Smile|A Joshler Fanfiction

Josh Dun and Tyler Joseph both know that they're gay. However, because of their fame, they both pretend to be straight, fearing that they would no longer be accepted. Josh and Tyler aren't only just gay, they're gay for each other, but they don't admit it to the other, so they're both scared to go for it. Especially Josh, who is scared that if he admits his love Tyler will become more depressed, and Josh couldn't stand to see the love of his life like that.


1. Chords in an Order That is New

Josh swept is cotton candy hair out of his eyes and focused on the drums in front of him. Not the crowd. Just him and the drums, and Tyler. He began to play, feeling the music burst out of him as he beat down on the drums with his beloved sticks.

Ba-dum, ba-dum, ba, ba, dum-da.

Suddenly Tyler began to play his ukelele and his sweet voice began to sing, and it sounded glorious with the drum's melody.

"You're the judge, oh no! Set me Free---!"


"I know my soul's freezing, hell's hot for good reason, so please take me."

Ba-da-da-da-dum! Chik-chik!

The fans roared with applause and Josh realized the song was over. He looked up at Tyler who was staring at him. He quickly looked away.

"Thank you for coming out tonight!" Tyler was saying goodbye.

Josh stood and they headed back to the dressing rooms. He stared into the mirror at his brown eyes and began to wash off his red paint. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Tyler looking into the other mirror, washing the black off of his neck and hands. Tyler painted himself there because he said he felt as though he was always choking himself.

Josh always wished he could help Tyler through his depression, but Tyler didn't seem to want help.

"Just focus on the music Josh, I promise I'm okay." He would say.

So Josh did just that. When he'd washed his paint off, he leaned against the table and watched Tyler scrub off his paint. His eyes were fixated on his reflection and he seemed not to notice Josh. That was fine. Josh enjoyed just watching him. He was beautiful. 

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