Smile|A Joshler Fanfiction

Josh Dun and Tyler Joseph both know that they're gay. However, because of their fame, they both pretend to be straight, fearing that they would no longer be accepted. Josh and Tyler aren't only just gay, they're gay for each other, but they don't admit it to the other, so they're both scared to go for it. Especially Josh, who is scared that if he admits his love Tyler will become more depressed, and Josh couldn't stand to see the love of his life like that.


15. Can't Help Falling In Love With You

The next few days were spent at the hospital. They both had severe concussions and lung damage, but they were okay. They had each other. Finally, they were released and Brendon was waiting for them in his car. 

"So, Josh," He said, "What's the word?" 

Josh knew what he was talking about, but Tyler didn't.

"He knows," He said.

Brendon grinned.


"And what?"

"What did he say?"

"Well, it was more like he told me."

Brendon raised his eyebrows and started laughing. 

"I knew he would feel the same way!" 

"Are you guys talking about me?" Tyler asked.

"What do you think?" Josh replied.

Tyler blushed and Brendon laughed even harder. 

When they arrived at Josh's house, neither one of them were really sure what to do. Josh put his arm around Tyler and he flinched.


"Josh, we need to talk about this... us."

Josh tried to hide his confusion and hurt and said, "O-Okay."

They sat down at the kitchen table and Tyler looked down nervously. 

"So are we gonna talk?" Josh asked after a moment. 

"Yeah," Tyler replied, still looking down.

Josh sighed and leaned back in his chair. 

"Look, Tyler, if you regret what happened after the crash, I understand. I just have always loved you and I thought you would be disgusted by it and when you confessed I thought that we really might have something. If we don't and you were mistaken that's okay, but Ty-" 

"Josh, stop."

Tyler looked into his eyes.

"It's not that I don't love you, because I do. I just don't really know what to do with this."

His eyes glistened with what looked like the start of tears. 

"What will we tell people? What does this kiss mean? Are we dating? Lovers?"

"Is that what you want to be?" Josh asked.

"Yes, I think so, but the whol thing just feels so wrong... but, but..."

"But right at the same time?"


"I understand, and I think if it feels right to you, and only you, not Blurry, then I think we should go for it."

"You think?"

"I know."

Josh kissed him and and Tyler placed his hands on his chest. His lips are so soft. Josh thought as he cupped Tyler's face in his hands. 

Tyler pulled away for a moment and pressed his forehead against Josh's so their eyes were only an inch apart. 

"I know," He whispered, "That this is right." 


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