Dear Best Friend Forever

This is to my bestest friend in the world whom I hold so dear and has NEVER given up on me. I hope you see this bestie. I love you. And ich liebe dich means I love you in German.


8. 1/25/17

Dear Best Friend,
                   You seen this!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! This is literally the best thing that has happened in months. I'm so happy. I have my bestie! *HUMONGOUS SMILE* I've missed you like crazy.

                  A lot of us girls that I live with got kicked off the bus. I got in trouble for cussing on the bus. To me they're just words. Why do we even have good and bad words? Then one of the teachers snapped at me and told me to get out of the lunchroom. I didn't do anything. I literally was sitting there. She asked me if I was getting breakfast. I said no. Then she snapped and said "Then go" in an awfully hateful voice.

                  You remember how I felt at home? That sick, anxious, fearful, stressful, angry, hurt, shameful, depressed feeling I always had? That's what I feel now. Again. This feeling is my hell. When it got to be too much to handle, I ran from it. I hate it so much. It causes me to have nightmares and nightmares and nightmares. Last night I dreamed that I was kidnapped and my parents thought I ran away. Even though it's years later, I have terrifying nightmares about running away. I'm not going to run away ever again. Never ever again.
                 I wish you were here so you could talk to me. I miss you like crazy. You literally know everything about me. I miss talking to you, laughing with you... I miss doing everything with you and telling you everything. I hope you're doing okay.

                We've talked so stinking much today. I LOVE IT! It feels like it's made for a thousand years. It's kinda crazy though that we've had this school family thing going on four like 5 years. And that we've been on here for like 3 years

                Gotta go

                ich liebe dich <3


                                          Best Friend/Daughter/StarGazer141

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