Dear Best Friend Forever

This is to my bestest friend in the world whom I hold so dear and has NEVER given up on me. I hope you see this bestie. I love you. And ich liebe dich means I love you in German.


12. 1/31/17

Dear Best Friend,

         It's scary with her being on here. I've already explained to her why. It's hard. And I'm worried that it's a fake. How do I know it isn't fake? She going to have to do something so I can trust that it's her. How did she know I was on here and HOW did she find me. That stresses me out more than anything.

        Today has been a nice day otherwise. Z and I are getting along better and actually talking. Sometimes we just don't talk and it's awkward. I like him. I like him a lot. He gives me food. He gave me a cookie he made today. <3 I think you would like him if you met him.

        I've got so many stories on here. I am not putting anymore on here until I'm done with one of them. Some of them are meant to keep going on. It's hard keeping track of all of them everyday. Lol. I'm so addicted to writing. It makes me happy and lets out stress. I've got one more story that's in draft mode but I haven't written anything. I'm tempted to just delete it. Well, I've got tonight to think about it. 

        My "sisters" are so crazy. Sometimes they drive me nuts. But lately it's really felt like, to me, that they're my sisters. I've been treating them like it too. I don't really have any other siblings anymore so...... Yeah. The real ones rarely, if at all, even talk to me and I haven't talked to them in 2 and a half years. Damn, it's hard. I ask about seeing them but no.

       I've got to go.

       ich liebe dich <3


                        Best Friend/Daughter/StarGazer141

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