The Life of A Teenage Girl

This is just me doing poems when I have nothing better to write and I have something that I would like to get off of my mind and onto paper. This might go down at some point or it might stay up until I hit 100. I don't know. But until than Just enjoy getting closer to my soul through words that are o the computer.


11. Today I...

Today I told a lie

Today I told a truth

Today I asked for a book

Today I went numb

Today I cried

Today I played with the dogs

Today I got yelled out 

Today I got my heart broke because someone died in a book

Today I tried to get a job

Today I ripped off the mask I hid behind

Today I showed the ghosts who I really am

Today I scared the ghosts away

Today I felt nothing but hatred

Today I was happier than I had been in a while

Today I finished reading a good book

Today I started reading another

Today I asked for help

Today I got a pounding headache

Today I cried again

Today I thought that nothing could hurt me

Today I thought that it would be best if I tried to feel something

Today I tried to cut myself with a sharp stick

Today no one would sit near me

Today I found out that my only friends have left me 

Today I found out that I like to feel pain

Today I found out that I want to be happy again

Today I found that happiness in the form of a book

Today I... stop hiding from everyone like I used to

I have made my mind up 

I want to stop hiding

I need to stop acting like someone I am not

I need to come out of my box and find something to do

Something to LOVE

Today I showed my true self and scared others away

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