Truth and Lies

There's always love in friendships and relationships, and there's always drama. Mary is an ordinary teenage girl, who's dealing with both teenage drama and personal issues.

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5. The Second Place

Thursday 2 AM

I’m lying in my bed. Restless. Thinking about the last days. The last days I’ve gotten closer with Ally, and Ally with Fred. I really want them to end up together. Maybe because I really care about them both. Maybe because they’re good together. Maybe because I’d feel better about myself. I just feel like they’re supposed to be together, and maybe it’s because I want David, and I don’t want to feel bad about wanting him.

I walk down to the kitchen, thinking about me chasing David around in the living room, and him making me breakfast in the morning. Remembering him kissing my neck, and saying, that it was all for me. Just for me. It’s been so long since someone have cared about me. I’m scared. So scared.

The last time it just hurt me so bad. I’m still broken, and I don’t think, that I’ll ever heal.

I boil some water. I need a cup of tea, but then this voice appears. It’s like someone is standing behind me, whispering in my ear.

“Go over to him”, it says. I find a cup. Try to ignore it, but then it’s like it pulls me closer. Leads me into its darkness.

“Go”, it whispers louder, and it pushes me out the door. I walk, barefooted to his house. I don’t know, what I’m doing, but I keep going. I ring the doorbell, and some girl opens in David’s hoodie. She’s got long brown legs and bright green eyes. She looks like a model, and then I’m just standing there feeling like an ugly ass whale.

“Who are you”, the bitch says.

“Who are you?”, I say, like I’m David’s girlfriend or something. David comes running all white in his face like he’s seen a ghost. He pulls the girl back, and tells her to go upstairs.

“Hey, what are you doing here?”, he says with his messy hair and sleepy eyes.

“You were just playing me, weren’t you?”, I say with anger and regret.

“What are you talking about?”, he says, playing dumb. I roll my eyes at him. I'm so stupid. I fell for his stupid games, and now I'm just like every other girl. Exactly what I didn't want.

“I shouldn’t have come”, I say and walk away. He runs after me. 

“I thought, you didn’t care about me. You haven’t talked to me since the car episode, and I just thought, that you were using me”, he says. I keep walking away. Ignoring him, until we’re outside my door.

“You hurt me”, he says, and I look at him. 

“Well, you just hurt me too. Congratulations”, I never tell anyone stuff like that. I just let my guard down, and I hate opening up. 

“So you do care?”, he says, knowing that I just let my door a little open. 

“Goodnight”, I say and close the door in his face.

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