My Story, My Life

This is a story about me, and what's going in my life. You will know how crazy my life is, once you read. This book might go on for years, so buckle up and get ready.

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2. It's Complicated...

December 9th, 2016

Honestly, I don't think that I know who I like anymore. I'm going to try to stop doing so, because I want to find out who I am. I feel like I like this one guy, but then I think that I like these other two guys...it's complicated...

Do you guys ever want to know how it feels like to be addicted to alcohol and suffer because of depression? And then one day, a boy saves your life, but then breaks your heart by telling everyone what you did? I don't know, maybe it's just me. I am just so curious: I want to know how it feels to have depression. It's not that I enjoy it, it's just that I want to know if I can handle it...it's complicated...

Do you ever want to have a first kiss with a guy, but don't want to be hurt by him? And don't want him to kiss and tell? Or don't want to go crazy? I wanted to, but have been wondering the same questions and more. It's hard to say that you love someone when you're too young to understand, experience, or even confess that you love someone...I know that it's not just me though. It's hard to deal with life when there is so much going on. I didn't know that I had a lot of things going on in my life, until I talked to someone about it...it's complicated...

I'm trying to work hard in school to get into a good college, which leads to a good job, which leads to good money, which leads to a good house, which leads to a great life. I want to work hard to succeed in life. I really want to start dancing classes so that I could be a Hip-Hop choreographer. Possibly make some YouTube videos and travel around the United States. I also LOVE to SING! I want to join chorus probably next year, so that I could spread my beautiful voice and probably improve my voice. I want to be a couple of other things, but it's complicated...

I learned about cyber-bullying and what it could lead to. Such as; suicide, depression, aggression, etc. I was frowning most of the time, because I was remembering some stories of people online who have caused suicide. And it starts usually because of something that they sent a stranger or boyfriend that wasn't appropriate. Then if the couple breaks up with each other, or they don't do what the stranger says, then they would probably send those picture(s) to the whole school or post them publicly online. And that's how that person can become embarrassed, depressed, or even suicidal. There's a lot that goes on. It's complicated...

Guys, sorry for not making this chapter any sooner. There was just a lot of stuff going on, like preparing for school, friends, people, Christmas, and Christmas Eve. You guys already know, it's complicated...

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