My True Teen-Mom Story


36. February 23, 2017

February 23, 2017


I know I said I was going to post a new chapter on the fan fiction, but what can I say? Babies are unpredictable. I just got home from Matthew's family's lake house, and I'm exhausted. We left pretty early yesterday, spent the night, and headed home today. Savannah did surprisingly well on the car ride, but she seems like she's just as tired as I am. She's been napping since we've been home (like an hour now), which has given me the perfect opportunity to unpack.

My mom isn't home and I haven't bothered to find out where she is. Is that bad? I still can't believe she moved her boyfriend in. I hate having to live here and if I had any other reliable options, I'd go with that. My dad's house is still open, but I really don't see how that could end well. Matthew's still looking at apartments, but again, I'm not legally old enough to move out, though I think my mom would let me.

It sounds so stereotypical but I'm so stressed out over this. Things were perfect at my mom's up until around a month ago but I don't know what's happened since then. To me, it seems like she's going through her mid-life crisis. She's acting more immature than I am now and I'm getting worried about her being around Savannah. Who moves a random guy in when her granddaughter AND daughter are at home?!

I know I said I was going to wait to get a job, but that was before my mom started acting like a teenager. At this point, I'm probably going to try and find a job that pays enough for daycare AND enough for me to start saving up so that when I turn eighteen, I can move out. I don't want to be dependent on my mom but when I've got a baby to take care of, a job I need to get, daycare i'd need to pay for, rent, bills, college, groceries, I just don't see how I could do it. I haven't even moved out yet and it already feels like I'm drowning in stress. I don't get how single parents do it. I hope to god that Matthew and I stay together because I have no idea what I'd do if I didn't have his help.

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