My True Teen-Mom Story


31. February 10, 2017

February 10, 2017


This is Matthew's weekend with Savannah so he picked her up at around 4:30. He doesn't work all weekend, which means he gets to spend it with her, which I love. Savannah adores her daddy and he's completely in love with her. I get to spend every day with her and I hate that he doesn't get to see her as much as he'd like to.

We've recently been talking about moving in with my dad (which I don't think I told you guys when I got back in touch with him. So basically, he called me about a month ago and told me he wanted to start coming around Savannah and I, and I was really nervous at first, but we've actually gotten pretty close). He offered to let the three of us move in with him because my mom and I really haven't been getting along lately and Matthew and I cannot ​afford our own place. His house is WAY bigger than my mom's (five bedrooms. Three upstairs, two in the basement). He did get remarried so we'll have to deal with that, plus I still don't know my dad very well, but it's just something we're thinking about.

We've both decided that we really want to, but even though I'm not getting along with my mom right now, I don't want her to feel like I'm choosing my dad over her, when it's really not like that. My dad has a lot more money than my mom does and I hate to feel like I'm stressing my mom out with Savannah. She really doesn't pay for a whole lot, but I feel horrible when I have to ask for something. My dad has actually offered to buy stuff for her so Matthew doesn't have to. I get that he's probably just kissing ass because of all the years he missed out on, but we'll see what happens.

The house is SO terribly boring without my little bug here, but I'm going to try to make this weekend a productive one. I'm caught up on schoolwork, but I'm still going to work consistently to get ahead. As for housework, I already got that stuff done. I just had to wash dishes, my pump, and then empty the dishwasher. Everything else is still clean from yesterday. I'll probably run to Target or Walmart tomorrow to stock up on diapers and wipes. I think I mentioned that I was going to start cloth diapering but that didn't last long. It's just a pain and takes a lot of time to do everything. Plus, the inserts get stained a nasty poop color and it DOESN'T fully come out, even if I use bleach. I want to try Target brand diapers because I've heard they're good, so I'm going to pick some of those up. I need to get some pacifier clips too because she keeps dropping hers at night and crying because she can't get it. So it'll make things easier for both of us if I can just wake up when she drops it, find it attached to her, and give it back.

As for tonight, I'll probably just binge watch some Bates Motel and maybe try and finish up chapter two of my new fanfic. I remember being able to update daily before I had Savannah but now I'm lucky if I get time to write twice a week! But I cant complain. Being a mom is more fun than writing fictional stories :)

I'll update when Savannah comes home on Sunday!




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