Break On Me

"Maybe it's not about the happy ending.. Maybe it's about the story."

Sometimes it’s hard to accept what is, and it’s hard to go along with something even though you know you could do better.. But how come it’s so easy to slip up? So easy to say the wrong thing, use the wrong words, or even make the wrong moves? Sometimes we just all need to break.. in more ways than just mentally. I want you to know, that no matter what, I will always be here for you.. whether you like it or not, if you want me here or if you want me to live.. If you love me, or if you hate.. You can always break on me baby.

We loose ourselves in the things we love, we find ourselves there too..


56. Chapter 055

  //Emmy//   Honestly I don’t know what’s scaring me more, the fact I’m going to meet my real father or the fact I’m going to meet two complete strangers who apparently are related to me. Which one it might be that’s worrying me, I wish it would stop because I’m getting uncomfortable just sitting here thinking about it all.
Harry had Katie on his lap facing him, he was talking to her and lightly tickling her every now and then to get a giggle from her. They get along so well, it’s like he has magic powers. He can come in the room and she’ll just stop crying, she’ll be good and happy for him, but for me she just cries and whines. Sometimes it gets to me, like I feel like I don’t matter to her, but other times I just let it go. I try my best to not stress over simple thing these days.
“Right this way.” I heard the voice belonging to the woman from the front of the restaurant say not to far behind me. I can’t even zone out right, what’s wrong with me?
“Em.” Harry says, touching my thigh with his hand. I look over at him and he raises his eyebrows as he tilts his head in my direction. I turn in my chair to see what he meant when suddenly I looked up and saw two people standing there with nervousness plastered on their faces.
“Here’s the rest of your party, Mr. Styles. A waiter will be with you soon.” I hear the woman say but I never look at her. I press my hand on top of the table as I go to stand, needing that extra support.
“Emmy.. I’ve waited entirely too long for this day.” The man said, his voice I recognize over recent phone calls. I bite the inside of my cheek, staring into his eyes he reminds me of myself. I thought I looked like my mother but I look just as much like him as I do her.
“I can’t believe your actually here.” I mumble out, not too sure how to react to this unreal moment right now. There he was, that’s  him. That’s the man that never had a chance to raise me, the man I never even had a damn clue about. My eyes look over to the girl standing beside him – that’s  her, that’s  my sister.
“I’ve been driving myself crazy all week, I just can’t believe I’m seeing you in person.” She says to me.
Before I even realize it, I had my arms wrapped around the taller man’s torso. He held me just as tight in return, resting his chin on my shoulder. My heart is thumping loud in my chest – when he put his arms around me it’s like a fire ignited from a spark I never even knew was there. That missing piece – it’s  them. And finally they’re here.
“I’ve always loved you darling, I never wanted it to be the way it was.” James says into my ear, he’s already mentioned that if I don’t feel comfortable with calling him what his title in my life is then I don’t have to – I was honest with him, I probably won’t be able to all the time, it’s just a lot to take in.
He releases me after kissing my temple lightly. I step over in front of the girl a few years younger than me. Just when I was about to take the first move and hug her she beats me to it and wraps her arms around my shoulders.
“You’re so beautiful.” I whisper to her, squeezing her tight as she gently begins to rock us from side to side. I’ve always wanted a sister, and I never knew I actually had one.
“And you’re gorgeous.’’ Nikki mumbles back with a slight laugh. That adorable little giggle from behind me took my attention and I removed my arms from her and turned around with a smile on my face, still amazed by this moment.
“Oh my gosh! She’s so cute.’’ Nikki says as I make the short distance to Harry, who’s still in the chair. I motion him with my hand to stand up and he does with a light sigh, not really wanting to but knowing he has to. He’s holding Katie against his chest with his arm like she likes to be held.
“James, Nikki um.. This is Harry, my fiancé, and Katie.. our daughter.” I introduce them to each other with an extension of my hand towards them.
Harry glances at me before he gives them a smile, “A pleasure to meet you two.’’ He says, extending his hand to James kindly, Harry has good manners when he wants to. They shake hands firmly before dropping.
“Nice to meet you, too.’’ Nikki says, Harry gladly shaking her hand as well. It’s all so unreal to me, like I’m dreaming or something. I can’t even believe this is really happening.   Short Chapter I know. Sorry.
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