignoring Tyson. He keeps calling and texting me. He even tries to pull me off to the side of the hallways and I just keep walking passed him. How can I talk to him when i do not even know whats going on or happening myself. I feel like such a mistake it unreal. I knew it was wrong to move in for a kiss. I knew it was wrong to feel the way i felt. For crying out loud. He is a jock and i'm a lonely loser. It would have never worked out. 

The student council had a meeting after school. Which I was there with the schools newspaper. As you would expect Tyson was there. Normally i do not come to these things because someone else does. Tyson sat two chairs away from me and kept trying to get my attention. Texting me to talk to him. I eventually couldn't handle being that close to him so I got up and left. The door did not immediately close behind me. Which made me feel someone followed me. I was right, when i looked over my shoulder Tyson was right behind me.

"Clara stop please i'm sorry, Just talk to me. What else do I need to do." He asked sounding like he really meant it.

I didn't say anything but I turned right which takes you to the stairs to the roof of the school where they let some students plant flower. As I hoped Tyson followed me. We finally got to the top of the roof.

"Says something please." He said. I felt the change in his voice.

I search for words.... then finally spoke "Tyson you can't do this. One minute you tell me we can't even be friends then we are almost kissing. I'm not mad at you. I'm hurt. Because one you have a girlfriend. Two you won't even be seen near me.  So how am i supposed to feel. I'm not going to just sit there and kiss you no matter how much i wanted to. Then just watch you all over another girl and ignoring me at school and we can only be together while we work on our projects. It's not right. You cannot just expect everything to be okay. You know that a Jock and popular person and a normal loner loser never get together. Ever. So what makes me think any of this could work out.

I knew i got my point across because i could tell he was looking for words. 

"Why won't you look at me Tyson?" I said

He looked at me and spoke "I know we cant be together i know "our people" don't ever work. I know its against the rules. But every time i look at you i get lost. For the first time in forever i feel like i can be myself. Be real for once. I'm always lying to someone. I lie to my dad about wanting to be a professional Baseball player. I lie to my girlfriend telling her i love her and wanna be with her, when she isn't the one i want. I lie to my friends telling them that this is what i want in life when it isn't what i want. But with you i feel like i can be the real me. I tell you things nobody knows. And for you to leave me. Not talk to me hurt. Because you're the only real thing in my life.  But i'm not ready for everything to happen. I don't wanna loose my friends. I don't wanna lose my dads love. I could loose my girlfriend for all i care. I just need time to do it. And tell them."  I have never looked at him like i did at that moment and without even thinking twice i went in and kissed him. His lips against mine. Just felt right like it was supposed to be. It was the most romantic thing that has happened in my life.  

Once we both pulled away he smiled. It was the first time i have ever seen Tyson smile before. The way his face clinched together around his dimples. The wrinkles above his nose. I just took it all in. I Clara Robertson has kissed the most gorgeous guy in the school. 

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