I don't care what anybody says, I'll only listen to you

Before you read this you should just know that this story is a girl X girl story. you have been warned.

Amanda is an 8th grader and it's about to be summer holiday, and the 8th graders is going to sing a summer-song to say goodbye to school. Then she meet's a shy girl named Felicia and helps her with singing, later on Amanda get's thought's of Felicia. She has fallen for Felicia, she begins to kiss Felicia sometimes and she doesn't mind until......

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9. “I-I DON’T KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT! OKAY!?”

We had just had the last class and were packing our stuff, tomorrow was the last day of school and the 8th grade a.k.a. us. Is going to sing the summer-song. “Aaaw man! I can’t do this!” Lou had been saying that the whole day “Come on, it’s not that bad” I said “Hell yeah it is! I’m going to ruin it all” “You're not that bad at singing” Alex said “Okay fine!...Hey how are Felicia? How are you guys relationship going?” Lou said with a little smirk “I-it’s going fine...I think” I said “So! Have you guys started dating or what?” “I-I don’t know” “What do you mean you don’t know? Aren’t you sure? Is she too complicated to figure out or what?” “No no, it’s just….I don’t know how she feels about it” I said “Haven’t she said anything?” “Well...She have said that she think it feels weird….but good at the same time...or something” I said “Well I think that she just needs time” Lou said as she took a hand on my shoulder “How much time do you think she needs?” Alex asked “Maybe a month or something? But if Manda here want’s it to go a little bit smoother then maybe….argh I don’t think you would do such a thing” “Yeah yeah, tell me!” I said a little too fast “..Well you could do it a daily thing to kiss her goodbye and walk her home or something, then maybe she would think of you another way than friends. But I don’t know” “Oh my god Lou! Your a genious!” “I-I am?” Lou asked with a surprised face “Like hell yeah!” “Oh….G-good. Well when you get home I wanna hear every detail about how it’d go when you walk her home today. k?” “K” I said. I ran down to catch her “Oi! Felicia, wanna walk together?” I asked “S-sure” She said without making eye contact with me again. We walked a way that wasn’t the way my home was but I didn’t care, I was going to kiss her goodbye and be smoothly. We talked a little, still not making eye contact. We finally came to her house “O-okay...Thanks for walking me home, but you really didn’t have to” She said STILL NOT MAKING EYE CONTACT “Come on, it’s no problem. I think it’s nice, don’t you think so?” I asked “W-well it’s not that it’s just…. As she was talking I leaned in to kiss her but…..She pushed me away “What’s wrong?” I asked “C-can you not do that?” She finally made eye contact with me, and she was terrified “Why? You don’t like it?” I asked “....” There was silence for a long time when “I-I DON’T KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT! OKAY!?” She almost screamed in my face, she pulled away and walked past me inside. I just stood there for a little and was processing what just happened, I slowly walked away and thought ‘Well I know the way to her house now…...It sounds like I’m a stalker heh’ And walked home. When I came home I called Lou “Hey girl~ So how’d go? I want details” “Hey, well it’s gonna be very short details. Because I didn’t get a kiss” “Oh no, are you okay?” “Yeah I’m fine. I’m more worried about her, she didn’t want to make eye contact with me the whole way home until I tried to kiss her. And she looked terrified” “Oh my god, is there anything else?” “Yeah, she kinda yelled in my face that, she don’t know how she feels about me kissing her” “Oh….Are you sure you're okay?” “I...I don’t know….” “I’m coming over” And then she hung up, I just sat there, I didn’t know what to do with myself. I re-thought the situation and came to the point where she walked past me and inside, when she did that she said really quiet “I’m sorry for being so selfish” Like how was that even selfishness, if there’s one person that’s selfish then that’s me. I’ve been demanding kisses from her, and she doesn’t even know how she feels about it. God I’m the worst person ever, but….I just want to kiss her so bad. Is it wrong to think that way? “I’m sorry for being so selfish” What in the world? *Dring dring* I heard my brother open the door and up came Lou “Hey girl, okay I’m here to talk to you about Felicia. Okay?” She took a notepad and a pencil and said I should lay down, she began to ask me questions about Felicia, and about me. When we came to the point where I told Lou about when Felicia said “I’m sorry for being so selfish”

“What is selfish about pushing me away?” I asked “I don’t know….Just give me a second” Lou said, there was silence for a good long time when “Oh….” “What? What is it?” I asked desperately “I think...The reason why she said she was sorry she was selfish is because. She thinks it’s selfish to push someone away or something I’m not sure” “She thinks it’s selfish to push someone away…?” “I guess so?...But I don’t know, maybe you should ask her or something” “Okay, I think I’m gonna ask her and take it slowly. I’m just gonna be her friend” “Maybe at the last minute she comes up to you and ask for kisses” I looked at Lou in surprise and blushed a little. “Yep, sounds like a plan” Lou said.

 
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