Break On Me

"Maybe it's not about the happy ending.. Maybe it's about the story."

Sometimes it’s hard to accept what is, and it’s hard to go along with something even though you know you could do better.. But how come it’s so easy to slip up? So easy to say the wrong thing, use the wrong words, or even make the wrong moves? Sometimes we just all need to break.. in more ways than just mentally. I want you to know, that no matter what, I will always be here for you.. whether you like it or not, if you want me here or if you want me to live.. If you love me, or if you hate.. You can always break on me baby.

We loose ourselves in the things we love, we find ourselves there too..


42. Chapter 041


“Enjoy yourself, now. Don’t be afraid to use this.’’ Harry says as he hands me the plastic card. A smile at him, he knows I’m a little more willing to use his money now that we’ve been together longer.
“I will, and only if I see something I actually want.’’ I remind him of my intentions when it comes to this.
“Don’t look at the price tag, just the fabric.’’ He winks at me before leaning down, his lips brushing mine. I just wanted to kiss him, I wanted this morning to repeat itself, but I know that can’t happen right now. I have places to be, and he has work to do.
The lobby of his building was buzzing as it normally did, people getting started on their work and projects, things were always the same around here. Sadly, though, Harry has to start spending more time up here. He has stuff to work on, but that’s okay. I can come visit whenever I want, and there’s a lock on his office door, so either way we’ll be good.
“I hate to rush, but Emmy.. we have places to go love.’’ Carly laughs as she waits for me to join her. I didn’t completely lie to Harry, I will be with Carly today – she’s going to the hospital with me, then we’ll go shopping.
“I love you.’’ Harry says, a smirk playing on his lips.
“I love you, too.’’ I reply in a whisper just seconds before his lips push against mine.
Since our time is short, I don’t hesitate to part my lips for him. His tongue slides in and he explores my mouth. We stay in sync for a little bit, knowing that we’ll have to part ways soon. Harry was right, the more sex we have the better we get along.
I pull away, leaving him a little disappointed as he leans up, his arms wrapping around me. I smile against his chest, loving the smell of his cologne and the feeling of his button up shirt against my cheek.
“See you at lunch.’’ He murmurs to me, placing a kiss on top of my head.
“Bye.’’ I say as I release him and step back, hating what comes next but knowing it has to eventually. Harry looks very sexy when he goes to work, I guess it’s the damn trousers and the blazer, I don’t know but whatever it is it always makes me feel erotic things inside. He does that to be anyways, so it just increases.
“Bye.’’ He smiles at me as I turn on my heel, following Carly out the door. I could still feel his eyes on me, he won’t walk away until I’m out of the building and in the taxi – I just know it.
“Clingy.’’ Carly says with a smile as she looks over at me.
“He’s not clingy..’’ I mumble back, not taking it as an insult though.
“I was talking about you.’’ She corrects me, cocking her eyebrow as we walk through the exit.
“What did I do?’’ I ask, rather confused. Carly hurries over to a taxi that was already pulled over, glad she was quicker than me.
She opens the door and gets in, I follow behind and shut the door once we’re both ready to leave. I reach in my purse and grab the card with the address on it, I’m not good with directions. The driver looks at me in the mirror, eyebrows raised as he waits for the location to be revealed to him. I pass him the card. He sighs out as he reads over it a few times, getting the address in his memory before handing it back to me. He starts up the car and soon falls in the traffic lane toward my destination.
“It’s not exactly what you said, babe.’’ She says, looking over at me. I see her from the corner of my eye, smiling as she waits on me to say something.
“Then what?’’ I ask with a laugh, turning my head to meet her gaze.
“I know it just killed you to leave him.. in a building full of women.’’ She says, giving me that common you know what I mean look that a lot of people do.
“I mean.. he’s not like that, Carly.’’ I remind her.
“I know.’’ She nods to me.
I know she’s only playing with me, so I don’t let anything bother me. Besides, Harry’s a good man, if anything. And I know he would never do that to me. And plus he doesn’t even like anybody that works for him, well besides me.
“So why are you so happy? You’re not a morning person.’’ Carly asks me curiously, her eyebrows furrowed as she stares at me.
“I’m.. I’m just happy.’’ I say, biting the inside of my cheek as I look down at my lap, I didn’t want her to tell that I was bluffing.
“Oh, come on! Tell me!’’ She says, nudging me with her elbow. I feel my cheeks redden at the thought of this morning, the feelings and the words. Everything just makes my whole body fluster, makes me want to go back to Harry and do it all over again.
“It’s nothing.’’ I tell her.
“Let me think..’’ She sighs, looking out at the window. I know she’ll figure it out, it’s not that hard to think about when you’re making a list, especially since it’s me and Harry, and she knows us.
My phone beeps in my purse, a text message from most likely Harry. I take it out and find out that it was indeed Harry.

Harry: I miss you xx

I smile at the message, he’s so sweet. If he only know what I was thinking, I just want to get back to him so we can enjoy ourselves a little more. More sex definitely equals out to us liking each other’s presence more than without any.

I miss you too

The message sends and I wait, there’s no telling what he’s going to reply back with. My mind begins to drift off to the planned things today. What if this blood test reveals that I’m pregnant? What am I going to tell Harry? I can’t just admit that I went behind his back and done this, I can’t say I’ve been assuming I am for a week now. I can’t do that. The things I can do are limited though, just my damn luck.
“I know!’’ Carly gasps suddenly, scaring me out of my thoughts. I look over to see her grinning at me. Playfully I roll my eyes at her, she’s so weird sometimes but I’m very glad I have her. Thanks to Harry.
“What then?’’ I ask, I’m sure she does know.
“You had sex, didn’t you?’’ She whispers to me, leaning a little closer.
“Maybe.’’ I shrug as I look back at my phone, I received a new message from Harry.

Harry: I can’t wait until you come see me.. I have some ideas xx

From the corner of my eye I can tell that Carly is reading my message, but hey that’s her own fault.
“Oh lord, you two just can’t stop!’’ She says, hitting the side of my leg with her hand. I laugh with her as she shakes her head in disbelief.
“Gotta get it while I can.’’ I remind her. She sighs at my comment, perhaps she didn’t believe I was pregnant but I surely do. She doesn’t give me any reply, so I assume our short conversation is over.

I have a feeling of what they are

Today is going to be good, pregnant or not, I’m going to get some well-deserved girls’ time with Carly, just me and her, no little babies this time. And I have Harry planning our own personal events for later on. But yet I also have a lot going on, like the fact I might be pregnant, mixed with the sudden appearance of two people in my life. I haven’t discussed anything with my mother, and I don’t plan on it anytime soon either. I still haven’t decided on these other two yet.

Harry: Do you prefer lilac or teal with lace? Gotta get this design done.

A smile comes to my lips as I read over the message, Harry is so random sometimes. Well, let’s see. I like both colors, but I bet he’s talking about that design he showed me the other day. I think I know what I’ll go with.



I finally update this book

hoped you like it.

I think I may do a sequel for this book.

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