My Story

This is about my life currently.

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17. Drowning

Everything drags me down.

I feel like I can't breathe.

I feel burning pressure,

In my chest.

It all hurts.

Everything.

I plug my ears,

With the pain,

Screaming in my ears.

But it doesn't,

Ease the pain.

Not this time.

I feel it all,

So, so, so bad.

This pressure,

This pain,

This silence,

This depression.

I just want to

Fall away,

And give it up.

Give it all away.

I wonder if I just,

Dodged a bullet,

Or lost the love of my life.

What is happening,

To me?

I don't want to,

Keep living this way.

Feeling all this pain.

So many people,

I've lost.

How many f***ing more,

Do I have to,

Lose?

I'm drowning,

Going down,

Down, 

Down.

Damnit.

I'm sorry.

So sorry.

Please forgive me,

Mom,

K,

Dad,,

T,

Lou,

B,

Maw,

Bry,

W,

Bay,

P,

Bray,

Reagan,

Pa,

Hope,

TT,

Ice,

Malik,

Kevin,

Sam,

Joseph,

Madds....

Everyone...

I'm so sorry.

Forgive me.

Save me.

I

Am

Drowning.

 

 

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